My first songfic! I've always wondered what would happen if Brambleclaw forgave Squirrelflight. Please enjoy!
I wonder, I wonder
I wonder if she knows I still love her?
I wonder even now
I love her even now.
I love her, I love her, but we can't go back, anyhow
But, is love the same as forgiving?
To the trust of yesterday
Please, StarClan, tell me now.
When words were the truth,
And our love was so innocent,
When troubles came from nowhere
And she loved me just the same…..
I need her, yet I can't go back,
So I will always wonder….
Could it ever be the same?
I wonder, I wonder
I wonder even now,
I love her, I love her, but we can go back somehow,
Somehow, to the trust of yesterday,
When words were the truth,
And our love was so innocent,
When troubles came from nowhere
And she loved me just the same….
Only one way to find out…
It was a clear, moonlit night, with the wind blowing a gentle breeze into my face. I found her sitting alone, in a small clearing. She was staring at the moon, so high and bright. I could see her eyes, shining with tears of grief. Grief for kits lost, trust abolished, love shattered. I approached her quietly, and sat down next to her.
"Beautiful, isn't it?" My soft mew startled her. She looked at me, sorrow plain in her eyes.
"I am so sorry-" she began, but I interrupted her.
"Now is not the time for an apology" I meowed gently " Now is the time for forgiveness, and time to forget." She look at me for a moment longer, with those deep, shining green eyes that I fell in love with, then stated with as much passion as a queen looking at her kit,
"I love you"
I wondered, I wondered,
I wondered even then,
But she loves me, she loves me, and we went back again,
To the trust of yesterday,
When words were always truth,
And our love now, is innocent,
And our love is like our youth
Troubles may come for nowhere,
And give us mighty bane,
But, she loves me, she loves me,
And I love her just the same