Regrets

by 700guns

Raped, Played and Betrayed was the only thing that Freed ever thought to Laxus. What will happen after 5 years of separation and silence between the Laxus and Freed be? Will Freed ever forgive Laxus? And will Natsu change their lives for the better or for the worse? YAOI please do not read if you do not like. MAIN PAIR: LAXUSxFREED and a little of GRAYxNATSU in the future.

1. Freed

Title: Regrets

Genre: Romance…

Written by: 700guns

Pairings: Laxus x Freed

Anime: Fairy Tail

Authors Note:

I do not own Fairy Tail and their characters mention in the story. It is own by Hiro Mahisma.

So this my first fanfic...actually this was my second but my lost interest in my last fanfic due to some reasons:(
so please do not be gentle with me, please give comments for the sake of story;)

WANTED: BETA please, anyone who is willing, please PM me right away thanks :D

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Chapter 1: Freed

Freed POV

It all started in that Chilly December

5 years ago…

I knocked three times as a sign of respect to the house of Laxus. I was pretty nervous back then, as the chilly winds past through my body because that was the day when I was going to confess to Laxus that I love him. It just came out of my mind, that I should confess and see the result, even though I was prepare only the YES part.

No response. And I knocked again

Knock

Knock

Knock

A shadow came up out of nowhere covering my back and I immediately felt his presence and odor. I loved his smell, the smell of ecstasy and lust combining his big muscular body making him a real life God. And don´t forget the yellow hair. GOD how much I loved his presence, even when he is in a fight . The sweat and blood and determination to win. I don´t know what to say, I´m a sucker back then.

"Oi" He poked suddenly the back of my head as always without any facial expression.

"Hi Laxus" I turned around and smiled genuinely as always at his presence.

"Wanna come inside, it´s chilly Ya´know" He lazily past through me, unlocking the door behind me.

I followed him, only to remain in the living room while he fetches some drinks. My heart still thumped as wildly as a scared little girl during the night as waited for him to return. I blushed slightly which was a crucial mistake from my plans to confess, alas Laxus saw it before he sat in the two sitter sofa next to me.

"Oi Freed are your okay" He asked suddenly before he drank his glass of water.

"Yeah" I answered while looking to my fidgeting fingers playing each other. God, I hated the moment, all four limbs are numb right now. ´It´s just a confession right? A confession, which can actually KILL me, literally. ´ I thought while drinking the water to quench my dehydration from reality.

"Are you sure?" He asked again, now with interest. "I think you´re gonna confess something or like that" he said while looking at me, but not just an ordinary look but a very interesting look with the evidence in his lips and eyes.

"Laxus" I said softly. "Ammmm I have to t…ell you some-thing"

"Yeah" He looked me closer than usual, really invading my personal space. After a few moments his face was now really close, his just gonna attack me in any moment.

"I like you" I said swiftly said with no hesitation and prepared myself for the worst by closing my eyes.

"Yeah" He said it more like a question than a statement. "And do you think I like you back?" He whispered softly. He turned to my left ears and continued "I really liked your hair, all green and long just like a girl" He said now licking my ears, which made me flustered slowly. "Now, tell me what do you like about me" He sucked my ears a little. His body was now covering my body` oh god I think I going to die early. ´

I opened my eyes slowly and I saw myself now lying in the sofa, while Laxus was on top of me. His body was literally toching my body. His scent, his hair, his facial features, I see it all. "Now tell me, what do you like about me " he said.

It was pretty uncomfortable to answer since he didn´t answer my confession, and now seducing me. "Your b…..ody" Shit I really said it.

"Body huh, like these" He suddenly stood up then tore up his shirt revealing his chiseled abs, smooth chest, and amazingly large biceps. He then sat next to me grabbed my wrist and let my hands roam to his perfect body. "You like these" He smirked as he finds my only weakness then snap let the heaven begin, by pulling my arm lower and lower until I touched his cock.

I felt a warm sensation in pants, right after I touched his body and his pants.

"Laxus…" I was burning hot red right now.

" Tell me what do you want to do next" he suddenly released my wrist and opened the button of his pants. As he lay in the sofa in a hot post which triggered my hard-on to the limit.

"Kiss me" I said it while panting.

"Okay" He said it with full of lust and kissed me gently, after that he released and sadly he punched me in the face off guard.

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I woke after a few hours up to see myself naked, full of bruises lying next to a dumpster near a supermarket and saw I saw a cam lying next to me playing something that I wouldn´t imagine.

Laxus

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Myself

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with lot of men watching while he was fucking me, unconscious and blindfolded. As I watch the video, I saw Laxus come and the men cheered then another man suddenly appeared then fucked me behind while another appeared in front of me then opened my mouth just to pour a glass of beer then shoved his dick suddenly . My eyes started to water as I saw myself before the cam being fuck by different guys.

I wish did not met Laxus before, he broke my trust in him and I loved him enough that I ran away from home so I could support him and myself, though that was not the case. As tears came out of my eyes, I felt the denial, hatred and sadness into me plus they humiliated me by dumping me in some dumpster naked without any clothes.

That was the day when I started hated Laxus Dreyar.