Finding happiness

Closing the door of her hotel room behind her, Teresa Lisbon slowly turned around, her heart fluttering in her chest. They were finally alone, just her and him. Jane. The happiness that filled her was all encompassing, never before had she felt anything like it in her life. Smiling, she dropped her bags right where she stood and stepped closer to him, her arms reaching out to wrap around him. She needed to be close to him, feel him, remind herself that this war real – that he wanted this just as much as she did. That he wanted her.

He was nervous. Now that they were alone he suddenly felt insecure, like a teenager on his first date, not sure what it was that she wanted or expected from him now. It was an unfamiliar feeling for Patrick Jane. He still couldn`t believe she was really there. That she came back because of him. That she wanted to be with him. That she wanted him.

He raised his head just in time to see her turn around with this beautiful smile on her face. The same smile she had given him back at the TSA`s office. He had never seen her smile like that before and now as then it caused his heart to beat faster, butterflies spreading in his stomach. His nervousness faded as soon as she stepped into his embrace, her hands wandering beneath his jacket, sliding over his back. He wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her close and without further thinking he lowered his head to hers and kissed her.

This time there was no one around to interrupt them, nothing between them. Bodies pressed close together they got completely lost in their kiss, exploring each other, pouring all the emotions into it they had held back for so long. Lisbon`s hands came up to hold Jane`s face, gently caressing his cheeks with her thumbs. They slowly, reluctantly broke the kiss, returning to each other`s lips a couple of times, parting with soft smacking noises until finally they rested their foreheads on each other, smiling.

Jane`s hands slowly slid up and down her back, feeling the soft material of her blouse. He wanted to slip his hands under it, feel her hot smooth skin under his fingertips. He also wanted to run his hands over her firm buttocks, grab it and pull her even closer to his body, bring her into contact with his male flesh pulsating in his pants, stiffening more every second.

But he didn`t dare any of it, unsure whether Lisbon wanted to take this step already or not. He wanted her badly, everything in him craving to touch the beautiful woman in his arms, make her his but he would let her set the pace. He was just so incredibly grateful that she was giving him this chance, he wouldn`t do anything to scare her away again.

Her hands had dropped to his chest, feeling his madly racing heartbeat under his clothes. If he had dared to do the same he would have felt that hers was beating just as fast as his. He cleared his throat and licked his lips. When he spoke his voice was low and sexy, sending shivers up and down Lisbon`s spine.

"I probably should go have a shower. I spent all night in these clothes in that stifling interrogation room."

Was he really serious? A shower was the last thing on her mind right now and Lisbon felt a little irritated which instantly turned into tenderness when she looked into Jane`s eyes. For a second she had wondered if maybe he still wasn`t ready or maybe he didn`t want her as much as she wanted him. But his eyes told her the truth, the desire in them unmistakable, making her skin tingle. She also felt his insecurity, realizing that he needed her to give him permission.

She let her hands wander down his chest, his stomach and slipped them under his shirt. He felt wonderful, strong. She lightly scratched his skin and his grip on her waist tightened. Leaning in for another kiss she whispered against his lips "I don`t mind".

When she brushed over his sensitive nipples Jane`s control over his body faded, lust taking over. His mouth descended on hers, his tongue demanding entrance that she willingly granted. This time he did grab her ass, pulling her against his by now rock-hard erection. She moaned into his mouth, pressing against him.

Still kissing he turned them, walking her slowly backwards to the bed. Lisbon pushed the jacket down his shoulders, starting to unbutton his shirt but stopped to allow Jane to pull her blouse over her head. He looked at her bra-covered breasts, mesmerized, unconsciously licking his lips.

His hot gaze was burning her, her chest flushed with arousal, heaving rapidly. But she let him look, knowing he was committing her to his memory for all times. Finally, his hands came up to slip the straps of her bra slowly off her shoulders, then reached around to open it, letting it fall to the ground.

Her breasts were beautiful – full and round, perfectly shaped. Jane filled his hands with them, feeling their weight in his palms. They were firm, the flesh incredibly soft, the nipples hard little buds that called for his attention. He started teasing them, delighted when Lisbon grabbed his arms to steady herself, her head falling back to expose her neck to him.

