Hi, all! This is going to (hopefully) be a series of songfics that go through a series of events. This first one will start with Kanone and Eyes' breakup, the second will be Kanone's own way of dealing with said breakup and a few other problems that arise, the third (and tentative final) will be a sort of wrap up piece that follows Kanone a bit into the future. Obvious KanoneEyes hinted at.
Song #1: "I Miss You" by Blink 182
Song #2: "Ready To Fall" by Rise Against
Song #3: "Move Along" by The All-American Rejects
A/N: Song lyrics are in italics.
(I miss
you...)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in
the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness
in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
It hurt, more than he had thought it would. He knew what he'd done was unforgivable, it was only natural what would occur after such a thing.
Where you can always
find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night
we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I
miss you...)
(I miss you...)
He looked back now on his actions, but couldn't regret it now. It had been done, and for the first time, Kanone felt something real. It turned out that all-too-real feeling just happened to be pain.
Where are you and
I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need
somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping
on so haunting every time
Of course he knew Eyes would leave him after such an act. It was worse than cheating on him or betraying him. Though, in a sense, Kanone had done so much worse. He had damned him; all of them.
And as I stared I
counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating
their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice
of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop
this pain tonight
He now sat alone in his small apartment, in the dark. The only small pool of light filtering in through the window reflected off a blade he held in his hands, turning it over as if mesmerized by the crimson substance that covered the metal.
Don't waste your
time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss
you...)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice
inside my head (I miss you...)
Don't waste your
time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss
you...)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice
inside my head (I miss you...)
Golden eyes closed, masking the pain that tugged at his heart. It hadn't been necessary by any means, but for Kanone, it was a desire stronger than any other. And being the kind of person he was, who was he to deny himself the pleasure? If only he'd realized the consequences of his actions earlier. Now he had nothing left to look forward to but lonesomeness and death.
Don't waste your
time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss
you...)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice
inside my head (I miss you...)
His hand tightened around the handle of the blade as he gritted his teeth, an unfamiliar pain shooting through his chest.
(I miss you...)
It wasn't the searing pain that shot through his ribs from the curse's mark, nor a medical problem. This wasn't a pain easily mended.
(I miss you...)
Pure and simple longing, pain, heartache. A sensation that was unwanted and foreign to the Blade Child.
(I miss you...)
A pain unlike any he'd ever experienced, one he didn't think would be remedied anytime soon. A torture the most sadistic boy in the world couldn't stand to bear. There was only one solution Kanone saw that would logically stop such a pain; all pain even. The blood-covered knife fell to the floor as the Blade Child stood and slowly exited his apartment, as if in a trance, only one goal in mind.
(I miss you...)
Well, there it is…whatever it may be. Hope you liked it, I'll have the next one up soon. As always, leave any suggestions or requests for additional chapters/songs and I'll see if I can fit it in.