"Oh, I built a world around you, oh, you had me in a dream I lived in every word you said,"
I can't explain why I have these feelings for him. I know I can't have these feelings for him, it's wrong and I know it. He knows it. I cannot be in this predicament again, yes, Brandon is the same age as me and isn't taking advantage of me because I want this as much as he does. So that's what brings me here with this beer bottle that is almost empty in my hands, sitting across from the boy who set me up for buying people off with liquor to vote me as there Winter Queen.
"So Callie, what brings you to my humble party house?" He asked, his beer on the table and a blunt between his fingers.
"I needed to escape, Brandon has been breathing down my neck and with Mariana so hung up with her dance I just needed a break from being little miss Good Girl," I lied, it was simple for me to answer this. Wyatt isn't helping me get over Brandon.
"The Stars had Aligned I thought that I found you, And I don't wanna love somebody else,"
Callie, she's all I think about. I'm in love with her, she's all I want in life. I love her and I will always be in love with her. Seeing her with Wyatt should have made me back off but that just makes me want her more. Callie...she's not like most girls I've met. She sincerely cares and knows who I am and I know who she is. I guess that's why I'd do anything for her. Like getting a criminal record for her, lying and even letting her go even though it's the hardest thing for me to do.
"Brandon? Your phone has been ringing since you got here, aren't you going to answer it?" Lou, my friend who I have just recently met asked me, standing behind the microphone with her guitar hanging off her shoulder.
"Ah, yeah, yeah," I said looking at the name. Callie. Great, even my she knows I'm thinking about her. "Hello Callie?" I said, my voice questioning why she is calling.
"Ah, hey. Brandon, I need help. I've been drinking and I'm scared," She said, I could hear the tears in her voice and how frightened she is. "Brandon please!" She said, whimpering. Her breathing was more sped up than it usually is and you could tell that she was drunk her speach was slightly slurred.
"Where are you?" I asked, she broke me with the scaredness in her voice. She spat out a address that I really didn't want to hear. "I'll be there in 10," I said sadly and stood up hanging up the phone.
"What'd she want?" Lou asked, looking over at me, something that I only seen on two other people on her face. Talya and Callie.
"She's been drinking and ah, she's at a very unfit guys house right now so-"
"You're going to go and get her? After all she's put you through you're still so damn loyal to her," Lou said, was it...jealousy that I heard in her voice? I think so.
"Lou, I think you may have the wrong impression. I just want to be friends," I told her, setting something straight. Her face dropped when she heard his. I never told her one thing about my past with Callie but it was clear that she knew something was up. "Callie and me...it's complicated and if you want the truth I'll tell you just...not today," Brandon said, running his hand through his hair and walked away.
"Oh, We left it all unspoken, Oh, we buried it alive and now it's screaming in my head,"
I went outside and some guy tried to push himself on me and I got scared. All I could think of was Liam and how I was so helpless back when I was 15, but this time I fought him off and walked to the road and called Brandon. The only person I could call and wouldn't tell my parol officer. When he showed up her came to a quick stop in front of me before getting out and helping me into the car.
"I'm so, so sorry," I muttered looking over at him once he got in the car. He sent me a smile and took my hand in his.
"It's okay, I understand," He said, pulling the car out of park and pulling out onto the road. He started towards the house and I just about had a spazz attack. "Woah, what? What's wrong?" He asked slowing the car down.
"No, we cannot go back to the house. Anywhere but the house! Lene and Steff could call my parol officer or even worse a social work could be there," I said, I'm not one to be usually so scared, but me in this state could change everything.
"Fine, how about my dad's? Dani and him went away for the weekend for some kind of honeymoon weekend even though they aren't married," Brandon said turning off onto another road and towards the apartments. I was quiet for the rest of the ride there until he asked what was I thinking? Getting drunk.
"I can't get adopted Brandon," I told him, swallowing the lump in my throat. He looked at me confused. "It's not because of Roger Quinn, it's...it's the fact that I'm in love with you. I know how much this meant to Jude and Steff and Lena love me like a child but I don't love you as a brother," I spat out. The word vomit came out. He looked at me, surprised.
"Oh, I shouldn't go unhoping, oh, that you will change your mind and we can start again,"
I didn't expect Callie to say this. I always thought that she needed a family more than me but it turns out something else has been aching inside of her. I parked in my reserved parking spot and turned towards her looking her in the eyes seeing nothing but honesty. "Callie," I said warning her, if she said anymore there was no turning back.
"No Brandon, I'm unconditionally in love with you," She told me looking me in the eyes, not a hint of a smile or a twitch in her on her face letting me know she was telling the truth.
"Well I don't care if loneliness kills me, I don't wanna love somebody else, Oooh, Oh, I thought I could change you, Oh, I thought we woud be the greatest story that I ever told,"
I couldn't help myself, I reached over and kissed him. Everything that I felt for him was poured into this kiss and I felt him kiss back. Our tongues fighting for dominance, I pulled back and pointed to the house and he nodded. Once we got into the elevator our lips were locked once again, his hand tangled in my hair.
I knew this was wrong, but for the first time in forever, no matter what Jude said. I did something for me, I was going to ask not to get adopted because I couldn't be Brandon's sister knowing how I feel about him. When the elevator doors opened we pulled away and walked towards his dads apartment.
"I know it's time to tell you it's over, but I don't wanna love somebody else! No,"
Me and Callie walked into the apartment and she turned towards me looking me in the eyes. "Callie, If you're wondering what I feel towards you, you already know how I feel. I love you, I'm in love with you and I have been since the day I met you," I told her, she smiled and I looked down at her, locking eyes with her. I leaned down to meet her lips and she closed the space between us.
I held the kiss until I pulled back, unsure if this is really what she wanted. "Are you sure?" I asked, and she nodded. I kissed her again, roughly, pushing her to the wall behind her. I heard her gasp but she still remained lip locked with me. We pulled back and walked towards my room but once the door was locked we continued. I helped to pull her shirt over her head, attacking her neck as soon as it was off working on giving her the first hickey of the night, when I heard her moaned I smiled to myself in victory. I finally laid her on the bed, pulling my own shirt off before kissing her gently.
Tonight was the night that would change everything and we personally didn't care. She must have faked her drunkness somehow because she seemed completely sober as we were doing this. I don't wanna love anyone else because my heart belongs to her and will always belong to her.
For now and for always.
Well this is my very first song fic and Brallie fan fic! I hoped you all liked it. I'm not sure if this will be a one shot or not but I'll keep you all posted! So yeah, where all the lines are it's flicking back n forth p.o.v's (Callie's and Brandon's)
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