Kind of inspired by my desire to write a certain crack pairing involving Krad and Argentine, and also kind of inspired by my desire to make Krad as possibly OOC as I can and write him in a way I hope I (or anyone else) never write him again. Enjoy!
Chapter 1: 'I'm Sorry' by Voltaire. KradSatoshi.
Chapter 2: 'What I've Done' by Linkin Park. KradDaisuke.
Chapter 3: 'Who I Am Hates Who I've Been' by Relient K. KradDark.
Chapter 4: 'Almost Easy' by Avenged Sevenfold. KradArgentine.
A/N: The names listed above don't necessarily mean it'll be any sort of slash or pairing, but rather those are the characters the chapter will focus on. There will be a certain 'connection' between Krad and each, but no 'I love you' crap for the most part. That's all!
Life has a way of making you humble
Day after day it's bringing you to your knees
All's okay, then everything crumbles
And all that you perceive is blowing away
"When did it all start messing up so badly?" Krad muttered to himself, distress in his voice.
Satoshi, naturally, didn't give a rat's ass about his angel, but to hear him so upset was rare-- a rare chance to make his life as much hell as possible. "What's your problem now?" He wondered, trying to put as much concern in his voice as he could.
"It's nothing," the angel grumbled; Satoshi was the last person he needed to go telling about such a thing.
"I'll find out sooner or later," the boy pointed out, "So you might as well tell me now."
But while I'm tearing at the seams
I'll apologize to anything
I'm sorry...
Sometimes, Krad hated when his tamer was right, and this just so happened to be one of those very inconvenient times. "I'm confused," he admitted, "I feel..." he stopped there and laughed slightly, "shouldn't that be enough to raise some red flags? That I feel at all?"
Satoshi noticed the forlorn tone in his angel's voice, and knew something serious was up. "You feel, so what? Everyone does it, you just usually have an expert way of acting like a bastard while you're doing it."
All's black and white when you're just a baby
You get some hair on your chin
You think you know everything
Years go by then everything's "maybe"
And all that you believe
Drowns in a sea of gray
"That's just it," the golden-eyed boy said, "I can't help but feel...sorry for being like that all those times."
"You can't possibly be regretting your entire life," the bluenette said, "I won't buy it."
"You don't have to, but... I think it's the truth."
But while I'm tearing at the seams
I'll apologize to anything
"You think?" Krad thought many things and Satoshi wasn't convinced any of them were reasonable (even by Krad's interpretation of the word).
"Yes," the blonde confirmed, "I'm not sure, but... Satoshi-san, I want to apologize to you."
I'm sorry, I'm selfish
Im sorry, I behave this way
I'm sorry, couldn't help it
I'm sorry that you lost your faith in me,
We lost our faith in me
The words sunk through Satoshi like a body sinking in a frigid lake. Krad apologized. To him. Krad was sorry for what he'd done. Moreover, Krad had called him -san, something he had never before done in his life, not even mockingly.
"You're tired," the icy-eyed (hearted?) boy said simply, "You don't mean a bit of this, so shut up and start making sense."
"But I am serio-"
"No,"Satoshi cut him off, disgust lacing his very thoughts, "Don't you dare try to apologize to me. Don't even think for a minute that I'd accept an apology from someone like you."
But while I'm tearing at the seams
I'll apologize to anything
"Satoshi..." Krad felt a lump in his throat and he bit it down. He wouldn't break down in a mess just because of a few harsh words, but his soul was torn to shred by the daggers uttered from his tamer's mouth.
"I hate you, Krad," Satoshi told him, "I will never forgive you for what you've done. I hope you are sorry, I hope you do suffer and feel regret for everything you've done. You deserve to be in as much misery as you've put me through."
There was nothing Krad could say to that, and silence filled the connection between the two.
I'm sorry, I'm selfish
Im sorry, i behave this way
I'm sorry, couldn't help it
"You're right," Krad said finally, "I do... for everything I've put you through... I'm sorry."
I'm sorry that you lost your faith
I'm sorry that it rains
"If I could erase my very existence and take your memories with me, Satoshi, I would."
I'm sorry I ever came
I'm sorry, sorry
It was meant to be very angsty and have you feel bad for Krad. If you didn't... well, you're as bad as Satoshi, who was very much a bastard to poor Krad. Now, I'm not saying that Krad shouldn't suffer, but let's face it: Anyone who's regretting that much is going to be sorry no matter what, maybe even more so if they are forgiven. I suppose we'll see what happens next chapter. Hope you enjoyed!
