First fanfic so I'm going to hope its ok 3 don't hate me

Sebastians POV

As I walked into my young masters Something caught my eye. I smirked my famous smirk then quickly let my lips drop into a more natural position. " Young master " I said happily. To happy. He quickly snapped back and looked at me. " why the hell are you so frikin happy?" he spat, ha you truly are a more attractive when mad. Wait! What did I just say? Did I say I found him attractive? But I'm not gay... Am I? Uggh I'll have to figure this one out later... When I'm alone. "stian-" "Sorry Ciel~'' UH OH I thought as I realized I called him by his name. " can you please repeat your self I had not heard you " I stated calmly as if nothing had happened. *SLAP* I moan. He stares wide-eyed at me then quickly walks away a cute red brushing his cheeks. He slams him self down on to his chair and turns around. "To your room" he says quietly "I will put myself to bed tonight"

what was ciel looking at and why is sebastian feeling this way