Genre: Hurt/Comfort and Angst and General
Pairing: Ran X Shinichi and Conan X Ai (one sided)
Summary: Black Organization is taken down. Ran is still waiting for Shinichi to come back. Ai Haibara is still working with the antidote. Shinichi is still stuck to his shrunken form. But what if Haibara is kidnapped? What will happen to her? Can Conan save her? Or is it too late? And most of all what does the kidnapper want from her? Child-Abuse. Rape. One-sided Love.
Warning: English is not my mother tongue and this is Unbetaed. Wrong grammar and etc is present in this fic.
A/N: 10/16/2015: I edited this story just to correct the mistakes I noticed. Lyrics used is My True Self by Rin Kagamine of Vocaloid.
Disclaimer: I don't own Detective Conan. It belongs to their respective owner. But the idea in this story is mine and solely mine. I also don't own the lyrics below the title.
Title: "CaPTiViTY"
Someone please help me,
My heart yell out in loneliness
Even if I pretend to be tough,
I want someone to find me soon.
Why is it that even though
My heart feels so lonely
why do I try so hard to push people away?
Chapter One:
General POV
April 10, Friday, 6:30 am, Hakase Residence
Conan is sitting on the couch reading a newspaper. The article he is reading is about the Kidnapping Case.
This past few days there are children who are kidnapped, as of now three children are missing. It's not really a difficult kidnapping case like children being kidnapped to be found dead and internal organs missing it's not like that, it's just for ransom money. And also Conan is really not into helping the police to pursue the kidnappers and to save the children. Police can do that without the help of detectives so Conan is at ease. On another note the parents of the missing children didn't ask for the help of the sleeping Kogoro Mouri since the police have lead already. But today Conan is really bothered not by the kidnapping case but because of Ran.
The downfall of Black Organization is the highlight in Japan this past month and even in America. There are rumours that the missing Detective of the East has something to do with the downfall of this organization but it never been proven by anyone, by the FBI or CIA. Of course it is a special request from Conan to keep his identity hidden from the press and even from higher up. But this rumour never ended until it reaches Ran's ear. And that is the problem of Conan right now.
Most of the night Ran is crying, of course her father is drunk and snoring loudly. Conan can't sleep not because of Kogoro's snores but to Ran's cries. He can hear her cries and it stabbed him in the heart more than a bullet should. He wanted to wipe her tears with his thumb and assure her that he will not leave her again. But what can he do? He is still in this shrunken form. He still can't tell her about the truth. Even if there are no more danger regarding with the Black Organization beside she might do her karate against him if ever she learned the truth.
April 10, Friday, 9:54pm, Mouri Residence
He tiptoed towards her room. The house is silent it is a miracle that Kogoro is not snoring for this night. The only noise in this silent and peaceful night is her cries. Conan opened the door slowly and silently, making sure not to let her know about his presence. He peeped inside her room and there he saw her sitting on the bed her back towards him but he can see that her hand is on her lap gripping the thin layer covering her skin, her head facing down – her tears flowing down her chin, sobbing softly trying to contain her cries and sobs.
"Ran..nee-chan.."
The soft voice of the child she knows, the person she mistaken as Shinichi but every time she corners him, her assumption is always proven wrong. She wipes her tears using her wrist then takes a soft breath, calming herself. She tilted her head toward the source of the voice and there she saw the boy standing, looking at her worriedly. The said boy is not wearing his glasses, he just looks like him.
"Conan-kun.." she said trying to be calm but her voice is betraying her. Her voice sound so broken.
Conan walks towards her. He doesn't care if he is in this shrunken body. He doesn't care if it makes Ran suspicious of him being Shinichi again. The only thing he wanted to do now is to comfort her, to comfort her broken heart because of his selfishness.
Ran wanted to hide – she doesn't want to be seen like this; so vulnerable. But she can't stop. Her tears starts flowing again, her tears that she's been holding back since she learned Conan's presence here seconds ago is spilling down her chin. All she wanted now is to see Shinichi again – to go out with him, to show him how much she loves him. He is her world; he is the one that keep her strong after all this time even if he keeps on breaking her heart.
"Shinichi..." she mumbled his name between cries and sobs.
'I'm here Ran. I'm always here by your side.' he wanted to say this to her but he can't, he doesn't have enough courage to do so.
