10th of December

hEY GUYs.

Let's get REaL here for a quick sEcond.

Let's get to know each other a bit more.

I'm Ange Déchu, also known as a girl online who doesn't want to be known. The term Ange Déchu means "fallen angel" in French-my second language. A fallen angel is a wicked or rebellious angel that has been cast out of heaven. The term "fallen angel" does not appear in the Bible, but it is used of angels who sinned, of angels cast down to the earth in the War in Heaven, of Satan, demons, or of certain Watchers.

AnYWaY.

I decided to start a diary thingie.

Why?
You know when you shake a Coke can-mmm, cherry coke. My favorite. That sounds real good right now-and it explodes everywhere? WeLP, that's how I am. I have so many things fizzing up inside of me, but I sadly lack confidence to say them out loud.

WeLP.

That's half true.

I have a reALLY big mouth. But I don't say the things I want to say. I say stupid shit like "Does ham grow on trees?"
For a while I thought ham was a vegetable.

And that it grew on trees.

Oops?
That's beside the point.

My mom buys me thousands of journals. Says that I should try writing in them. But it didn't work for me.

I want to feel like someone somewhere can read and enjoy what I have to say-possibly start a friendship.

That's why I decided to start this. To feel like I have somewhere to go when I want to speak my mind, and know I won't be judged.

That's why I chose to keep this diary anonymous.

So I can totally be me.

*huge heartfelt sigh*

I have this dream that a teenage girl somewhere out there feels like me-a girl trapped inside a fake body, wanting to be herself, but she can't.

Why?
Because teenage girls these days can really be bitches.

aNd maybe one day, all of us can stop pretending we're someone we're not.

But until that day, I'm going to keep it-what's the word all you kewl kats are using these days?-real on this diary. And keep it "unreal" in real life.

I'm going to say what I want to say, and maybe y'all-whoever you might be-can join me.

This can be our little corner where we can talk about whatever we want-politics, drama, music, books, and HOPEFULLY anime.

wELP. I will be posting another chapter in a few.

aNGe déCchu xx