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Beyond Repair

Life was good, well; at least I thought it was. I had a loving family, amazing boyfriend,

and so many friends. It was just some normal Monday morning when I woke for

school when I heard hushed voices in the next room. Still trying to gain consciousness I

struggled to listen. All I could make out were low murmurs and whispers. I just

brushed it off and got up for school figuring it was nothing of importance.

This year I'm a senior at Forks High school so I was secretly hoping that none of my

new teachers would like me so that I wouldn't have to talk in front of the class or

anything. As I was making this stupid little wish I knew wouldn't come true I hopped

into the shower. I slid into my usual morning routine hair, face, breakfast, then back to

the bathroom to brush my teeth. This only took me about 30 minutes to do so I had as

much time as I needed to get to school. I had decided to go casual for school, as usual.

I knew not to expect it but I couldn't help it as I glanced out the window. Edward, my

boyfriend was of course waiting there to pick me up for school in his shiny silver Volvo.

I was just wondering when the day would come that he wouldn't be there. I couldn't

bear even the thought. As I walked up to him he said "my Bella, you look absolutely

stunning." I, of course blushed violently and said under my breath "bias". I couldn't

help but stare at him. The fact that he was just so gorgeous made my heart flutter. He

smiled back and winked at me.

The first day of school is always the worst. We found our way to our classes in no time

though. Edward wiped his soft, warm hand on my cheek and pulled a strand of my long

brown hair behind my ear. My heart felt like it was going to explode, the way it always

did when he touched me. "See you at lunch" he yelled. Of course I knew he wasn't

kidding. My day went by so slowly as I counted the minutes until lunch. When it finally

came I almost ran to the cafeteria and my heart skipped a beat when I saw his table

was empty. I turned and as always he was sitting a table motioning for me to come sit

with him. "I bought you some food he said as he was chewing on a piece of celery." I

just beamed at him with my stupid smile. "So how was your day" Edward asked. I went

through the motions of my entire day to him excluding the time when I tripped on the

sidewalk. The rest of lunch went by perfectly mostly because Edward was there

encouraging me to keep talking and rambling about my day. Then I was sad when the

bell rang. "Don't worry" Edward whispered "I'll be here to pick you up later" and he

kissed my cheek and ran off towards building 5. I floated through the motions of the

rest of my day without really noticing what I was doing.

After school Edward told me he needed to tell me something and that we should talk

about it over dinner. I was thrilled any time with Edward was absolutely amazing. Even

though his face had worried look in it, I brushed it off as I made plans to what I would

wear.

We went to this fancy restaurant out of town and ordered expensive food. Finally when

I got the courage I asked "what did you want to talk to me about?" He waited for

what seemed like an hour as he chewed his food and said. "Apparently World War III

has begun." I was shocked "what?" I said in my most steady voice I could. "And since

I'm eighteen now they will be recruiting soldiers". I felt like I was going to throw up.

This wasn't happening. "b-b-but you can't leave me!" I stammered. "It seems like I

have no choice." I wanted to run and hide, and to take Edward with me, but his mind

looked set. "Soon I will go off to fight overseas" he said quietly. I could feel my eyes

welling up with tears as he stood up. "No I said don't leave me." He looked at me and

said "Bella love, I won't be gone forever." The tears were streaming down my face

when I dared to ask the question

"when are you leaving?" He hesitated then said "two weeks." I just nodded, that's all I

could do without making a scene in the restaurant. "I want to go home now" I choked

out. Edward just put some bills on the table and walked me outside.