Why can't I say that I'm in love? All I wanted to do now, is to proclaim my love for you right here. To yell it through the busiest streets of the city. But I can't. It's not that I don't have a voice, I do. It's more like, you're standing right there in front of me. With her.
You're staring at me and I'm staring at you. You thought I was dead didn't you? I know I have been missing for quite some time but I am not dead. Well not physically.
I came all this way to see you. To tell you that I love you, that I won't ever disappear like that again. I'm too late aren't I? You've moved on. Into a life without me. I should accept that, I can't hold it against you. I disappeared without telling you how I felt. It doesn't matter anymore.
I smile at you and give an understanding nod. Letting my emotions show on my face, my love for you, adoration but mostly my hurt. I see understanding cross your face. Panic seems to take over but before you can act, I mouth to you "I love you".
A lonely tear slides down my face. I turn around and disappear again. I was too late, he'd moved on. Maybe we weren't meant to be together, for the long run. It was time to say goodbye. As long as you can live on and be happy. That's all I ask. I hope that she makes you happy in a way that I couldn't.
Don't you worry about me. I'll be fine once I can breath. I'll find a way to deal, I always do. I just still wished, that I was the one that was meant for you.