((A/N Okay everyone umm this is still very new to me i would appreciate you reading it thanks!))
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{No one's POV}
This life, it's not worth it anymore he thought as he brought the razor closer to his wrist. Matthew didn't know what to do anymore.
I wonder what love feels like. What does it feel like to be remembered?
These thoughts ran through Matthew's head as he one again drug the soft fabric of his red sweatshirt up his arm revealing the faint scars and the newer, darker ones that were already beginning to scab over. Matthew leaning in closer, finding the vein he pressed the blade against his skin cutting deeper than normal slicing the vein open. He smiled as his tears began to fall, the blood flowing more and more dripping onto the tile, staining it a sickening red. His vision was getting cloudy and the black began creeping in at the edges, faint from the amount of blood loss he laid down.
It's so warm.
He thought smiling. The black filled more and more of his vision. Faintly he heard the front door open and gilbert calling his name asking about pancakes the last thing he heard was Gil opening the bathroom door and a faint "Shit!' That was when everything went black.
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((A/N 'kayy everyone if you read the whole thing i know it was short but i dunno if i wanna continue it so please review and let me know if i should continue i would really appreciate it if you did and let me know if and how i should continue thanks!))