This is connected to the death scene in The Six Thatchers. This does have the name of the character that died! Thus, spoiler warning. I typed this as a quick inner battle in is connected to the death scene in The Six Thatchers. This does have the name of the character that died! Thus, spoiler warning. I typed this as a quick inner battle in Sherlock.
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Empty. This is what people mean when they state that they feel empty inside. Why did John make him this way? Mycroft was right; He is always right. Sympathy, empathy, sentiment… They are all useless emotions created to cater to the weak. God be damned if he considered Sherlock as weak.
Even so, this damn needle in Sherlock's chest plunged deeper and deeper with each self-conscious thought. This was his doing in John's mind. He killed Mary. He ruined John's life. Unlike Sherlock, Mary cannot come back. Right now Sherlock would do anything to trade spots with her. Anything to make John happy. Anything to make sure this never happens to John, Mycroft, Mrs. Hudson, Greg Lestrade, Molly Hooper. Under his watch, this will not happen again.