They probably don't know what is that last period for me. Actually the truth is that I don't know too, even the water can't help me.
As the days passes, amore I seem to live in a strange world, different from the others, full of pain and fears. Maybe that's only what I feel, fear of myself, of my feelings. From the first time I saw him in our old school, after all this time, after all that has happened.
The warmth of that moment touches my skin, but the fear that I felt from his look on me was really heavy. His hate, his indifference...
The water of the bath tub become cold after three hours that I passed on my thoughts. My brain decise to activate himself and think on anything that is not related to Rin. Sighing, I stand up, little drops of water glide off my clean body, I still have some muscles, despite my inactivity from the swim. I have to change my swim suit if I want to prevent a bad cold, like the past days. After the change I go to the kitchen. Nothing. Nothing usefull to change my thoughts, they can't leave me. I only have the image of the red-haired boy in front of me, speechless and with that angry face.
Actually I'm really pissed off, I kick that image out of my head, I have to give me some opportunity to go ahead sometimes. Some opportuities to change...
Absently I pick up my phone from the little table near me, hoping for something that I won't find, and that's the truth, but I find another message, different from what I hoped:
"Nagisa decided to open again a swim club! Isn't that fantastic?! See you tomorrow.
Makoto."
Not exactly what I hoped...for sure. Why we have to create other problems only for "swim all toghether" ? we will not return all togheter, never. And he proved clearly this fact, not only yesterday in the school, not only a few years ago... heart miss a beat, and here we go, my sadness began to immobilize me, to leave me here with no escapes.
I can't be free if the things are like this.
Hey there! I'm Shooty, nice to meet you!
I have to tell you some alerts XD
First of all, I'm Italian...so uhm...I think my english is not perfect, so I want to test myself with that little fanfiction that I wrote some months ago in my language.
If there was a really BIG errors please tell me, I'm really happy to receive advices!
Also I don't write a long story from years...and years, and years (school, university...a lot of things XD) so...be gentle with me! ahahah!
What can I say...I hope that you like that little introduction, and I swear I'll begin to translate the first chapter very soon! Reviews or comment are really appreciated!
Bye bye!