It burns a path through you
This feeling of hunger consuming your mind
Clawing to reach a place that is beyond you
An insatiable lust
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You lay confused in wake of this feeling
A well merited emotion as such
You have attempted to fill the void that is lead inside
Bottomless, heavy as it readily and slowly burns a path a fire
Nothing can bring an end to this
A simple state of being which brings you pain
Head beating as a drum with the need
Chest constricting with the heat, the want of the thing which you so desire but cannot attain
Body striving toward what is hidden in the shadows
Something of which you know nothing about
Except for the lust for what is
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Unspeakable events are shown to the ones who live among you
They turn away in fright
An emotion which emits the caressing touch of seduction, so powerful it draws you in
The web of lies and sin, virtues forgotten as you try to fill
And the hunger is lost, for the time being
Buried beneath the layers you so desperately stack
Attempting to cloak what you cannot find
The insatiable lust for what is naught
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Every thing which you see tries to draw
The flames flickering against the broken skin
Ice so cold it burns
The darkness of mourn
And as you try to resist these telling traits of what is madness sparked
The hunger inside you grows
That satisfaction never found builds until it is encompassing your very being
The shadow the growing wave of heat has is cast upon the world
And they are lost until only you remain with the lust
Dancing around you, taunting
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And in this state of despair you turn
Desperate to see what has taken away the seeming infinity of life
Life which now only you retain
And you see what was meant to be seen all along, the truth which your mind was trying to tell
That insatiable fire that has been slowly tearing your body apart was caused by yourself the whole while
Trying to drag yourself from this fantasied life which you could never have
For this reality was not
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You were never meant for the normality that you wished
The lust that you felt was what your old life was
Where you were hidden in the dark, survived the flames and used them for your purpose
Tried to tame what was not to be caged and obedient
And in that you fell
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Into this state of wanting so much that it made your very thoughts real
The insatiable hunger remained as it was, never able to reach, never able to satisfy that want
And you were lost to the lust