An: Hello, this will be my very first Frozen Fanfic! Yes, this will be an Elsanna one. This story might contain a few spoilers but it's not so drastic but I'm still warning you guys. I hope you guys will come to love this and support it until the end. My native language is not English and I'm not really good at it, I apologize for it now, I hope you guys will still appreciate this. I'm looking for a beta for this story, if anyone is interested please do pm me. I just need someone to proof read my story/stories for me. Well I guess that is it for this Author's note and now on to the story!

The story is set months after the movie.

Disclaimer: I do not own Frozen.

Just Enough

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14th day of summer— [Elsa]

It was an act of true love; it was to be a kiss of a prince charming that will thaw a frozen heart not an act of selfless deed. It was supposed to be Hans, no; it was supposed to be Kristoff who will be the hero of this story. I don't deserve to be with her. I was selfish. I made her suffer. My story should not have been a happy ending we hoped to see today.

Coldness is no more. It was what Elsa thought on the third month she woke in her own room. Right, she was back in Arendelle. She was back inside the castle, back in the stone walls of what she called home and back in her room but at the same time not. Her room, still dull in colour was no more in the ice she grew up in. It was warm. The sun now passed through her window unlike before when ice covered it. She can visibly see the rays of gold touch her red carpet. It was a comforting sight to see. She smiled to herself. This was her reality now; there was no reason to hide again, not another reason to conceal what she was.

She sunk back into her white silk sheets in hopes to savour the morning sun in her bed. She laid her head down and snuggled on her feather soft pillow with a relieved sigh barely escaping her lips.

"This is my reality now" she whispered, satisfied by the outcome of their epic adventure of twelve weeks ago. It was twelve weeks ago, when she had cursed Arendelle into an eternity of winter, where she almost killed her sister and lose what she had left to be anchored down in this earth. Where she had found out that love was the thing she needed to save her kingdom and it was when her sister finally found her 'true' love—Kristoff. She buried her head further in the pillow. The idea of Kristoff and Anna penetrated her mind; she thought about it before, did she love it? Was she happy about it? Will she allow her sister to continue with what she had dreamt of for so long? She did not know and she did not want to think about it so she continuously pushed the idea to the back of her head. While she mused about it she had not heard the door creak open.

"What's your reality now?" familiar—that was what came to Queen Elsa of Arendelle's mind as she tried to ignore the person who addressed her silent musing. She feigned ignorance and continued on her slumber.

"Oh come on Elsa! Don't be like that! Wake up, the sky is awake!" the voice continued. A violent shook came and a heavy feeling above her after, yet Elsa did not budge but slightly opened her one eye. The brown locks that fell on her face was so familiar that she smiled ever so slightly. The smell of the summer breeze reached her nostrils when she inhaled.

"Anna..." she murmured. Yes, Anna, her darling little sister that she so loved was here with her, although not in a very proper manner but it was still appreciated. Elsa reached out to the strands of perfectly auburn hair. It was soft like she remembered when they were children. She loved it, the feeling of Anna's hair in her hands.

Anna hummed as she felt her sister's cold fingers play with her hair.

"Anna?" Elsa addressed her sister a tad bit louder than her murmur before. Her brows knitted together, wondering if the auburn headed princess heard her for she only noticed their uneven breathing.

"Hmm...?" Finally Anna responded to her name. She turned, her bright blue eyes gazing back at Elsa's icy ones. She could not help but stare at her sister's big blue eyes, she liked them, and they were the warmth she knew in her time of loneliness. They were so familiar to her that she had found them not foreign even after thirteen years of not interacting with each other. Elsa released a satisfied breath.

"I really like your hair" she said barely audible.

