sorry people but fanfiction deleted this story because it was too rude to be a G so i'm updating it over again. someone snitched on me I guess. Anyways, i just want to tell this reviewer, Kitten at Heart. She said something about my story being stupid and stuff. but the thing is she doesn't know my stories and the way i write them. so she should mind her own bussness and keep her mouth shut. if she hasn't anything nice to say, then don't say anything at all. that's what she should do. i'm sorry if use english name with the OC, but i'm not Japanese or even know any name to do with Japanese and the OC i use don't go to my school and i don't know them. so this time i'm going to try and keep my story on using the right rating. bye
The In & The Out
Summery: Sakura Kinomoto, the popular girl, head cheerleader, class bitch, queen of junior high prom and girlfriend of the school's captain of the football team. Li Syaoran, the school's loner and smarty pants even though he doesn't look like on.
Hello, my name is Sakura Kinomoto. There's a confession I need to make about my high school years. And yes, it weird and no, it not boring, it's quiet interesting, but embarrassing. I'll think back to 4 years ago, where it all began. It was a...
Chapter One: Out of words.
...Hot summer's day. In fact it was so hot that I was wearing my pink belly top, jeans hot pants and my fave pink flip-flops that made me look so gorgeous and hot. I was like totally blazing it that with that outfit ahem let me just get to the point right now. So anyways, I was in Maths class, talking to my friends when this guy I've never seen before walked in. I guess he was the new kid. He had chocolate brown hair and hazel eyes. He seemed cute but my friends said that I should have better taste than that.
The teacher came in along with the new student. I stared at him for the longest time, which was around 3 minutes. I couldn't believe myself; I mean the longest time I've ever stared at someone in my whole life. So I stared at the boy and he seemed to be looking directly at my as well, for the first time in my life I felt myself cringe a little. My hands started to sweat. I mean, ewww. Why was he making me feel this way cause even Josh doesn't make me feel this uncomfortable, but this boy, I don't even know him and already he's making me feel weird.
"We have an exchange student from Hong Kong," the teacher announced. I didn't really hear him properly, but I seemed to translate the words he was saying. "Would you mind introducing yourself?"
The boy stiffened in his spot, but his face showed no emotion. What was his problem?
"My name is Li Syaoran," Li said shortly. Is that it? So is his life this boring? Was all I could think of. I didn't know why I wanted to know more about this guy, the things is, I wanted to know more.
"All right. Would you please sit next to Miss Kinomoto? Miss Kinomoto, would you mind putting up your hand?" the teacher said. I put up my hand and it seemed that people were giving Li dirty looks and sneers. I felt really sorry for the guy, but hey, I'm popular and I have to keep my cool or maybe I'll be left down drain. When Li sat next to me, I gave him my evil smile.
"Where did you get that jumper from? The charity shop down the street?" I hissed. Everyone laughed, but not him. In stead, Li gave me a playful smirk.
"I'm surprised that someone like you knows where the charity shot really is. Well let me tell you the truth, I'm not a tramp that you think is not good enough to hang with your type of group. Cause from where I'm standing, you look like a tramp even when I'm not looking at you," Li combat. Everyone was now gaping of what Li just said. I couldn't believe the attention this guy was getting and at my cost, I am the most popular GIRL or PERSON in this school. How can this freak just come in and say something like that? What a bastard.
My eyes were fuming and his smirk was growing.
What am I to say? I was out of words. And he's smirking, what a fool. I sank in my seat and stayed quiet.
Everyone was now talking about what has just happened. The teacher tried to get them to calm down, but it didn't seem to work. As much as I hated maths, I couldn't just stand and let everyone talk like crazy. I mean, it was getting on my nerves and I wanted the class to shut the hell up. But instead, I sat in my seat with a disgusted look. Even when I wasn't looking at him could tell that that Li prick had an accomplished smile on his face. It's as if he was sent to ruin my life. What an idiot.
The rest of the class was boring and that Li jerk still had that accomplished smile on. What happened? Did he get plastic surgery and his face has to stay like that or maybe it'll crack? I smiled at the thought. For some reason now smiling was not the right thing to do at the moment, so I returned my face back into a frown. This is taking so long, when the hell is this class going to finish? I screamed in my head. I tapped my fingertips on the table impatiently. I turned my head and my eyes landed on him once again and to my surprise, he was looking at me back. It seemed like he was looking at me for a while, because he was already looking at me before my eyes landed on him. I gave him a dark look with my eyes blazing.
