He would always smile when I lashed out at him.
His eyes would light up when ever I pushed him away.
When I told him how much I hated his guts he would alway say he loves me.
I treated him like trash and he looked at me as though I was a delicate flower.
Was it fine with him that I acted this way?
Why wouldn't he get mad?
Does he..
Just not care that I hate him?
Or, that he thinks I do..?
Why isn't he heartbroken?
He must be lying when he says he wants me.
What does he want?
Is it something I have, what does he gain from all this?
"Oi."
A voice snatches me from my thoughts.
"What!?Can't you see I'm thinking?"
"I can't see what's in your mind. Idiot"
There it is again. That smirk, just nearly visibly forming on his lips.
On my way to school again, with Doumeki.
how can Himawari stand this guy, how can I stand this guy even just a little.
And to think she even says we make "good friends" bluh,
With this guy? No way!
Speaking of Kunogi, I wonder if she'll notice how I prepared the bento the
exactly way she likes it the most, I even through in something a little different that I've been wanting to try making but never really got around to it until now, and I'm actually quite proud of how it turned out.
"What's for lunch?"
"I swear, you have three stomachs just like the cow you are Doumeki, food is all you ever think about isn't it?!"
I knew he would ask,
Sometimes I wonder why a bother making a scene when ever it is he chooses to
ask the inevitable.
"Only your food."
I feel my face start to heat up and I immediately turn away.
"Something wrong?"
Doumeki says, the sarcastic tone in his voice more apparent than usual.
"I just can't stand to look at your stupid face anymore, seriously, I think I might hurl."
"Sure."
"EXCUSE ME?! ARE YOU DOUTING THE INTEGRITY OF MY SITUATION HERE?! Seriously! I don't even know how your own mother can look at you..."
I almost forgot I was carrying the Benton in my little temper tantrum when I started flailing my arms about.
"Not at all."
His smirk grew in to a full on grin on his stupid face, Bastard.
He makes me sick.
Finally, we arrived at the school, just barley in time.
Even since this jerk started "escorting" me to school, we've had close calls like this nearly every day.
Though, I admit it's nice not to have spirits hanging over your back all the time.
No, what am I saying, Doumeki is MUCH worse than any spirit I've ever encountered. Why did stupid Doumeki have to walk with me instead of Himawari? What did Yuko have against her anyway? She never wanted me and Himawari to be alone. Dumb stupid Doumeki had to babysit me.
The two of them really get on my nerves.
"Oi."
"For the last time my name is NOT 'Oi'!"
"Kimihiro"
" You know, it's rude to call someone by there given name if your not there friend, in fact, it's down right disrespectful, learn your manners."
Ha! That's gotta hurt!
In fact, maybe I went a little TOO far!
Oh Kimihiro Watanuki you dog!
"Were here."
"No, really? I couldn't tell."
He doesn't even flinch. Nothing. No reaction, no comments.
Nothing.
This is what I mean when I say,
He must not care.
A/N: Please review!