hey guys, so a new story i know but with the castle ones i've a writers block and i don't write How a life can change on my own.. i really wanted to write this R&I fanfic.. so here i am writing it! i don't own jane or maura, but i did change maura a bit, i hope you'll enjoy it!

Maura's pov.

i walk around on school like a zombie, Jane and i have been talking until 4 am, when i realized that i only had 3 hours left to sleep i got sad because i would have to leave while Maura still had holiday and could talk way longer. i haven't told friends about her. Maura has become my best friend since we started talking 3 months ago.. it sucks we don''t live closer to each other. We can't skype either since she has an old laptop with no webcam and her sister uses hers all the time because she has an long distance relationship. Sometimes i get sad.. waking up knowing i won't be able to see her today.

'' Hey maura have you studied for the test? '' My friend Joanne asks me

'' We have a test today? '' i ask her in shock

she starts laughing '' Yes we do, but you don't really have to study for tests anyway ''

That was true, i didn't have to study much. i thought school was easy. '' so that's why i sit beside you '' joanne continues

'' if you want to '' i laugh.

i check my phone before walking into the classroom, Jane didn't wake up yet, i miss her.

- later that day -

School was really boring today and Jane hasn't answered her phone yet.. it's 2 pm already normally she already had.. i get worried.

Jane's pov.

I've been up since 10 am, but i haven't answered Maura yet. I'm laying here beside casey, but Maura is on my mind all the time. When he kisses me, when he puts his arms around me. I just wish is was Maura doing it. I don't know what's happening to me. She means so much to me. I stand up from his bed and look at him '' i've to go home '' i tell him, trying to avoid his eyes.

'' okay babe, Are you okay? '' he asks taking my hand in his.

'' yes i am, don't worry '' i smile at him and walk away.

i walk and i walk, but i've no idea where i'm going, i don't want to go home yet. I need to think, but it's not fair to not answer Maura, so i text her

Jane: Hey honey, i was with Casey sorry for the late answer. How was school?

i don't have to wait long for an answer

Maura: Don't worry sweetie, school was okay, like always :P Missed you.. Did something fun with Casey?

i smile, she missed me!

Jane: naah not really, Just laying on bed and talking haha, missed you too!

Maura: Mmm..

Jane: hahaha

Maura: Hahaha idiot

what is this woman doing to me?

Jane: i've to eat! talk to you later x

Maura: okay! enjoy it honey!

I hate lying but i really need some time to think, i continue to walk. I think i'm falling for her.. it's obviously that it's more than a normal friendship. I want to hold Maura in my arms and go through her hair with my hands. She's the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. That beautiful curly hair and those beautiful dark brown eyes of hers. i've only seen her on pictures but she's really beautiful. She's always on my mind. i don't know what's happening to me..

My phone goes, Casey is calling, i don't answer, i need to think.

Maura's pov

i'm just making homework for tomorrow, wish Jane didn't have to eat so we could talk. I love talking with her, it lights up my day. I'm not the most beautiful girl or something.. but she's always here for me.

'' MAURA ISLES COME DOWNSTAIRS NOW! '' My mom yells from downstairs. Cailin is her little angle she almost never yells at her.

i walk downstairs into the livingroom '' Maura can you walk with Djoya please? ''

i know that if i say no she'll get mad and yell again '' yes i can mom '' and i put the line on by Djoya and go walking with her.

When i'm outside i feel better, wind through my hair, just calm down. My dog runs around in the grass. I sit down in it and watch her. She keeps running and running and i wonder how it would be to be a dog.. Not cool since i won't have my best friend Jane. i get lost in my thoughts.

After a while my phone beeps

Jane: you still alive?

Maura: Yes haha just walking with my dog, what kind of food did you have?

Jane: pizza!

Maura: Give me!

Jane: no, i don't have any more

i smile, she always can make me smile, i love being silly with her.

Maura: how are you honey?

Jane: I'm good! you?

Maura: Mom yelled again but i'm fine (:

Jane: wanna talk about it?

Maura: no it's fine

Jane: she yells for everything.

Maura: yeah..

i stand up and yell for my dog. We walk home again, when i'm in my room i sit down on bed again. My belly is still hurting, but tomorrow we will know what's wrong with it.

Jane's pov.

I'm worried about maura, her mom yells a lot to her, she doesn't want to talk about it but i know it bothers her. she knows she can always talk to me so when she's ready she will talk.. at least i hope.

Jane: Maur, are you okay?

Maura: i'm fine honey, she yells a lot and sometimes it just gets to me

Jane: i love you, okay?

Maura: i love you too!

i look at my watch, it's 10 pm.. i did want to think.. i should say i'm going to sleep.

Jane: Hey honey i'm going to bed

Maura: oh okay :(

Jane: sorry

Maura: is it because of me?

Jane: no honey it's not

Maura: okay, goodnight sweetie, i love you! sleep tight!

Jane: goodnight honey! i love you too

i lay down on my bed and watch the ceiling while i get lost in my thoughts.

Thank you guys for reading my fanfic,

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xx

Yacintha.