"What?!" I sneered. His eyes turned to hurt, which unluckily for him I saw and a tinge of guilt washed on me, but I made it look like I didn't care at all. His eyes returned back to no emotion. What was this guy? The freak of nothingness or the freak that needs to at least smile once in a while and when I say that, I mean with happiness and fullness.
"I just wanted to apologize," Li said softly, only for me to hear, even though the class has suddenly gone quiet and was trying to listen to every ounce of word we were saying. Once gain I felt that guilt. Where is it coming from? I demanded.
"Well...um..." again I'm out of words. Man, this guy is good at making me go quiet. What is it about him, is just what I can't figure out. My throat went dry and dry and I couldn't find my voice to speak. Everyone was looking at me, an expected look in his or her faces. Finally I found my voice to talk again. "Apology excepted." I said. Right there everyone had his or her eyes on me once again, shock written all over their foreheads. I was wishing for the bell to go and as if my wish was granted, it came true.
"Okay class. Remember to turn to page 464 for homework," the teacher announced.
As if! I thought, walking out of the classroom. My friends walked up to me with their bitchy faces on.
"What, like so happened in there?" one of them asked, crowding around me. I shrugged my shoulders.
"You're never like totally out of words Sakura. What is wrong with you?" Another sneered. Who are these people? The marching talking parade? Can't they just see that I was out of words? But the thing is, why was I out of words? I stared in space as my friends went on and on about what had just happened with that Li guy. He seemed so silent. AAARRRGH!! I like totally need to stop thinking about Li now. My friends continued to talk on and on. I need to end this.
"Look. Don't worry about that Li guy. I can like soo get my boyfriend on him. Now he will sort Li out," I explained with a smugged smile around my face. My friends all nod their heads in agreement. Now we're moving off to lunch. Like FINALLY! I groaned. Today I was looking forward into seeing Josh, but now I feel like just being on my own. Why? It was a mystery, even to me.
We were lining in lunch, waiting to get our food. It was taking forever. Someone was in front of me, whish I didn't never even noticed until now. It was a male figure. Oh no. Not him. Not again. I moaned. It's Li.
"Ewww. Talk about making the line look bad!" my friend, Carla, hissed loudly for Li to hear. Li turned around with his expression unknown. He looked at Carla and just didn't show any emotion. What?" my friend sneered. This is not happening. My cheeks were growing red with embarrassment.
"What did you say about me?" Li asked, keeping his calm. How does he do that? I would have lost it by now. I wondered.
"Who said your name? Did you here any 'Li' name being said by any of us?" Carla asked, her disgusted smirk showing. For the first time the words 'what a blond bitch' were racing in my head. How can I think such a thing like that about my friend? What is happening to me? Okay, that's it. This guy is a jinx freak. I decided to step in-between the argument before it got any ugly.
"Look, you two, just forget about it," I screeched so that they can hear me amongst Carla's hissing and sneerings that is so loud. My friends were so surprised to have heard me say that, but Li's face looked emotionless, as usual. Okay, think up an excuse! Think up an excuse! I ordered in my head. "I'm hungry, you know? And a popular girl shouldn't look pretty on an empty stomach," I lied. This used to work. I'll be surprised if it still does work.
"You're right," my friends agreed all at once, nodding their heads along.
Carla turned to give Li a warning glare. "I'll deal with you later."
Okay, so my little stopping the argument didn't actually work. I'll have to try better later on and make sure they don't cross each other. Because if anyone knew Carla like I did, they'll know she'll never give up when it comes to arguments, fights, having a boyfriend and loosing.
I hardly ate any lunch that day. Even though I had cheerleading practice, eating just made me look sick. But when my head would "accidentally" land on Li, I'll feel this new wait off my shoulders and a little light headed. It made me feel like I've just been smoking weed and got totally high. It made me-I don't want to explain right now. It's all too much. Let me just carry on with the story.
I was at cheerleading practice, cheering my butt off. All the boys seemed to be having fun looking at me. And I loved the attention. It was so cool. So anyways, I was cheering and it was after school. Josh would give me a smile every time I laid my eyes on him, but I could see he was checking out the other cheerleaders as well as the guys in the court. I didn't seem to care. I didn't feel like anything at that moment. All the time I'll always get excited when I see Josh, but now I don't feel anything for him at all. Was I getting bored of him? Nahh. I couldn't. Right?
