Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Inuyasha characters
A/N: So this is the second part of 'Our Summer Love' I worked hard I hope you enjoy it.
Dirty Little Secret
I jumped out of bed excited. It was the first day of school. Not that I liked school but the first day back was always so exhilarating. I took a shower and got dressed in dark black shorts and a blue short sleeve v-neck with some strappy elevated sandals. I threw my long brown hair into a messy bun. I know I should take more pride on my first impression back at school but I didn't care. I quickly went to my parents room to see her by her closet going through some things.
"Hey mom." I spoke.
"Sango. Come in, let me see you." She said turning to face me. I stepped in and she smiled. "Oh Sango. You should do your bun nicer. Come let me fix it." She motioned for me to come sit by her.
"Thanks mom." I said as she fixed my hair. She took her hands away signaling she was done but I didn't move. I had this feeling in my heart, I needed to tell her.
"I'm done." She said, her voice was always light and sweet like candy.
"Mom." I paused as I turned around to face her.
"What is it dear?" She was suddenly concerned.
"What if I did something bad this summer, and there's no way to take it back?"
"Why?" Her face lightened. She looked amused. Glad I could do that for her.
"I feel like I might have done something bad this summer." I was biting my lip. I looked away unable to look at her. I had to rephrase myself "I know what I did this summer was bad. And it doesn't only affect me."
"Well what did you do?" I was embarrassed and wished I didn't say anything, but I had to I needed to. She must have sensed my reluctance. "You don't have to tell me now but you must make sure you are able to face the consequences of your actions."
"I'm not though." I admitted.
"And when you are, you'll know. Now don't worry about that now. Summer is past and you have to go to school." She kissed my forehead and hugged me. I hugged her back and stood up.
"Thanks mom. See you later."
"Later." She smiled as I left running down the stairs to see Miroku sitting on the couch laughing with my dad. It was the weirdest thing ever, but Miroku and my dad had a lot in common. The week we had left over for summer he would come over and spend more time with my dad than me. I didn't mind though because it gave me more time to think about my summer. I still wonder if its real. Maybe I just imagined it. I really hope I didn't. The thought of it all being my imagination cause a lump to form in my throat. I quickly swallowed it as I came into view of them.
"Sango, you are looking lovely I must say." Miroku said standing up to greet me with a hug and kiss on the cheek. I blushed at his modesty in front of my parent. My father came over and tapped my back.
"Have fun on your first day sweety. You too Miroku." He smiled walking upstairs.
"Thanks daddy." I smiled up at him. He smiled back and disappeared. Miroku wrapped his arm around my shoulder and we walked out of my house. As soon as we reached the corner he pulled me into a deep passionate kiss. I couldn't help but kiss him back. I barely kissed him since he came back and it sorta felt good. A knot of guilt formed in my stomach, I suppressed it and continued kissing him, until he pulled away.
"I really missed you Sango." He said seriously. I couldn't help but smile.
"Me too." I genuinely did miss him even though I did what I did. We walked to school hand in hand. There they were on the side of their lockers kissing like their life depended on it. I hadn't seen or spoke to them since the airport and this is the first thing I see, I could feel my insides rip apart and as selfish as it was I clung to Miroku. He cleared his throat and they looked up, not even a drop of embarrassment.
"Took you two long enough to get here." His gruff voice reached my ears but I couldn't connect my eyes to his so I looked at her instead. Maybe it was a dream after all. The lump in my throat returned.
"Sorry." Miroku said sheepishly. I plastered a smiled on my face as she came to hug me.
"I'm stealing her for the day Miroku." She said prying me out of his hands and walking me down the hall chattering. I couldn't make out what she was saying, I was too crushed.
"Hello! Earth to Sango." She said waving her hand in front of my face. I snapped out of my dazed fate and looked at her.
"I'm sorry Kagome." I said quietly.
"Its ok Sango don't worry about it. Anyway so I'm sure Inuyasha told you about our break up during the summer."
"Yeah he did."
"Well I met this super sexy man and he swept me off my feet. He was so perfect Sango. He was kind, sweet, thoughtful."
"Sounds kinda like Miroku." I snorted.
"I know. And he was a monster in the bed!" Her eyes went big as she emphasized her point. "So that can only mean one thing for you."
"And what's that?" I asked suspiciously.
"Miroku's a monster in the bed too. But I'm sure you already knew that." She was definitely sly.
