Dear Cho,
You have to know the truth. No one seems to know, I feel alone. If I'm the 'Boy who Lived' then why am I so depressed? I have nothing to live for, my home, where I live, is filled with 3 people that hate me, despise me. They only sent me here so I could get away from them.
If people say I'm one of the greatest kids ever why do I live such a sad life? It was something I couldn't control, my mom should be the famous one. Not me, I'm just a boy that lived through a curse because of my mom and now I'm famous.
I wouldn't mind, if he would've killed me that day. Or last year. Or the year before that and so on. Why do people say I'm couragous if home is what I fear the most?
Why can't I go around without people staring at me. I'm alone, I feel alone, if I fall, will you still love me? Will I still be the 'Boy who lived?'
This is the real me:
No break to go back home cause it's what I fear the most,
I left my purpose somewhere back in the sands of time,
I watched my parents die before I knew my name ,
I know there's nothing true 'bout what they say about me, yeah
I watched a good friend go the same way as my dad,
After all I know he's after me and won't rest 'til I'm dead,
I really don't mind what happens to their thoughts of me,
As long as you'll be only one who knows the truth,
If I go wrong and let thousands of 'em die,
Will you still love me, anyway?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there to help me through?
I'll keep you by my side but I'm not what I appear to be,
It's my life.
Some think I'm strong, you know I'm weak,
It's my secret I want you to keep,
You took for granted all the times I saved someone,
You stumbled in and bumped your head,
Not for me then you would be dead,
But without you, I would be too,
If I let go,
Will you still love me anyway?
If I'm here for you can you still do the same for me?
I'll keep you here with me as long as it is in my hands,
The truth's with you... Yeah!!
If I go crazy then will you still call me 'The Boy who Lived?'
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?
I'll love for forever as long as you do the same for me.
Is this what life's meant out to be?
I love you Cho. Please, know the truth about me. Will you still love me anyway?
Harry