AN:: Ok.. Hi guys! A new story for you. This is very loosely based on the last few months of my life… and I got inspired :D so review or I wont finish it :P

"Call me tomorrow, we'll do something special." She shouted as she headed away to her car, her brown hair blowing in the breeze as she put her sunglasses on. She shot me a smile and slid into the brand new Lotus her dad had bought her.

Carmen is my best friend. She has been for the last year, since she moved here. Her mom kicked her out to move in with her new boy toy. Everyone says we are so alike but we can't see it. We only really became friends when I told her that I'm gay. I don't even know why I told her, I guess it just came out.

I turned to walk to my car but was met by a big chested muscular guy.

"Aiden! You have to stop doing that to me!" I shouted and hit him. He hugged me and laughed.

"Yeah, hi Ash." He kissed the top of my head and released me from his death grip. He grabbed my hand and started walking me to my car.

Aiden is a good guy. He is my best friend and I think he is gay too. I mean, he hasn't come out to anyone but come on! He so acts it. We had a thing once, but it didn't last long.

"What do you want Aid, I have to get home." I sighed while I tried to find my keys in my bag.

"Well I just thought you would want to go to Ego tonight? Me and a bunch of the guys are going and wanted you to tag along."

"Tag along? Way to make me feel important Aiden." I shoved him and laughed.

"You know what I mean Ash."

"Yeah I do. I'm in."

"Great, see you there." He shouted as he walked away.

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When I got home I went straight to my room and deflated on my bed. It's hard trying to keep such a huge secret in high school. Not a lot of people know that I am gay. I have only told the people that need to know. My school is very bigoted. Its not because I care what they think, its just I don't need the hassle right now.

I sighed as exhaustion tore through my body, allowing sleep to take over me quite easily.

I woke up an hour or two later. No particular reason really, I guess my body decided I had had enough sleep. I hate it when I wake up and I feel even more tired than I did when I fell asleep.

But whatever. I dragged my sorry ass out of bed and in to the shower, got sexy and headed out.

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The club was crazy. Hundreds of sweaty bodies moved as one to the beat that was vibrating through the floor. Waitresses were carrying tiny trays, laden with drinks, in and out of the crowd and Aiden was sat at a huge table in a badly lit corner of the club, people all around him. He waved to me with a big goofy smile before I headed to the bar.

Beer in hand, I started to make my way through the crowd and took a seat at the edge of the booth that Aiden was at.

"You took your time getting here Ash!" he shouted above the beat.

"Yeah I totally crashed when I got home."

"It's ok. There's someone here I want you to meet."

"If it's another hook up Aiden I swear I will kill you."

"Its not, plus she's straight."

Great, he wants me to approve some bimbo he wants to parade around at school.

"Yeah sure, whatever." I sighed and rubbed my head.

He rushed off to the bar and I followed him slowly. I was getting bumped about in the crowd that was moving from the dance floor in the change of song. A hand grabbed my arm and dragged me outside.

"Ash, this is Spencer Carlin. Spencer, this is my best friend in the world, Ashley Davies."

My eyes met hers and it seemed like time had stood still or at least slowed down a considerable amount. I could see Aiden talking out of the corner of my eye but I couldn't hear what he was trying to say. She was stood nodding and smiling politely, all the time looking at me.

Her blond hair blew across her face, blocking my view of her full pink lips. I let my eyes wander down her body briefly. Her legs went for miles but were cut off by her short black skirt. A tiny amount of her stomach was showing where her shirt had lifted up and it looked perfect. It was perfectly tanned and looked perfectly toned. Her boobs seemed to be perfectly in proportion to the rest of her body and her neck looked so smooth and kissable.

"So what do you say Ash?" Aiden asked with a punch to my shoulder. I rubbed the spot and blinked.

"How does what sound?"

"Spencer's family are here visiting, looking to buy a place. I told her we would show her a good time."

"Oh uh, yeah that sounds good." I smiled and hit Aiden in his family jewels. "Don't hit me again." I whispered in his ear while he was keeled over in pain. I laughed as I offered Spencer to take my hand and I led her inside.

--

Aiden joined us shortly after and told us to go dance. I didn't waste a second in taking the new blonde beauty and getting her to shake her ass on the dance floor.

Spencer was hot, sure, but I wasn't in to relationships. I just wanted to mess with her so Aiden couldn't get laid.

We moved in time with the beat and the rest of the people on the floor. Because it was so crowded, we were forced to dance closely.

I put hands on her hip as the beat picked up. She pressed closer to me and her arm around my neck. We stayed like this until the beat slowed again. Her head fell into my neck as my leg moved between her legs subconsciously. She sighed softly in my ear as she let my jeans rub against her.

I bit my lip and moved behind her, quickly putting my arms around her and letting her head rest on my shoulder. I could see that her eyes were closed and I took a second to notice how beautiful she is.

I couldn't control what I was doing. I felt my lips kissing her soft neck. She moaned so quietly I didn't think I heard right, but I felt her throat vibrate at the sound. She moved her hand to the back of my head once I pulled away, begging me to kiss her more.

The music stopped but she stayed where she was. I was too scared to move.

What do I do?

What do I say?

"Hey Spence, want to dance with me?" Aiden said with a shit eating grin on his face. She snapped out of it and took his hand, not saying another word to me.

I walked out of the club and went home.

I don't do relationships, but all I wanted was to have Spencer. Not in like a sexual way, but I want her to be mine in every way.

But she was leaving on Saturday night. It was Friday tomorrow and no doubt Carmen would want to take up my whole weekend. Great.

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School again. What a drag.

I spent the weekend with Carmen, wondering what Spencer was doing and how she looked, how she smelt and how she felt. Carmen thought there was something wring with me.

The bell rang for break and I headed to my locker to get my books for next period.

"Good morning sunshine!" Carmen said in her high pitched annoyingness. She does it on purpose because she knows I am not a morning person.

"Ugh, what would be so good about this morning?" I asked, my head still in my locker.

"I have someone for you to meet." She sang. "Her name is Spencer Carlin."

I dropped all my books on the floor which was when I noticed the body stood behind my locker door.

Smooth, go on for miles, legs coming out of a short skirt. She shut my locker door so I could see her face.

"Hey." She smiled, the sun shining behind her, making her look like she had a glowing aura.

I choked back a 'Hi'.

I was screwed.