Harry,
I really miss you. There has been so much I want to say but couldn't find the words to say it. I love you more than you could ever imagine, but I always find it so hard to show how I feel. I know at times you feel like I'm taking you for granted, but the truth is I appreciate everything you do for me, because I know you don't have to, you do things because you want to.
There are so many times that you have done something for me, and I didn't even bother to say thank you, and I am so sorry for that. You are truly the best thing that has ever happened to me even when we are fighting. I know that things aren't what we want it to be now but I promise I'm going to do my best to make us comfortable again.
I think that I forgot that a relationship is about both people not just one person, and it's time it becomes about the both of us and not just me. I've finally realized that our problems are because I haven't grown up yet, and you have (But I will and soon). I'm not willing to loose you because I'm not acting like the adult I should.
I mean it this time things are going to change I can't promise that I will change right away, but I promise if you stick by me one day I will become the man you deserve.
I've always said that I wouldn't be anything like my father, but the truth is I'm doing what he's been doing his whole life pushing the good people away, and I don't want to loose you because I'm acting like an idiot.
You may not always get what you want from me because I'm still a work in progres, but you will always have me even if you decide one day that you don't want me anymore. What can I say I am truly flawed, but I'm going to try harder than I've ever tried before to make us work, and to make a relationship better than good make it great. It will take time but I'm going to do my best to get things right before we graduate.
In efforts to make our relationship better I think it is time that I explain why I do the dumb things that I do.
This Love
This love is more than I've ever known
It's one of a kind
it makes me laugh, cry, and smile all at the same time
When you're away I miss your voice, and your sweet embrace
Your kisses keep me in the clouds
Your hugs feel like my own peace of heaven
This love is like no other to me
I feel brand new
A love like this is more than I deserve,
So I'm glad I could be who you want for
This Special Kind of Love!
I Love You
Draco