He planted kisses everywhere, her chest, her shoulders, her neck. When he reached her mouth again he stopped teasing her breasts to wrap his arms tightly around her waist. Lisbon resumed unbuttoning his shirt, pressing her breasts against his naked chest, rubbing her hard nubs against it. The friction was delicious, translating directly to her groin. Her panties that had already been soaking wet received a new gush of wetness. The scent of her arousal was strong. Jane inhaled deeply, his cock straining uncomfortably against his clothes.

"Teresa"

Locking his eyes with hers he opened her pants, sliding them over her hips and letting them drop down her legs. Then he did the same with her panties. Lisbon kicked off her shoes and stepped out of her clothes, pushing them aside with one foot. She was naked while Jane was still mostly closed. Before she could do something to change that his hands were on her ass again, lifting her. His move surprised her but she immediately wrapped her legs around him, her fingers winding into his delicious golden curls.

She kissed him passionately while he kneaded her buttocks, pressing her naked flesh against the bulge in his pants. It felt big. She felt more wetness dripping from her core, knowing that she made a mess of his clothes and loving it. Jane somehow managed to get them onto the bed, carefully lying her down on her back. Sitting back on his heels he stared down at her, trying to get his breathing under control.

The sight of his beautiful Teresa spread out like this for him made his eyes water with tears. She was gorgeous, even more so than he had imagined in thousands of fantasies.

"Patrick"

Her voice was sultry and he shivered hearing her say his name like that. He looked at her face and she smiled at him, then bit her lower lip. Slowly, she raised her arms above her head and let her legs fall open, exposing everything to his hungry eyes. It nearly made him come in his pants and he felt self-conscious again. It had been quite a while for him.

Lisbon saw the flicker of worry on his face and knew exactly what he was thinking. Reaching for his shirt lapels she pulled him down on top of her. Holding his face between her hands she kissed him gently then whispered "don`t worry".

"I don`t want to disappoint you."

She reached for him, caressing him through his pants. Damn, he WAS big. A wicked smile played on her lips.

"I don`t think that`s even possible. Show me what you got in there."

She let go of him and he sat back up, shrugging out of his shirt and tossing it aside. Then he reached for his fly, carefully sliding the zipper down. He pushed his pants down in the front and his erection sprang free, standing up tall and dripping. It was aching but Jane suppressed the urge to touch himself and instead pushed his pants all the way down until he was as naked as her.

Lisbon sat up, reaching for him, stroking him slowly. He felt wonderful in her hands, long and thick, the head like a fat plum. And hard – very, very hard. She knew he would fill her like no one else had before and she shivered in anticipation.

"Jane, it`s so beautiful. You`ll be feeling so good. I want you inside of me. Please."

Her words touched him and he wanted nothing more than to fulfil her wish. Grabbing her hair he gently pulled her head back and pressed his lips to hers, kissing her while he pushed her back on her back, hovering above her.

All worry had left his mind, he was focused just on her and what they were about to do, the enormity of it almost taking his breath away. He took himself in hand and brushed through her soft folds, opening her, rubbing over her engorged clit with the head of his cock. She moaned deep in her throat.

"Jane, please."

He placed himself at her entrance, pushing carefully. She was incredibly wet but also very tight and he watched her face closely for her reactions, not wanting to hurt her. She pulled her legs up higher, trying to give him the best access. When she looked at him her eyes were dark pools of lust.

"More. I want all of you."

Jane pulled back almost completely then pushed back in, a little deeper this time, repeating the action until he was firmly buried inside her, his balls resting on her buttocks, the sounds Lisbon made nearly driving him insane. She had wrapped her hands around his biceps as best she could, her heels now digging into his backside. Jane was shaking with the effort to hold back, almost losing it when she wiggled her cute little butt.

"Jane."

He looked at her, his face just inches from hers, inhaling her sweet breath.

"Fuck me."

Something inside him just snapped at her blunt request and he did. He pushed up on his arms and started pounding into her, her nails digging into his flesh spurring him on, his sweat dripping on her breasts. Lisbon came hard, crying out his name, her walls clutching him like a vise. He tried to hold out but when he felt her small hands on his ass, scratching him, pulling him into her, he let go with a shout, shooting jet after jet of hot cum into her body, triggering another orgasm from her.