Ran leaned her forehead onto his chest, gripping the fiber below ever so tightly as her sobs became louder.
"Ran..nee-chan.." he wanted to say more, to tell he is here, to tell her 'I love you' but he can't not until he is back to his original body. He caresses her back, soothing her, comforting her as her cries slowly subsides.
Next Day
April 11, Saturday, 8:05 am, Hakase Residence
"Oi, Haibara!" the shrunken detective complained. He is sitting on the couch impatiently. He's been asking Haibara to give him a temporary antidote and when she will be finished with the permanent antidote. As usual Haibara doesn't pay him much attention.
The strawberry haired shrunken scientist is reading a fashion magazine. She is wearing her favorite turtle neck blouse and short revealing her slender shoulder without her lab coat.
"Oi, Haibara please.." Conan begged looking at her using his puppy face; a trap. No one can resist his puppy face except for the sarcastic, devil spawn, ice queen Haibara.
"No." she said in her monotone not leaving her gaze towards the fashion magazine.
Conan sighed exaggeratedly, accepting his loss against Haibara. He knows she have a temporary antidote but she won't allow him to take another. They both knew the effect and the effect is, his body will be immune to the poison once that happened he can't revert back to his original body. But he feel so guilty about Ran, she is hurt and because of him no less. He doesn't want to see her cry again – he doesn't want to hear her cries. And most of all he doesn't want to know and see her sad.
Before he notices it Haibara is on her way toward her laboratory. He won't stop her. He knows Haibara is doing her best to make the antidote. She even fell ill last week because she was pushing herself to extent but she is fine now. He reminded her that she should not push herself last week and somehow she listened to him though that was last week and this week is a different matter. But he doesn't need to remind her about her health since she will not listen this time because he pestered her early in the morning. She is stubborn after all.
April 13, Monday. 4:00 pm, class dismissed.
Everyone is done packing their things and they stuffed it inside their bag pack.
"Let's go to the park." Ayumi chirped her voice is filled with enthusiasm. Mitsuhiko and Genta immediately agreed with the idea. They are smiling like normal children of course they are normal unlike the other two Conan sweat dropped when Ayumi suggested the park.
"I'll pass." Haibara said with eyes close then added, "and let a certain detective not escape" she throw a knowing glance at the detective then the other three glared at him. Conan thought 'Evil.' then he throw a death glare at Haibara but it went unnoticed because Haibara is now turning her back against them. Then Conan stubbornly thought to himself with a grumble, 'I'll get you back someday.'
4:10 pm
Haibara is on her way going to her home. She is obviously alone and thinking about nothing in particular. She really doesn't want to spend time with the Detective Boys since she still need to finish the permanent antidote. She knows that Kudo is already feeling guilty of hurting Ran that's why she is doing this. She is doing her best to fix his life again and after she fix his life she can stay with the Hakase as Ai Haibara or go back of being Shiho Miyano and go to London to find about her parents relative. Well she hasn't decided yet and she is not in a rush to decide. Now first thing first and that is making the permanent antidote.
Unbeknownst to her there is a man wearing a blue shirt with a button up and collar with the same color as his shirt, he is also wearing a brown long pants. The man has a black spike hair and deep blue eyes. The same man is hiding and waiting on the corner for his prey to pass by.
When Haibara turns to a corner, few blocks away from the Hakase something unknown caught her eyes and when she looked to her side.
Curiosity Killed The Cat.
In an instant her nose and mouth is covered by a handkerchief making her sniff some kind of drug. Feeling drowsiness within a second – she cannot do anything as she falls into a deep slumber, her body falling limp at the strong arm of her abductor. The said man carry her, bridal style then he smirks and lick his upper lip; seductively. His smirked not leaving his face full of hidden intentions not yet to be revealed.
5:00 pm, Hakase Residence
The shrunken detective arrived at the Hakase Residence, throwing his bag pack on the couch with a thud.
Hakase just got home after going into a grocery store to buy ingredients for dinner, of course Haibara will not know that he bought peanut butter for his future eating because he will hide it carefully. He is now sitting at the couch, resting. Hakase look at the shrunken detective who is now sitting and resting on the couch, opposite of his. Now he wonders where Ai-kun is since she was not with Shinichi right now.
