Hey Nicolas,
Listen. Im writing this letter, and probably many more, in hopes that oen day youll find these and know exactly what i think of you. IT sure as hell ain't what it looks like.
To be completely honest with you, I'm actually afraid of you. Really afraid. I know youd never hurt me, but it's that you're so much stronger than us... I worry one day youll get fed up with being the slave you can't deny you are. I'm scared of what you could do to me. To all of us. Im afraid that one night you'll slit my throat while i sleep, or maybe youd rather torture me for the things I've done to you.
Worick Arcangelo
Hey Nicolas,
Today, Gina took you down again. Just four downers to the chest. I wonder if she'll let me borrow some for when you get angry. I'm so afraid that you'll… snap ... i wish i could say i was sorry.
You used to be so small and innocent. Cute even. What happened? Did I make you this way? I hope not... it was probably your father. Is he dead? Did you kill him like you killed mine? Is he coming back for you?
Worick Arcangelo
Hey Nicolas,
You won't wake up. Why am I afraid that you won't? I want you gone! Id be happier! So why am I still so scared...
Nina says you're sick. Are you sick? Old… oh. No, that's impossible. You're 34! I know, your lifespan is far shorter, but this… already? I pity you.
Worick Arcangelo
Master Wallace,
Thsi book was beside me when i woke up. Theo says you're out with a client. I hope i can finish before you get back.
Please Listen. I wont deny im a slave. ill never attack you because you saved me. i owe you. I don't mind working under someone like you. I'm happy, if something like me has the capability of happiness. I doubt it. But I'm not angry. Please don't fear me. I'll never hurt you. I swear on the rest of my short life. IF i ever do, please kill me.
Im sorry that i have to be like i am. i wish i could fight, im having trouble now. Theo says its Celebre Poisoning. im not oging to be here much longer, and i think im alright with that. Im sorry i wont be able to protect you anymore be safe without me.. Ihope you can be happy with Alex at your side.
Nicolas Brown
Hey Nicolas,
I still don't understand! Why don't you step out of line!? Not even fucking ONCE have you done something I didn't ask of you. I asked, you did it. Without question, without even a word. If you even TOUGHT you done wrong, you get on your knees and you'd beg. Have you no pride!? Nothing!? God, you really are a beast!
Worick Arcangelo
Master Wallace
I am a beast, I've always been only a beast. But I am a beast that belongs to you. I die here. I'm sorry. I've served my purpose, I hope I've suffered enough for you. Thank you… master Wallace. I just wish I could have told you what I really thought.
Hey Nicolas...
You died yesteray. we buried you alone behind the house. like a damn dog... i see now. You didn't deserve all that….You're not dangerous... not to me. not to us. Im sorry i couldnt realise that until you were gone...
Ill always wonder what you wanted to tell me...