There you are.... My heart skips a beat, my hands are sweaty, and
breathing is no longer a vouluntary thing. I look long and hard at you and
admire everything about you,but you probably don't even know I exist. The
thought of that feels like a dagger being plundged into my skin. People
would consider this a crush,but to me it's more then that yet not an
obsession, at least I dont think it is.
Why must I be tortured with such feelings about you? I know that I
should stop thinking about you and get on with my life,but I can't... It
would be to painful. I wish I could tell you about the way I feel,but i'm
scared.. Scared of being rejected... again.. Memories of that day raced
through my mind and played as if it was in present time..
I practically ran down the stairs and into the Slytherin common room. I was nervous yet excited at the same time. Today was the day... The day I will admit everything,everything I feel about you. I grabbed the ring I had bought you in Hogsmeade,the ring you had almost died over when you saw it. I knew everything you liked and disliked because I follow you.... I knew exactly what I was going to do. I was going to meet up with you where you meet your friends in the morning and then I was going to admit everything and give you the ring and if things go well you'll be mine before breakfast. Just thinking about you gives me a feeling in the pit of my stomach. Is it possible to love someone this much? I've never felt this way about anyone in my entire life. I rounded the corner and your back was to me. I felt the ring burn into my hand as I noticed someones arms were around you. My heart dropped into the pit of my stomach which was now nauseated.. Everything froze.. I wanted to run,but my legs wouldnt budge. Tears started streaming out my eyes as I watched him hold you the way I wanted to hold you. Then I saw who it was.... It was James Potter. Hatred and jealousy came out at the same time as he stopped and looked at me. "Are you trying to find another reason to get me in trouble you ass-wipe!? Why dont you grow up and stop spying on me and my friends like a little kid!?"James said nastily. Lily turned around as I turned and ran. The ring dropped to the ground,but I didnt care,then I heard you scream back at me "Wait! You forgot something!", I didnt stop I kept going. Later an owl,your owl,was waiting on my bed. It had an envelope with the ring I had planned to give you in it along with a letter saying,"I'm so sorry ...It just can't be...Lily".
Pain came along with these memories. And I felt a tear roll down my cheek. Then you came near me, your vived red hair reminded so much of Lily and thats one thing I liked most about you. "Why hello Prof.Snape"said Ginny with a smile.
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Disclamier: All characters belong to the wonderful J.K Rowling.
~*AngelFire*~
I practically ran down the stairs and into the Slytherin common room. I was nervous yet excited at the same time. Today was the day... The day I will admit everything,everything I feel about you. I grabbed the ring I had bought you in Hogsmeade,the ring you had almost died over when you saw it. I knew everything you liked and disliked because I follow you.... I knew exactly what I was going to do. I was going to meet up with you where you meet your friends in the morning and then I was going to admit everything and give you the ring and if things go well you'll be mine before breakfast. Just thinking about you gives me a feeling in the pit of my stomach. Is it possible to love someone this much? I've never felt this way about anyone in my entire life. I rounded the corner and your back was to me. I felt the ring burn into my hand as I noticed someones arms were around you. My heart dropped into the pit of my stomach which was now nauseated.. Everything froze.. I wanted to run,but my legs wouldnt budge. Tears started streaming out my eyes as I watched him hold you the way I wanted to hold you. Then I saw who it was.... It was James Potter. Hatred and jealousy came out at the same time as he stopped and looked at me. "Are you trying to find another reason to get me in trouble you ass-wipe!? Why dont you grow up and stop spying on me and my friends like a little kid!?"James said nastily. Lily turned around as I turned and ran. The ring dropped to the ground,but I didnt care,then I heard you scream back at me "Wait! You forgot something!", I didnt stop I kept going. Later an owl,your owl,was waiting on my bed. It had an envelope with the ring I had planned to give you in it along with a letter saying,"I'm so sorry ...It just can't be...Lily".
Pain came along with these memories. And I felt a tear roll down my cheek. Then you came near me, your vived red hair reminded so much of Lily and thats one thing I liked most about you. "Why hello Prof.Snape"said Ginny with a smile.
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Disclamier: All characters belong to the wonderful J.K Rowling.
~*AngelFire*~