Disclaimer: I don't own Evangelion or it's characters. Wish I did but. :)


Shinji pocketed the lighter after lighting his fifth cigarette since arriving.

He hated to be kept waiting. It gave his mind time to wander onto topics thought not unappealing to himself they would draw too much attention and not in a good way.

He looked at the photo again and imagined what she would feel like under him. It caused a shiver of pleasure to shoot up his spine.

Shaking his head he put the photo away and reminded himself that not all tasty looking pieces of meat should be eaten.

Some should be savoured, licked regularly but never fully chewed or swallowed until the flavour was all gone.

Others should only ever be admired from afar as they belong to others, but Shinji had never minded stealing or just sampling other peoples dinner even while they were looking.

He groaned and pulled out another smoke lighting it with the remains of the one from before.

He knew things were getting bad when he started chain smoking.

Sighing he sat down on the bench and tried to remember the reason he had decided to come out to Tokyo Three.

The girl in the photo had been enticing but he had refused better than her in the past.

He did not really care for his father and given the chance he would put a bullet in the bastards head.

No the real reason, he remembered, that he had come out here had been the weather.

The city he had been living in was a total dust bowl and Tokyo Three was supposed to have a more tropical climate.

Of course he would miss work and some of the girls but it was getting to the point where the flavour was waning anyway and should he start to swallow his lovely's he would be forced to leave for an entirely different reason than the weather.

Of course he could always go back and finish those meals of later.

That sent another shiver of delight up his spine and made him grip the knife in his pocket.

Running a finger up and down the razor sharp edge he drew a trickle of blood.

Smiling, Shinji licked the drop of blood off his finger and almost yelled out loud in ecstasy.

He heard a car screech in the distance and offhandedly wondered if it was his ride.

When he saw the blue alpine drift around the corner and charge up the hill.

He hoped they would be for him as they looked interesting.


Just a Drabble. If you would like more you must correctly identify Shinji's psychological condition in my fic. Ask Dr. Goggle for help if need.