Clare walked through the front doors of Degrassi Community School expecting the same things to happen today as everyday. Eli and his friends would bully her and make her high school experience miserable.
She was always afraid to go to school, because of what Eli and his friends might do to her.
An exasperated sigh escaped her lips as she walked to her locker to see Eli leaning against it.
"Can you please move?" she asked not in the mood for his crap today.
"Not excited to see me Clare-bear?" he smirked and pushed himself off her locker and stepped to the side. Clare flinched at the sound of that name, for that was the nickname her father used before he hurt her.
Clare twisted in her combination and opened her locker as notes fell out and onto the floor. She didn't even bother to pick them up, she already knew what they said. They called her bad names, slut, bitch, whore, everything her father used to call her.
Everything that Eli did to her seemed to remind her of her father and his abusive ways. She pulled out her books she needed for her class and discarded the ones she didn't. She soon closed her locker and turned to walk to her class, only to run into someone and fall to the floor, yet again and hissed as the bruise on her back hit the floor.
"Watch where you're going syupid bitch." Fitz said and bumped fists with Eli.
"Sorry" Clare said timidly,getting up with her head hung low.
"No, your not getting off that easy." Fitz said grabbing the back of her shirt to pull her back to where she previously stood.
"Please Fitz not today." She was expecting this to happen and ready to take whatever was coming to her.
"If not today Clare, then when?" Eli asked a smirk playing on his lips.
"How about never" Clare mumbled under her breath. Fitz and Eli seemed to notice and crowded around her.
"What did you say bitch!" Eli pushed her into the lockers and she hissed when her bruised shoulder hit the metal.
"I didn't say anything." She whispered staring down at the ground.
"Hey Clare when's the last time you had sex?" Eli asked an obnoxious smirk playing on his lips. Eli and Fitz switched glances and grinned, then both looked back down at Clare, knowing she's a virgin.
Clare's eyes widened as the evnts from the night before flashed through her thoughts. The last time Clare had sex willingly was...never, but she wouldn't tell them that.
When Clare didn't answer Eli took that as an opportunity to get his last word in.
"Or did you get off with your daddy last night." Both boys laughed and walked away leaving Clare against the locker broken, and depressed.
Clare was panicing, she couldn't take this anymore. The beatings, the rapes, the bullying. She had to get out.
The bell rang signalling the start of first period, she took the as an opportunity and ran up the stairs that led to the roof.
Alli walked through the parking lot as fast as she could to get to class. She was already late and she didn't want to stay for detention after school.
She noticed that someone was standing on the roof, as she got closer she noticed that person was Clare.
Clare looked paniced, and confused as she stood at the edge of the school roof.
"Clare what are you doing up there?" Ali asked looking up at Clare.
Clare's head shot to where the voice was coming from and noticed that it was Ali.
"Ali why are you out here?" Clare asked looking down at Ali.
"Better question, what are you doing up there, get down your missing class."
"I don't care anymore, I hate my life, I'm being tortured daily at school, I can't be anywhere without ruining everything, I hate life!" Clare yelled from the roof.
"What do you mean?" Ali was beginning to worry by what she had just said.
"I'm done, Ali...I'm jumping!"
"Oh no Clare please don't do this." Ali begged.
"No,Ali ther's nothing you can do that can change my mind!"
The only thing Ali could think about doing was telling someone what was going on. She ran inside and straight to Mr. Simpson's office, where Eli so happened to be waiting.
"Mr. Simpson you have to come now, Clare's on the roof, she's going to jump." Ali said out of breath from running in her favorite pink heels.
Mr. Simpson's eyes widened at what he just heard and followed Ali running outside to where Clare was.
Eli ran outside behind them to find Clare standing at the edge of the roof looking down at Mr. Simpson and Ali. Secretly he loved Clare but he also loved to torture her and instanly regreted what he had done when he saw Clare standing on the roof.
"Why Ali I thought you were my best friend!" Clare said tears streaming her face. Ali was also crying at how much pain her best friend was in.
"I am your best friend Clare, that's why I can't let you do this." Ali said holding back sobs.
"Please Clare get down and we can work out your problems an-" Mr. Simpson was interupted by Clare.
"NO! it's to late... and of all people you bring him?" she hissed as she noticed Eli standing behind Mr. Simpson. Eli walks from behind the principal a look of concern plastered on his face.
"Clare please don't do this, I love you." Eli said looking into Clare's eyes from a distance.
Clare scoffed and rolled her eyes at his stupid attempt to get her to come down to earth.
"So you do this to everyone you love...you've tortured and bullied me for months and I'm sick of it...I'm terrified to come to my own school because I'm scared of what you would do to me...I'm done!" Clare said her voice cracking from her crying.
"Please Clare don't do this, I need you." Ali said sobbing.
Eli felt tears stinging his eyes and threatening to fall down his cheeks.
"Are you happy now Eli? your life will be so much better once I'm gone." Clare said stepping closer to the edge of the roof and looking down.
"Clare please I lov-" He was interupted when Clare yelled
"STOP IT! YOU DON'T LOVE ME!" Clare yelled down towards Eli.
"nobody can love me." she mumbled. Clare was so confused, she felt so trapped all the time, and she wanted to be free. The only way she could do that was to die.
"Clare..." Eli was really scared for her, he knew how she felt...wanting to die because life was so horrible.
"Hey Eli...do you know what my dad does to me?" Clare asked, when Eli didn't answer she took that as her cue to continue.
"He beats me, calls me names just like you do...and he, he rapes me." Eli's eyes widened from what she just told him and made him feel like a complete asshole.
"So to answer your question, the last time I had sex was last night, but not willingly!" Eli felt tears streaming down his cheeks. He was overcome with so much emotion. How could he do so many horrible things to a girl who was already so broken and not see it.
A small crowd of students started to form outside. People whispered, stared, gasped with shock at what they were seeing.
"Clare I am so sorry for everything I've done to you...I didn't think-I didn't know about your home life and how much I was hurting you, truth is...I've liked you for a long time!" Eli yelled up at Clare. People around him gasped and looked shocked. Eli turned around to see he was surrounded by students and saw Fitz, Owen ,and Reese in the crowd.
Fitz had a smirk on his face, not thinking that 'Saint Clare' was actually going to jump. He cupped his hands around his mouth and yelled "Just jump!"
Clare's head shot to where the voice came from and saw Fitz, Owen and , Reese laughing in the crowd. She started crying harder and stepped closer to the edge.
"SHUT UP!" Eli yelled towards Fitz and the other guys, but it was too late.
Clare turned her back towards the crowd, took a deep breath and leaned back, falling off the roof. She felt herself plummit to the earth and finally felt free. Like she left all her problems on the roof.
"NO!" Eli screamed watching her body fall to the ground.
People gasped, and screamed when she hit the concrete of the parking lot. Everyone was frozen in their spots, afraid of what they were going to see.
Eli pushed throught the crowd and almost threw up when he saw her mangled body covered in blood. He dropped to his knees and cried over the body of the girl he onces loved and now destroyed.
Hope you guys liked it. Should I keep it a oneshot or keep goning?
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