They lay side by side trying to catch their breaths. When he had recovered enough to move Jane propped himself up on his elbow, looking down at her. Running his hand over her body he told her what an amazing and beautiful woman she was. She turned to him, smiling.

"I told you."

"Told me what?"

"It`s impossible for you to disappoint me."

The delighted smile on his face send a million butterflies flying inside of her and she knew without a doubt that this was the best decision she had ever made in her life. Scooting closer she pressed her body to his and they got lost in another kiss. Jane rolled to his back, Lisbon straddling him. She felt him stir between her legs again.

"Ready for another round?"

She took hold of him, squeezing lightly. He moaned.

"I`m sure you can motivate him."

They looked at each other in that particular way they had perfected over the years, a smug smile playing on his lips. She took the challenge, sliding down his body.

"I know I can."

Just a whisper before she lowered her head and took him into her mouth, tasting their mixed juices on his skin and humming in pleasure. He was hard again in seconds but she kept working him with her mouth and hands, enjoying the power she had over him. Lisbon wouldn`t have minded if he had come inside her mouth but Jane had other ideas. After a couple of minutes he carefully disengaged himself from her grip and pulled her up again, ignoring the cute pout on her lips. It was his time for a blunt request.

"Ride me."

Excitement shot through her body and she raised up on her knees, guiding him to her opening. They both watched as she slowly impaled herself on his thick shaft, the visual almost enough to make her come. He was splitting her wide open but she didn`t stop until every inch of him was stuffed inside her. Leaning back, she braced her hands on his thighs and started slowly rotating her hips. Oh, that felt good!

She increased her speed and Jane watched her breasts bounce enticingly. He put his hands on them, squeezing, rolling the nipples between his fingers. He needed his mouth on them and sat up, thoroughly sucking first one then the other nipple. It drove her wild, her hands now digging into his shoulders while she slammed up and down on him.

When her movements became more and more uncoordinated Jane wrapped his arms tightly around her, pulling her back down to lie on his chest while he thrust forcefully up into her. They came together, shaking with the force of their release, holding each other closely. They fell asleep almost immediately, the long emotional night at the airport and their lovemaking having exhausted them completely.

Lisbon woke again to the feel of soft fingers on her back. She turned around, greeting her new lover with a soft smile. The late afternoon sun was streaming through the balcony door making Jane`s hair look like a golden halo around his head. She ran her fingers through it and he grabbed her hand, kissing her fingertips.

"Hey."

"Hi."

"Sorry that I woke you up. I just needed to convince myself that you are really here. That this isn`t just another dream."

She kissed him softly.

"I am real. And I have no intention of leaving."

He looked at her for a while, stroking her. She knew there was something he wanted to say, something he wasn`t sure about. She waited.

"What made you come back?"

"You did. You – what you said on the plane – I`ve been longing to hear that from you for so long. I never really wanted to leave."

He thought about it for a moment.

"But still you almost did. Why?"

Her heart ached thinking about what she had done. She wished she could undo the past weeks, all the mistakes and misunderstandings between them. But that wasn`t possible. At least she owed him an explanation. A single tear ran down her cheek and he wiped it away.

"Don`t cry, my love. I`m just trying to understand."

She put her hand on his cheek and he held it there.

"I thought you would never tell me. That you just couldn`t. It hurt. Thinking that things between us would never change hurt so much. I didn`t think I could live like that anymore. And so I tried to run away. Marcus – he was offering me an opportunity and I took it. I tried to protect myself."

"I understand. I`m sorry that-"

She put her fingers on his lips, silencing him.

"Don`t. I`m the one who needs to apologize for –" betraying you, she thought but couldn`t say it out loud "-for everything I`ve done in the past weeks."

He pulled her close, gently gripping her chin.

"I love you, Teresa."

More tears spilled but her smile was full of happiness. Jane kissed her tears away and she whispered in his ear.

"This is the best that ever happened to me. You make me so happy."

Holding her close, he tried hard not to cry himself. After a while he said "I could really use that shower now" waggling his eyebrows at her.

She giggled, the sound like music to his ears. Grabbing her hand he pulled her off the bed and towards the bathroom. Eyeing his towering erection, she gave it a playful squeeze.

"First shower, then food. I`m starving!"

He grinned. "Sounds like a perfect plan."

After so many years, he was finally and truly happy again.