Rating: PG
Summary: Cath's POV, she is realizing she's in love with grissom. Really short introduction. The rest of the chapters will probably be short too.
Disclaimer: I don't own CSI, or anything in it. I don't own anybody, cept for Karen, the day shift supervisor.
THINGS I'LL NEVER SAY
I was walking down the halls when he passed me. He was just entering as I was leaving. My heart fluttered, but I didn't show it. I waved and tapped him on the shoulder with the folder I was holding. "Hey, Gil, see ya later!" I am a little nervous about the meeting tomorrow. It was just for Grissom, Ecklie, Karen, and I. I admit, I am a little scared of Ecklie. He can be frightening, but I never show my fear to him. Anyway, Ecklie is giving us a review on our supervising skills. I have been pretty prepared for this. I have my reviews from Nick, Warrick, Greg, Mia, and Sara. Sofia was supposed to turn it in, but I guess she doesn't know me well enough to review me. Grissom, well, I don't expect much from him concidering him and paperwork. I'll be surprised if he even has his reviews. Or if he comes. He's so disorganized, but he has that charisma. No, he has brains. He has an attitude that shows he doesn't care. What am I saying? I don't like Grissom that way. We are just friends. I finally got to my car, when I ran into Sofia. She handed me a packet of papers: my review. "Thank you so much Sofia. I know we don't know eachother that well and that we aren't even on the same team, but I need all the reviews I can get." I waved good-bye, and hopped in my car. I was just sitting in the seat, and I looked at the review she gave me. She said that I was a pretty good leader, but that I shouldn't have this job because I was meant to be on graveshift so I could see my daughter. I knew as soon as I read that line that she just wanted the job for herself. Although I have been missing Lindsay lately. But she knows as well as I that I need this job to support her. And I have always wanted to be supervisor. Although I hate missing out on her life. I really do. I love her and want to see her grow up. If only I had two incomes coming in. Then maybe I could be home more often. But there's nothing I can do now. I started the car and backed out of the parking lot. I could see Grissom though the window.