prologue
You stole the love that I saved for myself
And I watched you give it to somebody else
But these scars no longer I hide
I found the light you shut inside
Couldn't love me if you tried
little mix- good enough
I pulled up in front of my house and immediately jumped out. I ran up the steps, unlocked my door and slammed it behind me. As hard as possibly could. I threw my keys on the coffee table next to the door. I ran a hand threw my thick black Native American hair. I took deep breaths in a vain effort to collect my emotions. But everything that happened today, every thing moment; word; kiss or touch ran through my mind. Every I love you was just a lie.
At that thought I felt the tiny, unrecognizable pieces of my heart shatter even more. Which I thought was impossible.
I took a step into the living room where my parents were watching television.
My mom looked up at me." Yuri? Are you all right?"
I forced a smile at her." Completely!" I looked around not making eye contact.
She pursed her lips." Well dinner is on the stove if you're hungry."
I shook my head." I think I'm just going to head to bed."
I walked up my stairs hoping he would be there. Waiting for me. But as I opened the door to my room I saw that he wasn't. And I tried to not let it disappoint me because I actually expected it.
I glanced over at my desk. I saw a picture of me and him. Looking so happy together and actually in love. it was both of us smiling at the camera while his dad Billy took the picture.
I stared at it and stared until something it inside me just snapped. I flew around my room just throwing things. Picture. Gifts. Anything that reminded me of him.
I slid down the wall onto the floor. I gripped my hair in my hands and I screamed and sobbed.
I heard my door open and felt arms wrap around me and a familiar voice whispered in my ear.
"shhh" Paul hushed me.
"Jacob-" I tried to get out.
"You'll be all right." he whispered.
Why? Why is it always her? Why is it always Bella?
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