{Bella's pov}

It's been three months since my so called mate and family left me. I have been on the run for the last two months. Since that day I came home and found his lifeless body laying on the kitchen floor. Victoria had been waiting for me when I got home. I was so angry that my shield flew out and threw her through the wall. I ran to Charlie and he was already gone I grabbed what I could grab and ran out to my truck. I didn't know where I was going but I had to leave. " I'm sorry dad it's all my fault your dead, it should have been me." I drove as far as I could go without stopping. I didn't know if I killed Victoria or not but I wasn't sticking around to find out.

At the time I didn't know I had a shield or how I threw her through the wall. I only found out when I ran into a seer when I stopped for gas. She told me to drive to Louisiana to a town called Shreveport go to a bar called Fangtasia and ask to speak to Eric. "Who is Eric and how is he going to help me?" I looked at her in shock and confusion. How does she know what my problem is and who the hell is this woman. She took my hand and said " Bella I have a gift if you will I can see peoples past and present. You my dear Bella are a shield and are very powerful shield at that. You can only run from your destiny for so long before it catches you. Tell Eric what I told you and tell him Godric is in your path. Sorry that is all I can tell you go my dear and follow your path." That was three days ago and now I am in Shreveport. I rented a hotel room for the night and took a shower and got ready to go to Fangtasia. I did have a uneasy feeling about going to a place called Fangtasia sounded like some vampire bar. I had to laugh at myself for thinking that thought. Vampires they live in discreet not out in the open to public. They did have rules and rules if not followed would mean death.

I drove down the road and parked the car it was around 10pm when I got there. There was a line and a blonde lady at the door she looked upset. I took a deep breath and got out of the truck and walked up to the lady. " What do you want?" I was taken back by the venom in her voice, " Sorry my name is Bella, Bella Swan and I am here to see Eric." She looked at me up and down before she spoke " We are not hiring right now come back tomorrow." I have been driving here for three days and I wanted answers and answer's now. I let a little venom in my voice as well. " I am not here for a fucking job. I am here to talk to Eric and I demand you let me talk to him." I felt bad afterwards but I was just to frustrated and angry it just slipped. " Sorry, I am under a lot of stress and didn't mean to take it out on you. What is your name?" She looked at me and smiled " I'm Pam I like you Bella you have spunk. I can tell we are going to get along just fine." She called someone to come and watch the door and lead me to a man sitting on a thrown. He was blonde and intimidating and held the look of authority to him. I followed Pam to this male she spoke to him in another language I didn't understand. Someone grabbed me to the dance floor and I tried to pull away from them. " Let me go!" Before I new it Pam and Eric ran to me and threw the guy into the wall. I was shocked at what I saw I only new vampires to be that fast I looked around and noticed everyone had normal color eye's. What the hell did this seer get me into I was interrupted by the male. " I am Eric Pam here tells me you need to speak to me." I turned around and took a step back he was taller than I thought. I took a deep breath to calm myself before I spoke " Yes, can we go talk privately please?" He and Pam talked before he spoke to me " Follow me to my Office."

I followed him and Pam as we walked into the office. He directed me to sit on the couch. I felt a pull towards this Eric like he was family to me some how. I shook that thought off and took a seat. Eric sat on his chair while Pam sat on his desk. I looked down to my hands before I spoke " I know you are not human but I am confused. I only know of vampires and shape shifter's could move that fast." Both of them laughed before Eric spoke " Bella We are vampires and you are in a vampire bar." I looked at him in shock how are they vampires? They don't have red or golden eyes they have blues, greens and browns. " How are you vampires if your eye's are not red or golden?" He laughed "There are two types of vampires they are what we call day walkers. We a night walkers since we can't go out into the sun without it killing us. Why are you here Bella?" I took a deep breath before I spoke " It's a long story so I have to start from the beginning." I began to tell him about Edward and his family, James, my dreaded birthday party and him leaving me in the forest. Then I began to cry when I got to my dad and how Victoria killed him. How she went to kill me but I threw my shield out and she went through the wall. " I don't know if I killed her but I had to run as fast as I could. She wanted to kill me she called it mate for a mate." I heard Pam growl when I told them then Eric said something and she relaxed.

