I don't know what possessed me to follow her back to her home that night. It was stalker-like and not the type of thing I would usually spend my evenings. It was the kind of thing my brother would do… Edward even enjoyed it.
So, utterly perverted, I watched her from the branches of her tree from outside her window. I daren't go in, even though the window was open. Her aroma drifted out the gap slowly. Her heart beat and even breaths was soon all that I could hear as I watched.
She turned over in her bed, facing the window, but her eyes were closed as she slept. I knew I should move, in case she woke and saw me watching her, and yet I was still there.
I was right. She turned onto her back and straightened out the duvet which had been pulled up. Her eyes stayed shut, though she was awake. And then she was asleep as fast as she had woken.
After another hour, I could bare her scent, so I opened the window a little more and slid into the room. Slowly I made my way over to the girl, wondering what she was dreaming about.
The duvet slid down off the bed as she tossed and turned in her sleep. Desperation… Urgency…
She turned over again, onto her left side. And her right hand slid onto her left shoulder. Her left hand to her waist. It was almost as if she were holding herself.
And then she answered, as if she had heard my thoughts.
"Because no one will hold me…" She mumbled, before letting out a soft sigh. The girl was defiantly awake, but only just. I could feel how tired she was.
For a spilt second I stood there, debating what to do. Of course I was supposed to leave her. What was I doing there anyway? She should be with humans.
But I knew what I should do, without any questions.
I laid down beside her on her bed, delicately laying my hand on top of hers. "I will hold you." I whispered to her softly.
Her heart beat and breathing quickened, but I made sure she wouldn't wake any more. As she fell back to sleep, her hands slid off from her shoulder and waist.
I knew, now that I was holding that girl, I would never be able to let go.
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~ Twi-girl 56