disclaimer-i dont own twilight:(
AN: There is a flashback that is from 2 years earlier. Anyway read and review please xx
Chapter One.
"Layla, it's 12 o'clock! Why are you still in bed! I woke up up 2 hours ago, so you could get ready! Paul is picking us up at 2 and it takes you hours to get ready! GET UP!" Ella screamed from somewhere near my head. Her voice muffled by the fact that the quilt was now over my head; trying to silence her whining.
"Ella I told you last night that I'll make my own way there! I dont want to be in the car with you two lovebirds" I told her with a roll of my eyes, as I pushed the cover back from my face to look at her.
"Well your not walking! Not with all these radom attacks on people, please just get ready. I'll get Paul to wait, he wont mind anyway." She said as she walked out of the room without waiting for my answer. With a sigh, I pushed the covers completely off me and got out of bed; Walking over to my wardrobe and looking through it, I finally decided on some light blue ripped jeans, a tight white vest top and my white and blue nike hightops. Throwing them on the bed, I walked out of the room and into the bathroom for a shower.
Half an hour later..
Wrapping a towel round my hair and one around my body, I opened the bathroom door and walked out. Within seconds I was sprawled on the floor, wet hair plastered across my shoulders and neck. I didnt need to see his face to know who it was, my whole body knew who he was without even actually seeing him. A warm body was cautiously balancing their weight on their arms-so that they didn't crush me. Refusing to look at him, I pushed at his shoulders so that he was lay next to me and then stood up slowly, so that he wouldnt end up with an eyeful.
"Watch where you're going next time Paul for gods sake, you could have crushed me!" I said to him, as I walked back to my room quickly. I didn't even hear him move, but within 2 seconds he reached out and grabbed my arm, forcing me to look up at him.
"I'm sorry, I didn't think you would of been walking out of the door; I know how long you usually take in the shower." He said with a slow smile, his hand now slowly running up and down my breath caught in my throat.
"Why do you keep doing this to me Paul? What do you want from me?" I whispered to him, slightly breathless.
"Why do I keep doing this to you? Why do you keep doing this to me? It's killing me having to stay away from you Layla, I know that you can feel it too! I'm not the only one that your hurting by staying away from me! You can't keep fighting this, the pull is too strong and you know it." He said as he pressed his lips slowly against my neck.
Sighing as he pulled me closer to his body. I finally come to my senses.
"What the fuck do you think you are doing! Stop messing with my emotions Paul! You know why I'm doing this, I refuse to hurt my sister...She loves you so much and I'm not going to jut give into this stupid imprint-I don't care how much it hurts me. She's my sister and she means the world to me...so just stay away from me okay?" I said as I pushed him away from me, I couldnt think straight, his presence always did this to me. Messed with my emotions and fucked with my head. I finally got to my room and just as I was about to close the door he spoke;
"So your sisters happiness means more than yours?" Closing my eyes, a single tear slipped down my face.
"Yes it does Paul, I'm not going to hurt her by giving in to this. It's not fair, she loves you so much and I can't take that away from her..." Closing the door, I heard his footsteps gradually get quieter, as he made his way downstairs. Sliding down the door, as soon as my body hit the floor, the tears started to fall...
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"Layla I want you to meet Paul...My boyfriend!" Ella's face was lit up in a smile, making her look even more beautiful. She was 15 and Paul was 17. He was native, where as me and Ella moved her 2 years before with dad. The tall boy boy turned round and faced me, a small smile on his face as he spoke to me.
"Hi, I'm..." His mouth dropped open into a small perfect 'O', as he looked into my eyes.
As soon as our eyes met, that was when I knew that I loved him. He meant everything to me and even though I was only 14, I knew that he was the one I would spend the rest of my life with. But nothings ever easy for me.. He was with my sister and from that day when I first saw him, I refused to hurt my sister...No matter how much it hurt me.