" Then I kept driving until I couldn't drive anymore I stopped to get gas when a seer came up to me. She grabbed my hand and told me I was a powerful shield and I was running from my path. She told me to come here and speak to you that you would lead me to Godric and to tell you that he is in my path. That was three days ago and now I am here talking to you." I looked up from my hands to a very shocked Eric and Pam. He spoke to Pam in another language before he spoke to me. " Bella did she say what Godric is to you?" I shook my head " No she did not say." I felt a pull to Eric again and it was a little uncomfortable. I looked at him and asked " I know this is strange to you as well as it is to me. I need to ask you something and tell me what this is. I feel a pull towards you but it feels like Family almost like you are my brother/son or something. It's strange to feel like that to someone you only just meet but it's almost uncomfortable to not acknowledge it."

Eric looked at me before he spoke " Bella I feel the pull as well but it's almost like a mother/sister feel to it." I was shocked but happy I was not alone in this feeling. " So brother are you going to help me then?" I smiled at him and we laughed. " Only yesterday I thought I was all alone and today I have family again." Pam stood up and hugged me and welcomed me to the family. I hugged her back before she left to give us some privacy. Eric picked up his phone and asked to speak to Godric. He spoke in a language I did not understand then he handed me the phone. I thanked him before I grabbed the phone from Eric.

"Hello Godric"

Godric spoke " Hello Bella, Eric has just told me some interesting news. I am not clear on the whole story. I will let you tell me when you come to see me. Eric will accompany you to make sure you arrive safely."

I looked at Eric before I spoke " Are you alright with bringing me to see Godric? I can go alone if you have other things to do."

Both said " No! that is out of the question you will not go alone."

" Okay I look forward to talking to you when we arrive. Bye Godric"

" bye Bella

Then I hung up the phone and started to leave when Eric stopped me. I will have Pam accompany you to your hotel and get your things then we will head out tonight. I nodded my head and we walked out together and other's were watching me strangely. Pam walked up to me and grabbed my hand. " Let's go get your things so we can leave Bella." I followed through the crowed of people they all parted in our path. They must really be afraid of Pam to do that. I smiled as we walked out the door to her car and she drove me to my hotel. " Pam do you know what Godric is to me?" She smiled and said " I am not allowed to tell you Eric forbid me to say." That is strange " What is Eric to you anyways are you mates?" she laughed then she said " He is my maker not my mate. I am his childe and you are his sister so that makes you my aunt." I smiled at what she said " Pam I felt the pull to you but it was between sister/niece. This is all strange to me how old is my brother anyways." she looked at me and laughed " He is over a thousand years old." I nearly chocked when she said that. "Holy shit" I blushed I didn't mean for that to come out of my mouth." Sorry" she just laughed " You are funny for a human I'll give you that." we both laughed at her little joke.

We pulled up to the motel and walked into my room. Pam helped me pack my bags and I checked out of the motel. We got into the car and drove back to Fangtasia. We go out and got into Eric's car and drove to the airport. Eric booked us a private jet and we boarded the plane. Eric sat with me for a little while before he had to go below. I really like Eric and Pam I felt safe with them. It's was around 5am when he had to go below the sun was coming up. He told me when we arrive it will be around Two in the after noon. I new they couldn't go out in the sun so I said I will keep my shield around them until we are safely at the nest. He seemed surprised when I told him that. " I'll be dammed if I am going to let someone hurt my family. I will keep you and my niece safe while you are asleep." He kissed my cheek and then went below. Eric had a kind but guarded heart you can tell he doesn't trust easy. If I have lived as long as he has I would feel the same way. There are not that many I trust anymore. Not since my family ditched me for being human. I started to think about Pam and Eric would they ditch me the same way. I started to panic about being alone again. When I felt a calm being sent to me I new it was from Eric. He wanted to assure me he was not going to abandon me like they did. I said "Thank you" I new he could hear me him being a vampire and all. Some where in my musing I must of fallen asleep I was woken up by the flight attendant. I got up and went below and kept my shield over Pam and Eric while we got loaded onto the truck. We drove to a motel where we were lead to a nice light tight room. I went into the bathroom and took a shower and got dressed. I ordered food and watched some TV until I fell asleep. I was woken up by Pam telling me to get ready we are to leave in an hour. " Where's Eric?" Pam said " He went down stairs to meet our escort to the nest. Godric wants to make sure we arrive safely to the nest."