"I know you do" Anna smiled; she slid down her sister with a flop making the cushion elevate and drop slightly. Anna took it upon herself to gaze at her sister's sleepy eyes. Anna reached out, her slender hands resting on her older sister's cheeks. Slowly she pulled her sister's face as their head rested on each other. Their nose touching. Anna shivered slightly at the contact of her sister's cold temperature. Anna's lips thinned, Elsa noticed that—a habit her sister Anna had when she was thinking or was about to do something.

"What are you thinking, Anna?"

Her sister only shook her head before she closed her eyes and lightly pressed their lips together and then move away. "Good Morning, Elsa" she smiled. Anna slowly left the bed leaving Elsa staring at the back of her sister. Anna took the leisure of slowly walking out the door; she then stopped and twirled to meet her dazed older sister. "Do you want to build a snowman?" she said, a smile plastered on her young face. Elsa could only smile and slowly nodded.

Elsa ran down the stairs, a bit carelessly if anyone saw her. She burst through the dining hall; pass the hall of paintings and into the castle ballroom. The door opened with a bang. She was panting heavily from the sprint she had done just to get down the stairs. She paused to savour the sight and leaned on to the fixed adjacent door for support. Truly, it was a un-Queen-like behavior but she was excited. She had wished to remake their—hers and Anna's— past, their childhood and by means of remaking— it meant that the ballroom be filled with snow and ice.

The room with its high ceiling, glistening chandeliers, great long silk curtains that cascaded down the walls by the gigantic windows barely blocking the sunlight that pass through the perfectly tempered mosaic glass was a marvelous sight to see. Even the glistening marbles of precise sizes and distinct artistic feature added radiance to the room. The long pillars that supported the block were gorgeous with its intricate golden art adds that classy look fit for royalty. Elsa liked this room but even 'like' is an understatement.

The ballroom, it was a magical place and a lot of things happened here. Every bit of important details in her life happened in this very room. She frowned as a few particular thoughts came to her. She shook her head. "It's all in the past, Elsa. Everything is fine now, maybe even great!" she said to herself. With a nod to herself, she proceeded to go further into the room.

Her eyes scanned the room in search for Anna but instead of finding the auburn headed princess she had found a peculiar snowman at the center humming to his self and dancing with an invisible partner.

"Olaf?" Elsa chuckled as she watched the little snowman glide on the marble floor and trip, "...what on earth are you doing?"

Olaf, startled by Elsa's question, quickly picked himself up in a rather disordered way. His head was in the center and was not on top, his nose was sticking through his supposed to be chest.

Olaf scrambled and his thoughts were mere mush from embarrassment. "Th-this... was just. I-" he tried to explain as he continued to desperately fix himself. Elsa looked at him pointedly, one brow raised and a smirk playing across her face. Then Elsa, unexpectedly to Olaf's surprise, giggled. Olaf can be so funny at times. She thought to herself.

"Here let me fix you up" the queen flicked her hand and magic swirled out of her fingers. Olaf was once again new and fixed.

"Thank you, Queen Elsa. I don't know what to say... just that I'm really embarrassed by my clown-like display"

"Do not fret about it, Olaf. It was very entertaining..." she smiled and patted the snowman's head. "I believe you even made my day brighter"

"Anything for you, my Queen" he smiled his goofy smile. "So, what brings you here, my lady?"

The sudden mention of business took Elsa away from her blank mind. She looked at Olaf with kind eyes and knelt. "I... Have you seen my sister? Princess Anna?"

Olaf contemplated for a moment, his eyes closed and his stick hands rubbing on his chin as if he was thinking very hard.

"Well?" after a few moments, soon after, Olaf opened his eyes and smiled, finally having the answer on his head and not skull.

"Yes, yes! I've seen her. She was here earlier, she was waiting for you actually, but then the unusually weird blonde looking donkey came and they went off somewhere" the mere mention of Kristoff's feature made her heart race. She felt deflated that Anna had left and cancelled their 'snowman building day' the moment Kristoff waltzed in the castle.

