Where are you Christmas?

I know it is a little late, but it just came to me today. This is Lily's POV. Yes. It is a little weird. I hope you like it. Don't flame me saying that it is not even December anymore, Yes I do know that.And I know that her family wouldn't do that to her. But it fit.

Where are you Christmas

Why can't I find you

Why have you gone away

Where is the laughter

You used to bring me

Why can't I hear music play

"Are you ready yet?" Screamed Petunia. We are going to Aunt Judy's for Christmas. I hate it there. Petunia told them what I was. And they cringe every time they see me. One good thing though. 2 of my friends live right next door to them. James, and Sirius. Two extremely hyper boys. Both tall, fly-away black hair, only one difference. Sirius has blue eyes, no glasses, and James has brown, and he has glasses. I probably won't be able to see them much. That would suck.

My world is changing

I'm rearranging

Does that mean Christmas changes too

I've been having this problem. I don't understand what Christmas is all about. I mean, first it was getting things, then giving things, then being with your family, now I don't know which it is. I'm so confused.

Where are you Christmas

Do you remember

The one you used to know

I'm not the same one

See what the time's done

Is that why you have let me go

I was thinking about that the whole way there. It is a four and a half-hour drive. I STILL don't know. As we pulled up in the drive, they had they place all decorated in lights, and wreathes. It was, I have to say, pretty cool looking.

Christmas is here

Everywhere, oh

Christmas is here

If you care, oh

The next day, it was 3 days till Christmas eve. I asked I I could go next door and see my friends. "NO, I will not have them in my house," "Aunt Judy, I would be over there," "I know those boys, they are bad influences," "Aunt Judy, They are my best friends, I'm so lonely here. No one will talk to me, for goods sake, you flinch every time I talk. Do you know what that feels like?" "Don't talk back to me young lady, go to your room, and don't com out till dinner, no, you won't have any dinner,"

If there is love in your heart and your mind

You will feel like Christmas all the time

So you can guess what I'm doing right now. I'm sitting in my room at my aunts' house, and I'm thinking about Christmas. If that's what you aid, congraduations. Then it dawned on me. It is all o those things. You know, love, giving, sharing, good deeds, things that show you care. I will never wonder again what it is all about. I have solved the mystery, broke the code.

I feel you Christmas

I know I've found you

You never fade away

The joy of Christmas

Stays here in silence

Fills each and every heart with love

Where are you Christmas

Fills your heart with love