Okay, so I'm really inspired to write some Kogan. I don't know why and I don't know how this is going to turn out, but I hope you enjoy it... c: Review and let me know if I should continue.

Chapter One:

Kendall sat; bored at the Carnival booth he was assigned to. He rested his head against his fist. He watched as children ran by screaming and laughing, having the time of their lives. Kendall, however, was about to burst. He had made plans that night. He wasn't even making any money. Apparently, no one wanted to throw balls at penguins, to win coffee mugs.

Kendall suddenly felt panic run up his spine when he noticed Logan Mitchell approaching. The brunette was so cute, wearing his blue cardigan. He was walking with girl who clung to him ever so tightly. Kendall winced at the sight. He couldn't help but feel jealousy build up inside of him. The girl was pretty. She wore white shorts and a pink tank top. Kendall couldn't help it, but at this point, he was starring. He couldn't stand seeing Logan with somebody else. Who did Logan think he was? How could he just bring some girl around and just flaunt her in front of Kendall? Kendall didn't want to be spotted by his Ex-lover, but at the same time, he did. He missed him so much, but for now, he would have to settle without him. That is what Logan had wanted anyway. When Logan noticed Kendall, he immediately walked over to Kendall's booth.

"Hey, Kendall." Logan said sheepishly.

"Wanna play? It's a dollar." Kendall said, ignoring Logan's greeting. Logan sighed deeply. The girl didn't seem to notice the tension between the two. She smiled brightly, wanting to play. She handed Kendall a dollar and grabbed three balls.

"Ima win you a mug, okay Baby?" she said to Logan. Logan smiled and nodded. Kendall rolled his eyes. As the girl began playing, Logan leaned against the booth and stared at Kendall with hard eyes. Kendall tried his best not to look back at Logan, but Logan's eyes dug into Kendall. Kendall broke and looked down at Logan.

"What? Why are you looking at me like that?" Kendall asked.

"Cause you're mad."

"What are you even doing here? And I'm not mad."

"Then, why are you being an ass?" Logan asked, still starring with hard eyes.

"I'm not."

"You're barely even looking at me, Kendall."

"I really don't wanna look at you right now."

"Fine. But at least I'm actually trying to keep a friendship with you."

"I don't want to be your friend-"

"Look, Logie! I won!" The girl said, cutting Kendall off, mid sentence. Logan gave a fake smile. He really did want to continue talking to Kendall. Kendall let out a huff of annoyance. Kendall roughly placed a mug in front of her, walking out of his booth without a word. Logan frowned.

"Thanks for the mug, Savannah." Logan said with a smile. She kissed him on the cheek. Logan wondered where Kendall had gone. Logan couldn't stand that Kendall hated him. He needed Kendall in his life. Things weren't right without him. Logan and Savannah continued walking around the Carnival.

xxxx

"Kendall, where are you going? You're community service hours aren't over." Mrs. Night said, seeing Kendall away from his booth. Kendall sighed.

"I'm taking a break."

"Oh, no you're not."

"Mom, please? Just five minutes?" Kendall begged. Mama Knight sighed.

"What's wrong with you, sweetie?" Kendall paused before answering.

"Logan's here." She nodded her head in understanding.

"Did you talk to him?"

"Yup,"

"Did you use nice words?"

"Why should I?"

"Kendall, you can't hold a grudge forever."

"But, he's the one who- He broke up with me'!" Kendall crocked.

Mrs. Knight sighed. She didn't like seeing her son this way. She knew how he felt about Logan, and she wished that the two boys would resolve their differences. Mrs. Knight eventually made Kendall go back to his booth, after comforting him as much as she could. All Kendall wanted was to go home.

xxxx

Kendall had been home for a few hours. He sat; lazily stretched out across the living room couch, watching some cartoon. Kendall jumped a bit when he felt his phone vibrate in his other hand. He looked down to see a text from Camille, one of his close friends. She was also Logan's best friend.

11:32pm

Camille- Logan's on his way to your house…

Kendall scrunched his eyebrows in confusion and a bit of anger.

