Hello there, Thank you for taking the time to read this, a few notes before. English is my second language and I did my best to beta it myself but there could be a few mistakes here and there.( or many mistakes) if those bug you tell me and I will fix it. O and don't put the song on repeat it will drive you crazy :)

Disclaimer: Lyrics and characters are not mine they belong to their respective owners.

Sing us a song of the century
That's louder than bombs and eternity

I didn't know when it happened, when those little silly thoughts about girls, naked, watching them in the showers, turned into a full blown crush on Rachel Freaking Berry.

The era of static and contraband
That's leading us to the promised land

Not only is the crush a very big problem, also the fact that I try to be a good pregnant Christian, and I have a boyfriend and a sort of guy who follows me around. (not all the time, because than word would get out that Puck isn't "badass" anymore.)

Not only did I screw up with the pregnancy, having sex before marriage, but also same sex attractions, even if they are only thoughts, it's still a sin. A big one, one that gets you into hell.

Tell us a story that's by candlelight
Waging a war and losing the fight

But resisting against it, it's so hard. The way she looks at Finn. (Secretly hoping she looking at me.) How I hope that she someday will look at me that way. I almost give in when we are both alone in the auditorium and she looks at me like she wants to do something to me. (or is it my imagination?) I almost stride over her, grasp her head in my hands and kiss her full on the lips and have my wicked way with her. We stare at each other and I think Rachel notices something because I vaguely recall licking my lips while watching her legs.( How can someone so small have such amazing legs, it's impossible!) because she asks me if I am alright? I mumble alright and flee out of the auditorium to race home and cry in my own room.

They're playing the song of the century
Of panic and promise and prosperity

It all came out, the little lie to protect me and the baby has been figured out, by the girl who I secretly love. She told Finn. She told him because she wants him and not me. I start crying and Finn is screaming and he doesn't deserve this, because he is a good guy and he has every right to be mad and everyone is looking at me and I see Rachel's face. It's heartbreaking, more heartbreaking than anything that happened today. The moment she comes to me I am dead tired eyes thick from the crying. I almost tell her then, because she seems to care, with tears in her eyes just like me and offering to be beat up. I could never do that, but I do not tell her. We never got along so saying something like that now, no I need to plan it. First friends, than lovers.

Tell me a story into that goodnight
Sing us a song for me.

After that day, I have been staying at Brittany's. She is nice and she figured my crush out after a day of spending time with me and told me in her always happy voice she will keep an eye out, maybe see if Rachel can be tempted. ( not her exact words.) So when after a month Brittany comes back with the news that she just kissed Rachel Berry, I don't know whether to hug or kill her. I decide to hug her because I wouldn't want to be murdered in my sleep by a Santana Lopez.

"Don't tell Santana you kissed Rachel."

"Okay, now go and go make happy with her."

I almost run out the door, but need to tell Brittany one more time.

"Really don't tell Santana you kissed Rachel."

I stand in front of the mirror in the hall and grab my jacket.

"How do I look?"

"Like you are about to experience to happiest moment in your life, now go before I will steal her away from you because she is really good with her tongue. You should ask her who taught her that, I should take lessons there, maybe Santana would"

"Going now!"

10 minutes later.

"Hi Mister Berry is Rachel home?"

The end, yes really you can think of an end yourself ;) have fun with it!

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