This is a suicide note from Haruka just something I came up with when I was board so read and review please.- Tux. H
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Okay I suppose that I should tell you this. Many years ago, god I can't believe I'm telling you this, but I was abused. Sexually abused, I'm not telling you who by or what happened. I buried if for so long that for some strange reason it only resurfaced these past weeks with the dreams of the Silence. I want no pity; I HATE pity and I want no one to feel sorry for me either. That is basically why I'm lying here in my own blood or what ever you have found me in.
I wanted to end my life, as hey what's the point of keeping a secret that will only kill you in the end. I've taken my own life so that those emotions won't. And if I was to tell anyone then well can't you just see where that is heading, counselling. Having to open up and tell people why I feel like this, having to tell them every small part of my life. But hey I don't want to; I am the Distant one and forever will be distant. I'll always be the wind the one thing I have truly been after yet could never reach.
I'm sorry Michi I couldn't go on. Hey guys look after her for me will you. But don't cry hun you'll find someone else and I'll watch over you forever. Remember my ocean goddess I always have and always will love you; ever since I first laid eyes on you I have loved you.
Love
Haruka Tenoh/Sailor Uranus
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Okay I suppose that I should tell you this. Many years ago, god I can't believe I'm telling you this, but I was abused. Sexually abused, I'm not telling you who by or what happened. I buried if for so long that for some strange reason it only resurfaced these past weeks with the dreams of the Silence. I want no pity; I HATE pity and I want no one to feel sorry for me either. That is basically why I'm lying here in my own blood or what ever you have found me in.
I wanted to end my life, as hey what's the point of keeping a secret that will only kill you in the end. I've taken my own life so that those emotions won't. And if I was to tell anyone then well can't you just see where that is heading, counselling. Having to open up and tell people why I feel like this, having to tell them every small part of my life. But hey I don't want to; I am the Distant one and forever will be distant. I'll always be the wind the one thing I have truly been after yet could never reach.
I'm sorry Michi I couldn't go on. Hey guys look after her for me will you. But don't cry hun you'll find someone else and I'll watch over you forever. Remember my ocean goddess I always have and always will love you; ever since I first laid eyes on you I have loved you.
Love
Haruka Tenoh/Sailor Uranus