Disclaimer: I don't own Detective Conan.

School has been so stressful for me for a while now.....and so I decided to put in some 'stress' in this poem (or songfic) and mix in the DC plot. I hope you like it. Please review!

Every Night

By: mysteriousangelgirl (or tokyo-chan)

A tear drop hit the table with a silent 'splat'. The owner of the tear sighed and turned off the light on her desk. She climbed into bed and lay staring at the ceiling. Then she flipped over and was soon sound asleep. What the girl didn't see was that small child standing just outside her slightly open door. The small boy took off his oversized glasses and slid down to the floor. He turned and looked at the sleeping figure, his eyes for of pain and sorrow and his heart full of love. I'm so sorry, Ran, I'll make it up to you one day.....Silently, the boy made his way back to his room and climbed into bed. He lay awake for most of the night, hurting for the one he loved.

I'm sorry

I know that sorry will never be enough

But know that I never meant to hurt you

I wish I could be there for you too

I'm sorry

I know it's horrible waiting for me

But it just as horrible watching you wait for me

Sometimes I wish you would just forget me

But then again I wish you could forgive me too

If only you know what was really going on

I'm sorry

But I can't tell you

The truth will put you in danger

And even if you will hate me forever

I could never put your life in danger

I'm sorry

To keep you waiting

To worry you all the time

To be such a burden to think of

But know that I'm here

Not physically, but spiritually

So don't worry

I'll be fine

Please don't forgive me for all the pain I have caused

Just take care of yourself

Because I can't be there to be with you

Please wait for me

Wipe away that tear

Smile and be strong

You're not alone

I'm with you always

- - -

The girl was staring out the window. She had done this every night of the week and every night of the month. She would sit at her table, staring that picture in front of her. Every night she would feel scared, wondering where that special boy was. She would feel angry, that he would just leave her. They were the best of friends! The girl sighed. She turned off the light on her desk. For some reason, every time she stared at the picture of him, she would feel warm and loved. Then girl shook her head and slid into bed. Staring above at her ceiling, she thought about all the times they had together. Please come back Shinichi.....

Every night I sit here

Waiting for you to walk down the street

Looking up at me with a grin

Every night I worry about you

Where you are and if you're okay

I worry if you'll be alright without me

If you'll think of me

Every night I wonder

What you're doing

What you're thinking

And I wish you were here with me.

Every night I hope

Hope that tonight will be the night

The night that you'll come back

And say "I'm home!"

Every night my hopes are shattered

I wonder how much longer I can hold on

But every night,

My love for you grows deeper

Every night I realize

Just how much I need you

Just how much you really mean to me

So next you come home

I'm not letting you leave

So please come home

-end-

I don't know where that came from......it just wrote itself....Anyways, I hope you like it. I think I'm going to write a CCS fanfic after I finish Masked Memories. Anyone have any ideas? Please review!!

tokyo-chan