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Disclaimer: No i dont own Degrassi;;only this plot.
Prologue
Summary: Craig and Manny were together till Craigs drug addiction caused everything to fall apart. Heartbroken Manny leaves Toronto and with her a secret. 5 years later, they live elaborate lives until Fate decides to cross their paths again. But what will happen when Craig sees Manny again? She certainly isnt the same girl anymore, shes woman and stronger than ever and he isnt the same boy anymore, hes a man and has changed but will this be enough for a second chance to a love that was weak or will this be their final goodbye.
Its true, sometimes we don't know what we've got
Till we lose it
But truth is we don't realize it
Cause the thought of losing it
Never crossed our minds.
Let me go I cried to him in silence. I knew that if he held me any longer my tears would roll down my cheek, the same cheek he once kissed telling me it was all going to be okay and told the best worst dam lie "I love you". How could this love be a good thing? The kind of love where I was the one always getting hurt, where he could do whatever he wanted and still manage to get me back. He held be closer to his body now, thinking that his smell, his touch would ease my pain and make me forgive him, Well this time he was wrong. I gathered all my strength and pushed him off, He looked at me in shock. This time I wasn't going to go along with his forgive me speech and kisses, NO , he had hurt way to many times and I finally had enough.I couldn't even look at him in the eyes anymore, I knew what that would do to me, I know that in a blink of an eye I would find myself crying in his arms. I avoided his beautiful green eyes that had so many times looked upon me with what I thought was Love. All I could get out was "Goodbye Craig" as I ran out of his garage, yes I ran and ran not knowing where I was going, But I knew I had to leave and a start a new life, without looking back I ran to the bus stop and got in the first one that I saw, I didn't even bother calling Emma or anyone to let them know where I was going, Technically, I was an adult in 2 weeks, on July 21.
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She left everything behind, all those she loved and those who had hurt her so much, sure she felt kinda felt like a coward who ran instead of facing everyone but she just couldnt take it anymore. Craigs drug addiction, kissing Ellie & saying that he loved her and then blaming her as the one with drug problems but the worst part was when she found a Craig and Ellie together, in the same room, same bed that when she decided that it was enough. It was probably the hardest decision she had ever had to make, this time she couldnt follow her heart instead she went by what her mind thought, following your heart was suicidal, it had alway taken her in the wrong direction and she always got hurt. Walking away from his arms, his eyes, his touch was hard but what she kept from him was harder but her mind told her he didnt deserve anything from her anymore. With tears falling down her cheeks she fell asleep.
Craigs P.O.V.
She walked away well ran away, I wanted to go after but my feet wouldn't move. I had hurt her more than I had ever imagined. Her eyes, oh god her eyes, what I saw in them made me feel lower than dirt, How could I the guy who was supposed to protect and love her cause her so much pain. I'm an idiot, I let her go, I didnt even fight for her. I was so used to her always being there and always coming back to me with me just saying there simple words that I thought it was the same in this case, but it wasn't. I was so sure of her love that I never even thought of losing her, or maybe it was cause she loved me so much that she left? wait no that sounds stupid. She didn't even give me time to explain to her what had happened with Ellie, it was a mistake, the biggest mistake of my life..so far. I was extremely drunk, who knows what I said to Ellie that led us to having sex.