The cold wind wrapped around me, making my body shiver, But it was nothing. The wind's
cold breeze is nothing compared to his skin. His skin that brings electric shocks whenever
our skin touches, just like a perfectly carved Greek god out of marble, feels too hard yet
soft and comfortable in my arms. His cold skin, makes mine grow goosebumps and yet
feels abnormally warm to me. Just to think of him, makes me want to die from the pain
that he left me and yet, I shall die in peace.
"I'm no good for you, Bella—My World is not for you--"
His words went through me like swords. Nabbing my heart until its torn into thousands of
pieces. What happened with Jasper was actually nothing to me. But to him. It changed
everything. Our conversation in the forest was quick and ever so heartbreaking.
I shook my head once again, tears flowing down my pale cheeks. I saw Charlie's cruiser
passed by for the fourth time. I just knew that it will come again soon enough. He's trying
his best to make me feel normal again. But he knows that normality is never coming back
to me. Isabella Marie Swan is now nothing, nothing else but a living-breathing-doll.
"Why don't you go visit Jacob, Bells?" My Dad said to me while we were having Dinner. He
cooked pasta. I was actually proud f it. Dad's cooking is improving since "he" left. And
spaghetti tastes spaghetti now. "I think.. Jacob doesn't want to see me" I made-up an
excuse. "Non-sense" Charlie said before taking another bite. "He actually called me a
while ago" He snickered. I rolled my eyes at him and continued twirling my pasta. He
cleared his throat "well?" he said. I sighed and gave him a nod. "But I'm not sure, Dad." I
quickly blurted. "You'll be fine" He assured me.
A few days after that conversation, I finally decided to step out of our lawn let the sun
shine down me. "Well, well, well.. Look who's out of her cave" I heard a familiar voice
said. "Hi Jake" I said quickly, I tried to hide that jolly tone but I guess, I am happy to see
him. "Hey Bells" Jacob said and sat beside me. "So what's up?" I asked and laid myself
down on the warm earth, dewy grass sticking on my jeans.
"Well.. I'm going out of town" Jacob said with a hint of sadness in his voice. "Wow, that is
nice, where are you going then?" I asked interested. "well Rebecca is due to have a baby
in a few weeks and her husband went out on a business trip. Dad and Rebecca asked me
if I can go and stay with her for a little while.." Jacob looked at me as if he was actually
wanting me to force him not to go "Oh, I see.. When are you leaving?" I asked and
looked down on my jeans and played with the little lady bug that was crawling on it. He
was silent for a few seconds "well, If you don't want me to go.. I'll make.. no.. I'll find a
reaso--" "I'll be fine, Jacob" I assured him "You need not to worry about me" "I'm sorry
Bells, I didn't wanna leave you but.." "I understand" I smiled and leaned my head on his
shoulder. "I'll miss you though" I sighed. It felt a little unusual. Jacob's warm skin, his tan
was perfect but its just not the same with... I sighed again. "What's wrong Bella?" He
asked me. I smiled and looked at him "I just wish I can stay longer with you" He said
while looking at me. "Me too Jake, Me too"...
Disclaimer: I do not OWN Twilight nor its characters. But I wish I do own Edward though. :D
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This is my First Twilight FanFic Guys! Tell me if you like it. :) Thank you to everyone who will be reading this! Also thanks to my lil' sis for helping me out ^.^v Ja Ne~ -Rhaine