The Man Behind the Mask
All my life I've been holding back the feelings I had for her.
I was so afraid of her not liking me that I made Soushi write those letters and that was the biggest mistake of my I wanted was for her to like me but it only made matters fell for a person who didin't exist but the worst part was it also made her fall for Soushi Miketsukami.
I saw the happiness in her eyes whenever she's with Soushi and I know she can never be that happy with me…
Her smile…For once,I want her to give me that smile.
I saw how they love each other and it only made me feel sadness…nothing but sadness…
And finally I decided to set her hurts like hell but there was nothing I can do.
Her heart only belongs to Soushi,always have,always will.
I always said I was the sadist but the truth was,I was a MASOCHIST.I was always ready to get hurt so I could see her happy.
Even in the other life,I still had those feelings for her.
They said I should just leave her knowingthe truth about I couldn't stand it,I couldn't just let her deserves to know the truth.I wanted to be there for her even just for kills me to see her like that.
I've always been the selfish idiot but this idiot suffered all his life for the girl he loves…
I've been keeping all these emotions behind sadness,the pain,everything…
I know someday the mask has to be taken off and the pretends are over…
But she was the first person who took of the knows?Maybe someday she'll be the first person who can look through the mask…