This fic was in spired by my favorite song"Yesterday" by the the Beatles I listened to it on repeat the whole time I wrote this chapter!

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Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away

Now it looks as though they're here to stay

Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly I'm not half the man I used to be

There's a shadow hanging over me

Oh, yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go

I don't know, she wouldn't say

I said something wrong

Now I long for yesterday

Yesterday love was such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believe in yesterday

Why'd she have to go?

I don't know, she wouldn't say

I said something wrong

Now I long for yesterday

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"Did you have fun at school honey?" Olivia asked as she turned her rearview mirror to look into Noah's big blue eyes.

"Yep! I saw a lizard today! And guess what..!" He responded excitedly.

"Umm..you ate it!?" Olivia scrunched up her nose.

"No!!" Noah giggled "I held it! "

"Ewww!" Olivia faked a grossed out face and laughed.

Noah was her little boy, her sweet baby. She loved him with all her heart.

Those were the last thoughts she remembered before she heard the loud screech of metal crashing and blacked out.

EOEOEO

"NOAH!! NOAH!!

Olivia had just come to, She looked around her she realized she was pinned to her her seat by a pole penetrating her abdomen. Her whole body shook and she was bleeding from various places. She could see a smoking car a few feet from hers. Only one thing was different. The drunk driver emerged from his car. Unscathed. And here she was unable to turn around and see if her son was ok. Bleeding. Probably dying. She managed to reach her portable a few feet from her.

"SVU to portable. MVC, officer severely injured. Child in backseat critical and unresponsive...please hurry." Olivia was crying now. All she could think about was Noah.

EOEOEO

"NOAH! NOAH! PLEASE NOAH IT'S MOMMY!"

She franticlly yelled as she used up all her enegry. She sobbed she got a look at her body. She was a human shish kabob, her arm was severely broken, bones were poking out of her thigh.

"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god." Olivia whispered to herself as she realized the severity of the situation. "Oh my god..oh god."

Finally she heard sirens.

EOEOEOE

"Where's Liv?" Fin asked Nick as he walked to his desk.

"I don't know..how would I know?" Nick answered as he took a sip of coffe.

"Man! Your her partner!" Fin exclaimed. He had always cared for Olivia like a little sister even though she was technically his boss.

Rollins looked over her computer screen "She went to go pick up Noah from school." She said matter of a factly

"See! This is what I'm talking about! She's more of a partner then you are!" Fin said

Nick just have him a look and laughed.

Just then Fin's phone rang.

"Tutuola."

A monotone voice responded "there's been an accident"

Fin's smile was wiped off his face.

EOEOEO

Olivia saw a fleet of fire trucks and ambulances coming down the block, she also saw two police cars. She sobbed in relief as she already knew who was in them.

EOEOEOE

Fin, Rollins, Carisi, and Nick all crowded into a police car and drove down the street. Fin felt like this was the longest ten minute drive of his life. Everyone felt the same way. Nobody spoke. Nobody breathed.

They pulled up at the same time as the EMTs and the firefighters. A couple feet away was a heaping mass of metal that used to be Liv's car. As they all got out they noticed a car only a few feet of Liv's. Both yhe car and the driver looked pretty unscathed. Fin felt the anger boil up in him as he stormed closer to the driver. The driver was very drunk as he toppled around on the sidewalk. Fin got up to his face, rage boiling over.

"What did you do!" He yelled. The man just spat and chuckled, to stoned to respond. Fin felt his hand ball into a fist as he raised it and swang. Only to have missed because Nick and Carisi were now behind him holding his arm.

"Man..were all angry but that's just going to make it worse." Carisi whispered into his ear.

Fin just shook his head. "How could he do this..at least let me arrest the motherfucker."

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Olivia saw her whole squad get out the car, she knew Fin would go right for that drunk bitch, and he sure did. Nick and Carisi stopped him from killing the dude, but Fin still arrested him with such anger he could barely mutter the Miranda rights.

A firefighter and a EMT bent down and broke the windshield "Lieutenant? Can you hear me?" The EMT asked as he poked his hand in through the window and checked her pulse. "Noah..Noah" she managed to mutter before she started coughing up blood. Her chest stung as the blood shot from her mouth. Then she felt her heart stop and she sucked in her last breath thinking of her son.

Dun dun!!! Now all those who follow me for Greys..the new level 0 chapter is coming out tomorow..December 15! I think I might stay up and write the second chapter of this story.

Read my new fanfic "November Twenty-third!"