11:34pm

Kendall- Why?

11:37pm

Camille- idk. He wouldn't tell me.

11:38pm

Kendall- Well, tell him not to come!

11:40pm

Camille- too late. He left about ten minutes ago.

11:41pm

Kendall- And, you're just now texting me?

Camille didn't reply. It was times like this that she felt torn between her two friends. She was always asked to keep secrets from one or the other. It never felt right. She was a bit concerned about Logan going to Kendall's house. In her defense, she did try to stop him. He wouldn't listen. She kept her phone near her, incase there was some drama.

xxxx

There was a knock at the front door. Kendall didn't get up. He already knew who it was. He waited until someone else came to open it.

"Really? You're two steps away from the door, and you couldn't get your fat butt up to open it?" Kendall's little sister Katie sassed. Kendall only shrugged his shoulders, not taking his eyes off the television. Katie opened the door.

"Oh... Hey, Logan. Kendall's not here." Katie said, out of habit, ever since their breakup.

"I can see him …"

"Whelp, I tried big brother." She walked away, heading upstairs. Logan walked in the house, closing the door behind him. He walked over to living room, looking down at Kendall. Logan sat in a comfy chair across from Kendall. Kendall felt Logan's eyes on him. Kendall almost shuddered when he finally looked into Logan's eyes. Those eyes got Kendall every time. They were so hard to avoid and ignore. They were beautiful. Logan bit his lip nervously.

"Well, are you gonna say something, or did you come here for nothing?" Kendall asked. Logan frowned in anger.

"Can you stop? I'm this close from punching you."

"I did nothing to you."

"Every time I make an attempt to be nice, you just piss the both of us off."

"Well, maybe that should tell you something. Nobody in this house wants to see you." Logan huffed in anger, standing to his feet.

"Fine, I'm done with this. You don't have to talk to me and I won't talk to you." Logan began walking towards the door.

"I never said I wanted that." Kendall said, now also standing. Logan turned back to face Kendall. Logan crossed his arms, waiting for Kendall to explain himself. Kendall continued to talk.

"I don't want you to stop talking to me."

"Well, what do you want?"

"I want…" Kendall didn't finish his sentence. He began walking towards Logan in a slow pace. Logan didn't move. He watched Kendall with wide eyes. Kendall stopped when he was directly in front of Logan. He looked down at the shorter brunette. This was definitely an invasion of personal space. Kendall couldn't have been closer. Logan's breath hitched.

"Kendall," Logan said in a warning tone. Kendall ignored it, and snaked his arms around Logan's torso. Logan allowed it, still wide eyed. Kendall leaned down slowly, pressing his lips against Logan's. Logan didn't resist kissing back. Kendall deepened the kiss, pulling Logan even closer by his shirt. Logan moaned into Kendall's mouth, tugging on Kendall's belt loops. Both boys used their tongues to intrude each others mouths. The kiss became needy and desperate. They both had been holding this in for weeks. They both grabbed all over each other, reuniting with the feelings that had been missing. Suddenly, Logan pulled away from Kendall, breaking the kiss with a gasp for air. He realized what was happening. He stared into Kendall eyes with a shocked expression. Logan could already see the hurt in Kendall's eyes. Kendall could feel the rejection. Logan backed away from Kendall, slowly, still keeping eye contact between them.

"Uhm, I gotta go." Logan said, still backing.

"But, why?-"

"See you Monday?" Logan said in a choked breath, cutting Kendall off with a new subject.

"Logan, you can't just come over here and-"

"Bye, Kendall." Logan closed the door behind him. Kendall grunted in anger and kicked a pillow across the floor. He went upstairs and slammed his door shut. Why did Logan always do this to him? Kendall hated this.

Meanwhile, Logan sat in his car, in Kendall's driveway, with his head against the steering wheel. He couldn't get his thoughts together. He still loved Kendall, yes, but they needed to be friends. The only problem was that Logan didn't know how to be only friends with Kendall.