After Halloween.
A/N, well here is a little one shot for you all. The next chapter of 'The Marauders' will be up shortly, as well as the next and very late chapters to 'The Shower And The Dog' and 'The Body Switiching Incedent' thanks for your reviews and pateince of sticking by the stories, but don't worry they should be uploaded either today or tomorrow. Well on with the one shot, i would appricate a review or two. 97 x.x.x
Remus was sat there, his head held firmly in place by his hands, his usual pale complection even whiter and the dark circles that rimmed his eyes seemed to turn as black as coal. His hair a mess, clumps of dirt stuck to the mangaled ends making his hair look black. His body was hunched, leaning against the side of his bed, making no effort to get comfy. Tears leaked from his eyes in a constant flow, like blood from a oazing cut.
It was halloween 1981, a usual chilling yet festive day turned into something so much more sinister.
Remus slowly got up from his crumpled posstion and stagerred over to his near by desk, heaving his body down onto the old wooden chair, he started to write. Tears still freely flowing down his face, like a never ending waterfall.
Dear diary,
I just can't belive it. I don't want to believe it, their gone. All of them.. each in their own way. Why wasn't i told, why didn't they trust me. Am i that much of a monster they feel like the couldn't trust me. What does it matter, their gone now. I can't do anything about it even if i wanted. James, oh Prong, you died in vain, protecting beautiful Lilly and little Harry. Seeing you on the floor, it sent horrors to my mind, you were always so active and happy. Look what HE did too you. And of course Lilly, oh if you knew how much James wanted you to live Lills, he died for you. He wanted you to live a long life and die peacfully as a old lady, but again look what HE did. And Peter, my second marauder, the one time you use your bravery against HIM it ended up with you dead, don't worry Wormtail, i'll get him for you. And YOU. You foul human being, they are looking for you. Hope and prey they find you before i do, Azkaban will be like a hotel compared to what i will do too you when i find you. Sirius BLACK, always a Black. Your as evil and twisted as your inbreed family. I trusted you, fuck i loved you Sirius. You were like a brother too me. I wish i never trusted you. And i know James would be thinking the same if he was alive. Mark my words Sirius, i wont give up looking for you untill your 10 foot under.
Remus. - October 31 1981.
Remus put down his quill and rested his head in his hand, a heart chocking sob wrecked through his body. He sat there for what seemed hours untill the sobs turned into quite whimpers. He slowly got up and exhaustedly carried his tired body towars his bed. Laying down on the comfy white sheets he shut his eyes and drifted into an un easy and horrofying sleep. With one thing on his mind, Im all alone now.
The end...
A/N well thats it, please review! Makes me very happy when i get reviews. Below is some links to other stories of mine you may like to read, thanks.
s/8230140/1/The_Marauders_through_the_years
s/7374117/1/The_Shower_And_The_Dog
s/7384324/1/The_Marauders_Club_The_Body_Switch_Incident
s/7463531/1/The_Aftermath