I got up and walked into the bathroom and got ready to leave. " Pam you are not going to leave me are you?" She walked up to me and pulled me into a hug. "I will never abandon you we are family and I don't take that lightly. Now hurry up we have to go Eric is waiting for us down stairs." I hugged her back and we got onto the elevator and we got down to the lobby. Eric walked up to me and hugged me " No more of this mopping Bella. We are family and I will protect my family even if it causes my death." I hugged him back " I'm sorry Eric this is all new to me. I promise I will work on it." I pulled back from Eric and he and Pam started to talk. I looked around this place was amazing and beautiful. I seen from the corner of my eye three vampires dressed in black walking towards us fast. I panicked and threw out my shield throwing them across the room and through the wall. People were running and screaming and it was loud. Eric grabbed me " Bella! They are the ones Godric sent to escort us to the nest." They ran back growling at me and I threw up my shield and protect Pam, Eric and myself from them getting to me. " I am sorry I didn't know thought you were going to hurt us." The one male went to grab me only to hit a wall.

Eric said " Bella this is Stan he is one of Godric men. Stan this is Bella and she is a powerful shield." Stan looked at me before he spoke. " I'll say that shield of yours packs a hell of a punch. I am sorry for scaring you like that let's not keep the boss waiting." I looked at Eric and he nodded so I dropped my shield and began to follow Stan out to the car. The manager of the motel was not happy about what I did. Eric told him to add it to the bill. We got into the car and I felt really guilty. " I will some how pay you back for the damages I caused." Eric laugh as well as Pam " That was the most fun I have seen in a long time. For a human to kick three vampires asses without even touching them. I would have paid to see something like that." Then they laughed again. Stan growled and Eric and Pam growled back. I had to laugh it was kind a funny thinking back to the look on there faces. Then I thought about Godric " Eric do you think Godric would be pissed about what I have done?" He laughed " No, he would be more amused but upset that he missed it." Stan said " That should be the least of your problems human." Pam hissed and Eric said " Do not threaten my sister Stan on less you want to die." Stan seemed like a prick and I can tell he hated me. I don't want to be left any were alone with him. I scooted closer to Pam and Eric I was putting distance between us. We stopped in front of the building and got out of the car. Eric, Pam and I started walking for the door with the three goons following behind us. Eric went in first and Pam grabbed my hand and lead me through the door. I walked in and there were a shit load of vampires standing around the room. I started to feel uncomfortable when I walked in but I new Eric and Pam would protect me. Pam let go of my hand when someone grabbed me from behind. I turned and it was a male vampire I have never seen before. He tried to pull me out of the house. I threw out my shield and sent him flying through the wall. He got up and ran towards me again and I hit him again. Now I had my shield around myself and I was not going to let it down. I went walking towards this male and I lifted him up with my shield and I crushed him into dust. My mouth fell open at what I have just done and I looked around to a room full of shocked faces. I started to cry and I ran keeping my shield up and around me. I had to get away. In the last hour I killed and hurt three vampires that belonged to Godric. He is going to kill me now for sure. " Fuck my life."

In just wanted to be home in Forks with my dad and get out of this nightmare. I felt something hit my shield and it was Pam and Eric. I hung my head low and said " I am so sorry he was trying to hurt me and I just snapped. I tried to not hurt him but he kept coming and coming at me. What was I supposed to do?" I fell to my knees and cried not wanting to remove my shield. Eric spoke " Bella we know you were protecting yourself it's not your fault. Now come out so we can introduce you to Godric. He is waiting for you and said to tell you he is sorry for what happened and it was no fault of your own." I looked at him and seen the truth behind his words so I dropped my shield. " Eric please don't leave me again. I don't want to hurt anyone but I will to protect myself or my family." Pam said " We are sorry Bella and we will not leave you again." She held out her hand and I took it and we walked back into the nest. When I walked into the room everyone looked at me with caution. I couldn't blame them if the shoe was on the other foot I would feel the same way. " I'm sorry for what I did he was trying to hurt me and I had to protect myself." I grabbed Eric's hand for support I was a little scared and he new it. He gently squeezed my hand to show support and comfort to me. " Thank you brother" I smiled and followed him into another room there stood the three goons and a male and a female. I felt this pull in my chest that almost knocked the wind out of me. I started to fall but Eric pulled me into him arms before I hit the floor. He brought me to the couch and sat me down." Are you alright Bella?" I gasped for " It hurt's the pull is so strong what is happening to me Eric?"