"Kri- Kristoff was here?" she stammered. She recomposed herself from Olaf's revelation. "Where have they gone?" Olaf looked up to Elsa, he reached out for her hand and Elsa followed the little snowman with hesitation.

"I'll show you, here, here!" the lively snowman pulled on her sleeve as they walked out the ballroom and out the courtyard. Elsa wondered why the courtyard of all places? Maybe Sven was here as well and they were both tending to the handsome reindeer, it was a plausible idea. She told herself. But still an uneasy feeling continued to creep up her stomach. Nervousness.

Why was she nervous in the first place? Was she nervous to see her sister and Kristoff together? She thought to herself, she bit her lip and then sighed. What was she fretting about anyway? Isn't it perfectly normal to want the man you love be with you all day than having your cold older sister play with you in the snow. Besides, Kristoff and her sister had something special, even after the events in the castle three months ago occurred. And, Anna hasn't even jumped again to introducing Kristoff as her fiancé, so what was the problem? She knew Anna now know that love takes time to develop. Surely, they've –Anna and Kristoff—had been taking their time getting to know each other. Sure they've went out on a few dates into the city, she knew because she has eyes everywhere. And one major fact and Elsa knew it all too well that Anna loved Kristoff and Kristoff, Anna. It was perfectly normal. Yes. It was normal. End of Argument. So Elsa decided to shake away the nervous feeling down her gut. She continued to follow Olaf now with less hesitation and nervousness.

"There they are!" Olaf exclaimed. Olaf trot down the lane towards the young couple who were holding hands as they walked down the gardens. A throbbing feeling penetrated Elsa's chest. The idea of pain suddenly registered to Elsa when she saw Anna and Kristoff's hand fit perfectly together. She swallowed hard.

"What's wrong with me?" she asked herself. She paced back and forth in circles. Debating to keep focus and lose all the emotions bothering her at the moment. "Don't feel... don't feel" she mentally told herself. Finally, feeling her mind stop with rumbling thoughts and emotions on her head, she turned to Olaf.

"Come on-...Olaf?" She frantically looked around for her friend only to see him walking down the lane a good distance away from the young couple. She jumped to her feet to chase Olaf before he caught up with the two.

"Psst! Psst! Olaf! Come back here!" she called to the giddy snowman, still Olaf had not stopped. She blew a loose blonde hair away from her pale face. Frustrated that Olaf had not heard her. "Olaf!" she called out once more. She grumbled and pressed her lips together. "I'm sorry but I need you to stop" With a flick of her hand, Olaf turned into a puddle of water, a measly feet from Anna and Kristoff.

She quickly hid behind the bush when Anna glanced behind them. Seeing nothing, Anna turned back to converse with Kristoff who was rubbing his neck as if he was nervous about something. The young couple, from Elsa's view sat down the fountain, sitting beside each other, conversing ever so softly, that it was barely audible for Elsa to eavesdrop.

Elsa quietly maneuvered her way towards the back of the fountain, out of the couple's view. She peeked through the thick ferns, intently watching how the two interact. She then wondered if this was wrong. She sunk down the grass, guilty of prying on her sister's personal matters. With a sigh, Elsa moved away from the bush and back to the castle. She flicked her hand and revived Olaf, who in turn looked at her questioningly. Queen Elsa just shook her head and looked down, her hair covering her deflated expression. From a far distance, Elsa could hear Anna's merry squeal and shout.

"Yes!"

Her heart sunk. What could it have meant? No, she did not want to know and so she continued on her way.

She was sitting down at the center of the ballroom, her hands weaving what seemed to be snowflakes. Her hand then wove through the air making the familiar snow fall in the room. She had locked the room and had requested that their servants and even Anna to leave her be. She wanted a quiet time for herself to think. She closed her eyes to savor the feeling of this loneliness.

Bang. The door flung open. And ice scattered from the impact.

