Hey peoples sup. Well like I'm a noob on fanfiction so yah and this is my first story ~woot woot~ yeah any way I hope you like it and make sure you review honestly 'coz you wont hurt my feelings it will just drive me to try and write better. So yah

I don't own any characters in this story I only love JACOB BLACK. WOOT WOOT TEAM JACOB ALL THE WAY PEOPLE

Bella's POV

It was a cold Saturday night and I was at my new boyfriend Edward Cullen's house. Edward was sitting on the white love seat couch in the living room with the rest of his family watching the news on his wide screen plasma TV. I was sitting in his lap holding his cold perfect marble hands around my waist I was really bored just sitting there watching his perfect family but I didn't let it show. I was thinking of all the things we could be doing as I moved Edward's cold hands from around my waist slowly sliding off of his lap, which to me felt like I was sitting on an ice glacier and I started pulling him off the couch. The rest of the Cullens angelic faces glanced at us for a second before they turned their attention back to their oversized plasma TV all except Rosalie who stared at me with an icy glare that had a hint of suspicion in it. Her eyes were following me as I lead Edward up the stairs, down the hall and through his bedroom door.

His bedroom was easy to find I let go of his hand and he sat down on his black leather lounge as I went to close the door behind us to give us some privacy. I slowly walked toward him sitting on his icy lap with my legs wrapped around his cold marble like waist holding his perfect angelic face between my warm hands slowly moving my head forward and softly crushing my warm lips against his cold lips; he didn't move so I went to kiss him again but the kiss was transferred to his cheek as he turned his face away from mine looking out the window he slowly started unwrapping my legs from his body. I got up from his lap and watched him get up after me moving towards the door that I was standing in front of blocking his way out. I thought something was wrong but I pushed the thought to the back of my head not really caring about the problem surly this would make him happy. He stood in front of me waiting for me to move his patience decreasing but not by much because he knew I couldn't stand there all night we stared at each other for a full eight minutes before I gave in and took a step forward wrapping my arms around his cold body, again he didn't move but instead closed his eyes in annoyance I knew he wouldn't give me what I wanted freely and if I had to annoy him to get what I wanted then that was the way it would be. I looked up at him he was looking down at me his eyes piercing me like a knife I flinched at the dagger like look he was giving me but soon resumed on my mission to seduce him although my chances of succeeding were swiftly decreasing and the out come was looking bad but I had to keep my control even if I didn't succeed or else I would lose yet again another boyfriend but I took he risk anyway as I reached up and crushed my lips against his trying to slide my tongue inside his mouth but his lips were slammed tightly together so I decided to kiss down his jaw down his neck slowly reaching his collar bone he flinched slightly as I started un buttoning his shirt I had unbuttoned four buttons before he pushed me away and turned around to button up the four buttons I had managed to get undone I looked down feeling slightly unwanted trying to stop my self from overreacting knowing that I had failed my personal mission but I couldn't refrain myself

"What's wrong with you" I said slightly annoyed Edward scoffed and looked at me in disbelief

"What's wrong with me" he scoffed again "You're the one with the problem" I looked at him abashed by what I had done and feeling slightly offended by what he had said. I swallowed and said in an irritated voice

"And what is wrong with me" he laughed in disbelief

"Oh I don't know why don't you tell me since you're the one that knows everything" I was taken aback by his answer.

"I'm sorry, but what's wrong with wanting to get closer to you, to feel you inside me, to feel loved by you" I said feeling a bit upset Edward chuckled and then sighed and I could tell he was trying to rearrange the words for his answer in his head so that they didn't sound a bad as his original choice of words he looked down and moved his fingers through his naturally ruffled golden bronze hair then he looked up " this is going to sound really bad but it's the truth and well there really isn't any other way to put this" he exhaled a little louder than a normal person would running his fingers through his hair again and placing his hands on my shoulders as if trying to keep me from floating away or in this case escaping from the words he was about to cut me with.

I could feel every bit of pressure it hurt a bit but I didn't say anything I just took the pain and let him continue " you see Bella there are a lot of things wrong with you wanting to get closer to me as you so willingly put it"

"Like what" I said cutting into his sentence

" Well for one" he continued "we have only been dating for one and a half weeks" "so who cares" I said "and secondly" he continued a little more irritated this time " I don't want to have sex with you" this made me feel very unwanted " the reason for this is that I don't think this relationship is going to survive the night" I was upset about this but I was determined to hide the evidence struggling to hold back the tears as he continued "and thirdly don't you think your acting a bit slutty by trying to convince me to have sex with you" he took his hands off my shoulders sighing in relief as I swallowed the huge lump that had developed in my throat and stopped struggling to fight back the tears that were now running down my face I was looking down at my feet but then after wiping the fresh tears that were pouring out of the corners of my eyes leaving tear stained tracks where the tears had slid down my face I looked up staring into his ravenous black eyes seeing that his expression was as unaffected as It had been before we had talked possibly better I swallowed again before I said to him in a broken voice " I'm glad you got that off your chest"

"Yeah me too" he said with a smile on his face which faded as I finished what I was saying

" Your probably right about the relationship not lasting the night" I looked down and swallowed again and a fresh set of tears poured out of my eyes I saw the corners of his moth turn up slightly through the corner of my eye

"Yeah there's no doubt about that"

"I'm glad you think that way because at least I know your life wont have any affect if I leave"

"Well that's not totally true because my life would actually be a lot better because I wouldn't have to listen to our annoying voice" I looked up angrily

"Of course it will because you won't have to put up with the annoying slut as you so willingly put it standing in front of you"

"Now that's a real plus," he said happily I growled as I opened the door anger filling through me I turned " I guess its over between us then"

"That would be correct" he replied " I'll see you at school on Monday" I paused then continued

"Or hell whichever comes first"

"Ugh Bella don't go turning suicidal now just because of what happened tonight" "who said anything about me killing myself" I snapped back angrily

"Well you just said correct me if I'm wrong ' I'll see you at school on Monday or hell whichever comes first' so what other choice is there than to assume that your going to kill yourself"

"Well of course I'm not going to kill myself," I said

"Phew thank god for that"

"I'll just get someone else to do it for me" then I slammed the door and walked out of the house towards my truck leaving Edward to stand there in his room to think about what had just happened I opened he truck door and jumped in slamming it behind me and drove off at full speed towards my house tears streaming out of my eyes drenching my now flushed face and blurring my vision so I pulled over for a bit stashing my keys in my jacket pocket relaxing my head against the head rest, I slowly closed my sore and swollen eyes and drifted into a peaceful slumber.