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Brushing the tears away, I got up from the floor and started getting ready for the bonfire. Ella wanted to get there earlier, so she could help get everything ready for tonight. But as usual I didnt keep up my end of the bargain-which was to be ready for 2 o'clock, so I could drive down to Sam and Emily's, to help Emily with the cooking. Something my sister put my name forward for; I even purposely overslept so I didnt have to be in the same car as Paul, but ever perfect Ella asked him to wait until I was ready. Rolling my eyes at my rambling I started to get ready.
An hour and a half later, Ella burst into my room and started going on with herself.
"oh good your nearly ready and its only half 3! You really take this piss you know Lay" she told me as I slipped my hightops on and laced them up. I rolled my eyes and walked past her and downstairs.
"Well nobody asked you to wait Ella!" I snapped at her as I grabbed my phone and keys off the side, where I had left them last night when I got in.
"Anyway have you got everything Layla? Because were leaving now." She said as she pushed past me and out of the door to the car.
Sighing I grabbed Jay's jacket from last night and slipped it on. Looking into the mirror I smiled. Jay was a little smaller than Paul and was one of my best friends, he gave me the jacket because i told him it matched the bright blue on my hightops. I smiled at the way my hair and makeup had turned out, locked the door and walked over to the car. Paul's eyes widened at my appearence, but then narrowed at the oversized boys jacket. Getting into the seat behind Paul, he instantly made eye contact-looking away as he started the car for a second, then i could feel his eyes burning into me again.
"I love your hair and makeup Lay, You look gorgeous." She turned round and smiled at me and then carried on.
"I think your hair looks so much nicer this colour. I mean it was nice when it was black-it really suited you. But it looks really nice brown with the blonde highlights. I love it, doesnt it suit her Paul?" She said as she looked at him waiting for his answer.
"Yeah it does." He smiled at her and then made eye contact with me again through the mirror.
Leaning my head on the window, I ignored them both as I leaned my head on the cool window and watched the blur of the trees...trying to slow my racing heartbeat, which I knew he could hear.
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Once we got into Sam and Emily's house, I slowly got out of the car and followed Ella and Paul into the house. After saying Hello to everybody, I went into the kitchen and started to help Em. I ended up baking chocolate chip cookies, chocolate muffins, vanilla and chocolate chip muffins, blueberry muffins, brownies.. you name it, I ended up making it.
After a while Emily turned to me and looked at me with so much sympathy I thought somebody had died!
"What's wrong em?" I said from over my shoulder as I went to the oven to retrieve the cookies and check on the muffins.
"You love him don't you?" She blurted.
"I dont want to talk about it Em, I'm so sick of everybody looking at me like I'm a really bad person. But my sister is in love with him! What am I meant to do? Just accept this imprint and the fact that he can turn into a wolf and move in with him or something?" I said as I slammed the oven door shut again.
"No not at all, He loves you though and I cant tell that you love him, I can see it in your eyes. It hurts you to see them together-and the fact that your resisting the imprint is hurting you. You took everything so well when he told you, you didnt scream or run from him! You held him and told him everything would be okay but that you can't hurt your sister like that! And I don't blame you; but your sister doesnt know anything about what Paul or any of the other boys are, just like Leah didnt. I tried so hard to resist it, believe me I tried. I couldnt hurt Leah like that... but I fell in love with Sam so hard, It hurt me to be away from him but I tried so hard! I got these scars from resisting the imprint, I dont want you to get hurt anymore than you already are doing. Just be careful okay?"
"Always am Em." I said as helped her make the rest of the food for tonight. I wiped away the tear that threatened to fall and cleared my thoughts of the whole wolf/imprint thing. Ella was none of the wiser and it was better to keep her in the dark, there was no need for her to know about the 'imprint' because I refuse to hurt her like that ever.
AN-So this is the first chapter, the next chapter will have alot more things happen in it, as this was just the boring chapter that tells you what has happened and everything. The next chapter will be the actual bonfire...so let me know what you think by hitting that review button!
oh and any mistakes that are in this story I apologise for but the spell check isnt working on my laptop. Anyway let me know your thoughts!
xxkatyxx