I know who to turn to. Tomoyo. My all time best friend. She's popular, but she doesn't treat people like I do. She's more loud to the teachers than to students. She says she wanted to get to the high level, so she plays pranks on the teachers instead of the students and geeks. Maybe she felt sorry for them. I asked her that once, but she said she'll be mad to feel sorry for them. But that's true.
If you're popular, you're not meant to feel sorry for anyone. You're just meant to hang with a group and care about yourself. Even if your friends with the popular group, you keep your inside stuff to yourself. Only if it's good dirt about popularity and who's going out with who and stuff like that, then you spill. I don't know why they made that rule, but it's been going on since the 80s. And if you ever go out with a loner, you're a shit head. You're the geek, freak, loser and out liner at the same time. I couldn't believe it. But it was the only way of getting in. Even though I hat the rules, it's something to work hard on. And being popular is like so not easy. Jay Vaner High is the most written school of the year. Every year we get to be in the local newspapers, because our school has the best football players in the state. This, people, is why I need to stay popular.
"Go Jay V! Go" We cheered. "Go Jay V! Go!"
I'm lead cheerleader, so that's the reasons why I have to stay popular, cause if you're not, you're voted off the lead and exchanged for a fresh cheerleader if you get unlucky. But when you're captain, that can't happen. But I can still be voted off, which and I quote, is also bad enough.
Cheerleading was now over and I was in Josh's car. His gold blond hair was so beautiful I wanted to lick it, and I always do. But today was different. We normally make out, but now I can't even look at the guy, not even in the eye. He put his fingers in my hair and gave me that playful look he gives me before me make out. My belly started feeling sick and my mind was telling me to dump the guy while I still had the time.
"Um...Josh?" I asked disgusted.
"Yeah?" he answered softly.
"I think we should see other people," I announced. His face turned to a stone shock face.
"Why?" was all he said.
"Because I think we've lost that spark we used to have," I said. I opened the door to get out but Josh grabbed my other arm.
"But I can change," He whined.
"No, you can't I corrected. I got out of the car and started walking off. If I announced that I was breaking up with Josh today, one of my friends would have stayed to drop me home, but I just wanted to break the news after.
I walked across the school parking lot on my own. There was another car there, but it didn't look familiar. I walked up to it to take a better look. I was now standing at the side of the car, examining it with my eyes.
"I guess you like the look of my car," a voice said from behind me. How can there be someone behind me, cause I didn't here the footsteps coming up. I turned around to be face to face with none other than that Li guy. I twisted my lips and looked at him.
"I don't like it. I just noticed that I haven't seen it before, so I decided to take a look at it and maybe later on I'll find out who it belongs to," I said.
"Really?" he looked past me as if expecting someone to be there. "Where are your friends? Don't you go around with them everywhere? How comes you're not with them now?" He asked.
I rolled my eyes as if I didn't care. "I was breaking up with my ex- boyfriend." I said smugly.
"Whom are you going to walk home with then?" he carried on asking.
"I didn't bring my car. I wasn't expecting to break up with Josh today, he normally drops me off," I said. Hey, wait a minute. Why am I telling this guy my personal matters again? Li smirked. Oh how original of him. It's as if he's allowing me to see a part of him he has not shown to anyone before.
"Do you want me to drop you home?" he asked.
What have I got to loose? I thought. "All right," I said. He opened his car with his keys and I stepped into the passenger's seat.
We were driving home in silence. Damn. Can't this guy say something? I don't know what I'm saying, cause I'm not saying anything myself.
"Just drop me off at Addison Street. Number 42," I said. I didn't seem to notice, but Li was already pulling into a driveway. What is this guy thinking? "Where are we?" I asked seriously.
"Your house," he said calmly. I took a great look at the house in front of me and he was right, we were at my house.
"Oh," was all I could manage. I got out of the car and muttered a thank you, then walked up to my front door. Maybe this guy ain't bad after all. I watched as he drove out of my drive way and down the street. All of a sudden I felt empty, but I shook it off.
Heey. It's me sexy2hotti. I just want a kick start with my new story so that you guys won't be waiting long for the last chapter for the boy next door. So to keep you busy, I started my new story. Bye
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