Edward:
Alone
I am
Alone.
This world, this
Life,
Has handed me
Death,
But I have defied Death.
I have survived that inevitable mortal ending;
So why do I feel I cannot survive
This?
Everyone around me is in
Love.
Love that I can see, hear, even feel through all their thoughts.
My thoughts on love? All I know is that I am in
It;
I am
Alone.
Perhaps one day I shall find love, search it out until it cannot help but to embrace me.
Or, I can hide from love, push my family's lovesick thoughts from my incessantly calculating brain,
Relish in my solitude.
But no; I shall need to stop running away.
I cannot run or hide
Forever.
In this forever, maybe I will want another as badly as the deserts have want of rain.
Maybe I won't have to be alone
Until the end of the world
After all.
Jake:
Light has Gone Out
Bells,
You were a mess.
He was responsible.
I would have gladly
Killed him
When he came back,
But you killed me first.
I was in love, and – don't deny it – you were
Too.
But of course, your Saving Grace,
Edward Cullen,
He Who Can Do No Wrong,
Returned. And he stole you!
Stole you Bells, stole you from me.
I fixed you up as best I could,
Fell in love in the process,
And you thank me by
Leaving me?
I get it, he's your life, but Bella,
You're mine.
And so my life is falling away fast
Thanks to you.