Then Godric ran over and grabbed my hand and it lessoned a little. " How is that?" I looked into his eyes and I was lost I felt like I was chained to this male. I for some reason new he was mine and I was his and I would not be alone anymore. " Mine" He looked at me in shock wondering how I new without being told. He nodded and pulled me into his arms and kissed me with enough passion to set the room on fire. I kissed him back the other's left the room to give us privacy. I pulled away so that I could breathe " Godric, please don't ever leave me or hurt me." Godric pulled me into another kiss " Bella you are mine I would never hurt of leave you. Soon everyone will know you are mine and are off limits. I will kill anyone that tries to harm or touch what is mine." I looked at him and I new I was safer than I have ever been in my life.

Godric picked me up in his arms and we left the nest. He took me to his private house were he laid me on the bed. " Bella, are you ready to stand at my side and be my mate for all eternity." I new what he was asking and I was ready. I new we belonged together and he was my path. " Godric I know you are my true mate. I am ready to follow my path and stand at your side for all eternity." He looked down at me and he said " I have waited for over two thousand years for you Bella. I don't want to rush you but I don't want to wait any longer." I leaned in and kissed him and he pulled me closer to him. I reach up and grabbed his shirt and pulled it off of him. Then he ripped off the rest of his clothes and helped remove my clothes. I new this was going to hurt but I needed him and needed him bad. The pain grew and the bands got tighter around us pulling us closer to one another. He reached down and spread my leg and he wrapped my legs around his waist. He looked down at me and said " You are mine and I will show you how you are mine." Then he slammed his shaft into me and I screamed from pleasure and the pain. He didn't slow down he got faster and harder. I screamed out his name from pleasure and pain. " You are mine say it." I screamed out " I'm yours and only yours." That seemed to please him he slow down a little but his animal was still at the surface. We kept eye contact the whole time each time I had an orgasm it pleased him more. He started to kiss me hard and ruff he pulled my hair to expose my neck to him. I felt the pressure building up and he bite down on me and I exploded and took him with me. He kept sucking my blood until I felt some what dizzy. He pulled back and cut his neck and said " Drink now and become my mate for all eternity." Then I leaned in and began to drink from him taking as much as he did to me. I started to fall asleep when he pulled me away from his neck. I felt as if I was lifted off the bed and carried some where. I lost consciousness and at peace I new Godric would protect me. He made me his for all eternity and no one else would ever hurt me again.

I woke up in the dark but with my new site I could tell I was buried under ground. What the hell am I doing here? What was the last thing you remember I was with Godric and we had sex then he drank from me and I drank from him. Then I heard and felt Godric and he was close waiting for me to come out. I broke through the dirt to find him standing there waiting for me. " I fell to the ground trying to catch my breath I was still naked and didn't seem to care. " What the hell happened? Why was I buried in dirt Godric." He looked at me then he smiled " Bella you are a vampire now and are born from dirt. This is how we all started out sorry I didn't know you didn't know." I looked at him a laughed " You so cute when your nervous you act like I'm going to run away screaming." He shook his head before he swung me into his arms and ran me to the bathroom. He started the shower and we both stepped in. He washed my hair and my body as I washed his as well. He grabbed me and pinned me to the wall and started kissing me along my neck and up to my lips pulling me closer to him. I kissed him and pulled him closer to me as well. My fangs lengthened and I jumped back " What the hell!" reaching up I touched my fangs. I looked at Godric and he seemed amused. Why do I have fangs this is so not funny. I was not a normal human now I'm a freak for a vampire. He started to laugh at me like I told the funniest joke ever. I jumped out of the shower grabbed a towel and ran to the room. I am so mad at him that I through my shield out to block him from following me. Through our bonds he said " I am sorry I laughed at you my love. Bella all vampires have fangs not just you. You don't know much of our kind do you?" I thought about that " No not really Eric nor Pam told me much." I dropped my shield and allowed him near me. "