NCIS:
TIMOTHY MCGEE'S SECRET LETTER AND BEING SICK...
DISCLAIMER:
NCIS AND CHARACTERS DO NOT BELONG TO ME.
SUMMARY:
Tim writes a letter, but leaves it next to his type writer. Sarah comes over to spend sometime with her big brother and finds the letter...
CHAPTER 1: TIM'S LETTER...
TIMOTHY MCGEE'S P.O.V.
I sat in front of my typewriter and had been trying to work on my book, though I was not doing so well. With a sigh I put a new piece of paper in the typewriter and decided to type a letter, even if she didn't feel the same and I know I would never show it to her.
Abby,
I have loved you from the moment I heard your voice. I can't begin to describe or even put into words how I feel about you. Ever since we met...
We've been there for each other and leaned on each other in times of sadness. Even after we broke up, my love for you never changed. We continued to joke and flirt, you can't tell me it was just because we were best friends. The reason I know this is you don't act the same around Tony or Gibbs.
I have noticed that when it's just the two of us down in your lab...
That we are a great team and always get the job done. Being in the lab with you I can usually tell what you're thinking and you can tell the same about me. We work so well together, I wish you would give us another chance and know that I would never hurt you.
I love it when you put your arms around me and rest you chin on my shoulder. When you do that I never want you to let go. I know there are times in the past that I've been unable to protect you, but if you give me this chance...
Abby, I'll do my best to protect you forever. Every time I go out in the field and risk my life, I think of you and how much I want to come back to you.
I wish things could go back to the way they were before we broke up, because that was some of the happiest times of my life. I don't know what to say, other than the fact:
I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU, ABBY SCIUTO!
Nothing will every change that and maybe someday you will see how much, then maybe we can be more then best friends again. Maybe one day you will see that you love me and not like a puppy.
Timothy McGee
Now feeling a little better that I had gotten that out of my system, the ideas for my book began to come to me and I began to write. It must have been hours later and I was starting to feel tired. So after getting ready for bed, I laid down and it didn't take long to fall asleep. I began to dream of Abby, the future and what I wish could happen for us. Even if it never did, I would love her forever.
It seemed like it had only I had just fallen asleep, when my alarm went off. I leaned over and turned it off. Another day of work was about to begin, but something was wrong.
I made it to the bathroom, just before I began to throw up.
I was cold and achy.
My throat was sore and I was just so tired.
Feeling like this I knew I wasn't going to make it into work and wanted to call Sarah to tell her come over, like we had planned. I called Gibbs and told him, he said he would send Ducky to check on me.
Once I got off the phone, I lay back down and pulled the covers around me, it seemed it was so cold. I know I fell asleep, but I don't know for how long. From what seemed to be far away I heard someone knocking at the door. With a groan I managed to get up and stumble to the door. When I opened it, Sarah was standing there. I had forgotten to call her, but she was early. I looked at the clock and realized it was mid morning and getting close to noon.
"Sarah, what are you doing here?" I asked my throat sore.
"Tim, you don't look so good." Sarah said making her way into my apartment and closing the door.
"I just don't feel too good, I already called Gibbs and he said he would send Ducky later to check on me." I told her.
I headed for the kitchen to try and get something to drink, hoping I would be able hold down a little water. Sarah then made me go back to bed and I fell asleep once again. I heard another knock at the door and Sarah talking to someone. The next thing I knew was Ducky was standing beside me.
"Hello, Timothy..." I heard Ducky say.
I know I told him what had happened since the first time I woke up this morning. After a little while Ducky left saying he would be back to check on me later. Once Ducky was gone I heard Sarah wondering around.
"A letter to Abby?" I heard her say and knew she had discovered the letter I had written to Abby, just before I had gotten to work on my book. I had meant to shred it, but was so tired when I finally went to bed and never got to it.
For the next few hours I slept, every once in a while I would get up and have to head for the bathroom. Sarah would bring glasses of water to me. I heard a knock at the door and didn't know who it was this time. Sarah once again answered the door and I heard Abby's voice and Abby sounded worried. I opened my eyes once I heard someone enter my room, just long enough to see Abby sit down on my bed beside me. She put her cool hand to the side of my face and it felt so good.
"Timmy, wake up. I have a glass of water for you." Abby said and I sat up a little and after taking a small sip, I fell back against the pillows.
I wished someone would just put me out of my misery. I heard Abby and Sarah who had been standing in the doorway start to leave the room.
"Sarah." I said and she turned back.
"What, Tim?" Sarah asked and came back to stand beside me.
"Don't (starts to cough) let her see the letter." I said and fell back asleep, hoping Sarah would not show the letter to Abby.