„Survive... for Lector's sake..."
a hand forms a fist and he stares intensly at the wall infront of him. Everything change since the alliance with Fairy Tail. No one really expected the sacrifices they had to bring on that day. Filled with bitterness right in this moment he stares at his own hands. Only because he was too weak, he lost the one person very dear to him despite the facr what the others might think.
It's true, they were warned what would happen if one day the Shadow Dragon Slayer will drown in darkness, but no one really expected this outcome. No one could ever comprehend what will happen if he - the famous White Dragon Slayer - is devoured so rapidly by the menancing darkness. None of his comrades in Sabertooth could foresee this rapid change within himself. No one, not even Lector could guess how much he suffers from the loss of a certain person.
He bites strongly on his lips, because the emptiness within himself was eating him up alive. Now he'd never be able to see his smile. Never to hear his voice. Never to look again right into these ruby-red eyes of the Shadow Dragon Slayer. But he has decided one thing for sure: Fairy Tail has to pay, no matter how. Because in his eyes this Guild is responsible for Rogues death. It was their idea to ask Sabertooth for help. If he only would have declined this Request, then Rogue would still be alive and right at his side.