"I told you not now Anna!" she told Anna who was walking briskly towards her. Fuming. But then when Anna took sight of her sister's state. Elsa who had propped her head on her knees, her folded arms covering her face, Anna quickly dropped her angered expression. She inhaled deeply and the released the emotions she was about to barrage Elsa with and started softly:

"It's snowman building day, I won't miss it even for the world" Elsa looked up to Anna and sadly smiled.

"You just did" Elsa eyed Anna, who looked away from her. Her frown deepened at the sight of Anna's submissiveness to her own fault. She did not want to be angered now. She doesn't want Anna to see her like this. She felt awful though that she was being childish. She was having this tantrum for what seemed to be a simple ditching by her sister a few hours ago.

"You better go"

Anna's head snapped back as quickly as those words left Elsa's mouth.

"You're acting childish Elsa. Kristoff just wanted to talk about something that's all" Elsa winced at the mention of Kristoff. She sunk her head further into her knees and arms.

"What did you talk about? Was it so important that you ditched this morning?" she mumbled. Anna ran a hand through her hair and sighed. She flopped down beside her sister, snow fluttering as she did so.

"It... it's hard to explain now" the Queen looked up slightly, a questioning look on her face. She waited for Anna to continue only to find her sister's lips pursed into a thin line then shook her head after a long pause. "But, don't worry about it! It's really not important. What's important now is that we do our thing and the sky is still awake" Anna replied. She jumped up and extended a hand to her sister. Elsa's frown turned into a weary smile. She knew Anna was hiding something but she knew that her sister was right here with her to make things right. She did not want to be rude and be stubborn. She sighed.

"I guess I'll forgive you" she said quietly. "But just this once! I don't want any of my subjects ditching their Queen... even if you're my sister" Anna nodded and gave her the warmest smile she could give. Elsa smiled back. She stomped her feet on the marble floor and magic flowed out of her. Ice blanketed the room and snow poured magically from the ceiling. Elsa rolled her sleeves to her elbows and rubbed her hands together. She flicked her hand up then down conjuring what seems to be balls of snow. Gigantic ones. Elsa smirked at her fascinated sister.

"Now, that's what I call snowman building" Anna smirked.

"Nope, these are snowballs" with a flick of her finger the ball of snow landed on Anna. Anna's head shot out the pile of snow, a fuming look on her face. "That is so unfair!"

"Nothing is fair in war, darling" Both girls giggled and ran around the snow.

It was fun. Elsa thought as she gazed out the window while they were lying down after hours of playing. The moonlight cascaded down on both figures when they rested after making snow angels. She looked at Anna, her breath caught in her throat when she saw the light illuminating the pale features of her auburn haired sister's sleeping face. Anna... was beautiful. She was lovely like a goddess. No, Anna is a goddess. Anna was kind, funny and loving. Kristoff is lucky to have captured her sister's heart. Her smile fell at the thought. Elsa reached out, removing the stray locks from her sister's face.

She moved in closer her forehead rested on Anna's. She watched as her sister's eyes moved behind her eyelids. Anna was dreaming that was a fact. She slightly wondered what Anna was dreaming about. She blew a strand away from her face, surely, it was about Kristoff but Elsa thought otherwise. She pray hoped Anna was still dreaming about their ice wonderland and she was in it as well. Elsa's lips curved upwards at Anna's cuteness when she remembered the previous events. She then proceeded to tuck the stray behind the auburn girl's ear and kissed her forehead.

"Kristoff's lucky to have you... but I can't complain" she whispered. "I lost my chance before and I know you love him" She held her breath as tears were threatening to escape her eyes. "I pushed you away, Anna, but still you chose to be by my side. I promise I'll be the sister you've always wanted. I'll be your big sister who'd love you forever...only you..."

Elsa flicked her hand and dimmed the room by a curtain made of ice. Anna snuggled closer wrapping her arms around her sister. Elsa did the same and closed her eyes. This is what we are now and this is what we'll only be. Be happy with Kristoff...my beloved Anna.

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