Title: Living a Lie

Author: Shinigami195

Rating: PG-13

Pairings: 1+2

Warnings: yaoi, angst, AU

Summary: Duo reflects on his life and the beginning of a tale is formed

Notes: This is a Prologue to my arc Duo Maxwell's Diary. The first fic in this series is High School Prom Whore and the second is Claiming Duo Maxwell. Duo's pov

Living a Lie

Living a lie. Sounds really boring doesn't it? Well that's what I've done for most of my life. This is my first book and it will probably be the only one I write. I'm writing to express what happen in my life and what it has caused to happen.

I'm 26 years old, I'm happily marriage to a loving husband and we have an adopted baby girl who is 3 years old. I'll never get to see her grow up and I'll never get to stay by my husband's side forever like I wanted to.

Why?

I'm dying.

I was six when I was infected with the disease. It killed my only friend in the world and I was told that I too would die soon. I lived 20 years longer than what they thought I would.

But it's happening now.

The disease has been growing inside of me for 20 years and there is nothing I can do to stop it.

My life wasn't the best of starts; I lived rough on the streets of the colony L2 until I was 7. A family called Winners took me in and brought me down to Earth and I became a member of their family. I had a brother and I was happy. Then a man came and took away my innocence.

Pepsin.

Pepsin is dead and with him went the tears and pains of what he made me do.

I was a whore from the age 7 to 16.

An angel from space saved me.

Heero.

My love, my husband.

10 years I've been with Heero and we're have our up and downs. Like when he slept with a boy who claimed to be my brother, not my adopted brother, my real blood brother, and I ran way to England.

That's where I am at the moment. Sitting by a computer writing my story so I can prevent others having to face what I have faced in my lifetime.

I'm just hoping I have enough time left so I can finish what I've started.

Heero doesn't know. None of my family know what is wrong with me, I don't want to tell them. It would only break their hearts to have to watch me fall apart and then die. I hope they can understand this.

Talk about me going sappy on everyone.

In my life I have been shot, raped, used, nearly killed god knows how many times, hooked on drugs and a whore. And that was before I turned 16!

So I'm sending this story out. My story to help those who are like me.

Living a lie.

Owari.

Very short. This was an into to my Duo Maxwell's Arc. Please if you wish to read more you can find the first fic in this arc under my pen name Shinigami195 on ff.net called High School Prom. And the 2nd fic to this arc is also up on ff.net called Claiming Duo Maxwell.

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