"Shinichi-kun where is Ai-kun?" He asked making Conan tilt his head towards him with a questioning look and raised an eyebrow. "She left me with the kids after classes dismisses." Conan said in a matter-of-fact tone, irritation visible at his face as he remembers the said event.
Hakase glance at the wall clock, reading what time it is already then turn his gaze towards the shrunken detective. "She's not home yet." he said a little bit worriedly.
"What?" Conan deadpanned thinking that the Hakase is too old and worrying exaggeratedly. He sighed then stands up. "Okay. I get it. I'll check if she is in the lab or just around here." he said in a bored tone. He is tired and he wanted to sleep already because he had a sleepless night since he is over thinking himself.
Opening the door of her room, he looked inside and saw no one and nothing suspicious. Then he proceeds to her lab. Once again he opened the door and was surprised at the silence inside the place. No light, no sound and obviously no one is here. 'Then where is she?' he think angrily. He really needs sleep now. He shut the door close with a clack.
On the other hand Hakase is on the couch sitting. He is worried about Haibara but he knows he should not then why? He keeps questioning his own mind but nothing came up as an answer to his question. When he looks up he saw the shrunken detective in front of him switching the tracking device on.
When Conan saw the certain signal of Haibara's detective badge – a sign of Haibara's where about. He immediately took the turbo engine skateboard with him and uses it to go toward the location the tracking glass is indicating. After few minutes he arrived to the place and that is the alleyway. The place is dark so common for a place like this so he turned on his wristwatch flashlight and the light immediately landed on the pair of shoes on top of the piled garbage along with the bag pack of Haibara. He took it upon seeing and checks anything suspicious inside the bag and that's when he find the detective badge along with the scattered notebooks; inside. He is now worried about her and he can't help but to grit his teeth with frustration. She was obviously kidnapped without him noticing. Then he cursed to himself, 'Damn it!'
Unknown time and date
When the shrunken scientist opened her eyes her head feels so light-headed and her sight is spinning a little but she can still identify where she is now and her current position. She is currently lying on the back seat inside a car. Her head is facing the driver seat but she can't see what is the appearance of the driver, she tilt her head to the right of the driver and she saw a black spiked haired man wearing a blue shirt with a collar. She can also the see that the said man is wearing a long brown pants. She look down to herself, her pair of shoes is missing and her foot is tied up by a rope with a tight knot. She can feel her hand is on her back and tied also. 'Why am I here?' It's the first thought that came up to her mind and in an instant she remembered what happened.
She was walking that's when she turned into a corner when something caught her eyes. When she turned her head to that direction because of her curiosity this is what happened. Someone came from her side and made her sniff some drug that's why she is now here.
She tilted her head up towards the glass window but she can't see what is happening outside. There is also no sound coming from outside. The only thing she can hear is the engine of this car. Tilting her head around to find anything to escape that's when someone speak.
"It looks like our little Missy is awake now." the spike haired man said, smirking at the same time. Haibara saw the knowing smirk of this man and it sent chill down her spines making her totally uncomfortable with his smirk and presence.
"Who are you?" she tried asking in a neutral voice but it came out too low and she can identify that her voice sounds like afraid though she doubt this men figured she is afraid.
"My~ My~ that isn't nice for a little princess like you not to respect your elders." the spike haired man said seductively, his smirk is still plastered on his face.
Haibara knew from the very beginning, she knew the way this man is smirking at her. Her extinct is telling her to escape from these men. She knew from the way he smirks he have hidden intentions that only inhuman possess. A horrible intention that beyond human imagination, it's not the ecstasy of killing like Gin possesses it's called 'Lust'. That's when a thought appeared on her mind – the only thing that a normal kid will do when kidnapped is scream so that other people in the surrounding can notice it so she did it without thinking.
"HELP!"
She let out an ear-piercing scream.
"Scream all you want it's not like someone can hear you anyway." the voice came from the driver seat his voice is soft-spoken like a gentleman to his lady but don't be deceived – don't judge a book by its cover, the same goes with humans.
"Save it for later, little Missy." the spike haired man said pointing a gun two inches away from her face. By this action Haibara shut her mouth not wanting to die inside this car since she know the shrunken detective will find her in no time. At her silence the spike haired man start chuckling like a madman as he distance his gun from her face.
"We're here." then the driver said nonchalantly.
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