"I would not know that Kagome."
"Sango. Are you telling me that you and Miroku have yet to do it?"
"Yes Kagome it is possible." I was laughing; that's why she was my best friend, always able to make me laugh.
"With the way you two are, your pants will be off in about three days."
"How could you say that?" I was still smiling. "So are you saying that you and Inuyasha have gotten busy?" A smile still remained on my face.
"Well..." She was smirking. "No we haven't."
"So that wonderful man was your first?"
"Yeah. He was. And with the way Inuyasha is acting I feel like he's my last." I instantly calmed at her words.
"How so?" I really was curious.
"Well I've been seeing him everyday this week, and he just seems so distant, like his mind is somewhere else." I didn't know what to say. Her telling me this just made my summer seem more real. "I kiss him and he cuts it short. I basically throw myself at him and he's to busy thinking."
"You threw yourself at him?" I questioned raising an eyebrow.
"Sango I literally threw myself at him. I took my top off saying its too hot and then my skirt. There I was in my sexy under ware falling on top of him and he pushed me off telling me to get dressed. He wouldn't even look at me." She was about to cry.
"Maybe he wasn't feeling well. Plus that kiss you two shared in the hallway was pretty damn passionate." I said trying to cheer her up.
"Yeah I guess so. But he still didn't seem to into it."
"Maybe he's still hurting from your breakup."
"Come on Sango, he can't still be hurting."
"I don't know he was pretty torn up that night."
"I guess so but it still seems like its over. So why can't he move on from that. I only broke up with him because I didn't want to have sex with that guy while I was going out with him. It was just a momentary break up."
"I know that. But does he know that you didn't mean it like that?"
"I'm not sure Sango. But I have to go tell him." She smiled at me and ran off to talk to him. I continued on my way to class. The day was boring until finally lunch. I was glad to see that me and all of my friends had lunch together. We sat outside on the grass and ate lunch. Miroku sat beside me kissing my neck and cheek while I sipped my soda. Kagome and Inuyasha have yet to meet up with us but I didn't mind. He nibbled on my ear lobe and I couldn't help but giggle.
"Miroku that's tickling me." I said facing him.
"I know." He smirked as he grabbed me in his arms and connected our lips. I smiled and kissed him back. I've missed his touch, his tenderness. Suddenly nothing mattered. We were on our knees and his hands wrapped around me and I wrapped my hands around his neck. Our bodies we're crushed together and it was weird because we were on school property.
"Wow!" Kagome said loud. We parted from each other and I could feel the heat rise in my cheeks as she looked between us smiling and he looked directly at me. I felt uncomfortable as I plopped down on my butt grabbing my soda and sipping the straw. They sat down and joined us. "Sorry to interrupt." Kagome said breaking the silence.
"Its fine." Miroku said sitting back down pulling me into his chest. I leaned back and closed my eyes. I didn't want to face reality at the moment. I heard my friends share their summers and Inuyasha's was pretty good. I had no idea he was such a good liar. Not that it was all lies but a big amount of the real story was left out. Lunch was over before I knew it and Miroku walked me to class. "Hey Sango." He said before I got into my class. I looked at him. "I never want to be away from you like that again." I smiled at him.
"Me neither." I left and went into class. The class took too long to end. Every class took too long to end. I went home early not caring if anyone was looking for me, I just didn't want to face Inuyasha's angry eyes again. I went straight to my room claiming I wasn't feeling well. I lied down on my bed and closed my eyes. Why was someone shaking me? I opened my eyes irritated. "Miroku?" I questioned.
"Yeah I wanted to check on you. Make sure you were all right." I smiled at his concern.
"Thank you Miroku. I just have a headache that's all."
"I see. Should I leave you alone?" How could I say yes.
"No. Stay for awhile." He lied down next to me and rubbed my arm.
"I love you so much Sango. I don't know what I would do without you." My eyes snapped open. He was looking at me. "I mean it Sango. Now that your parents like me, its made it easier for us to be. I can feel the ease in everything." I still didn't speak. "Being with you feels right. There's never a question or doubt in my mind about you, about us." I closed my eyes and felt the tears stream down my face. He kissed my forehead and left. I felt like crap. As soon as he left the house I got up and closed the door. I took my hair out and put on some pajamas. I got back in my bed and went to sleep.
A/N: I worked hard and I hope you like it. Let me know what you think
