Notes: This is a Kanra X Shizuo fic. (Kanra is Izaya's genderswap.)
- Prologue -
[ 2nd Month. ]
Her hands were shaking a lot, fighting with the urge to throw that stick on the garbage bin and forget everything. Pretend that any of that was happening. But she couldn't turn away from this. After the longest two minutes of her life, it was settled. Exactly like all seven other times she tried it.
She felt desperate. She felt like crying. The pain on her chest was horrible. How did she let that happen?
She was pretty sure that this was the end of her life. How will her friends, not that she had many, look at her? How about her brothers? And her lovers?
She sobbed, giving into her panic. And then she cried a lot. She cried until she couldn't anymore. Just like all other sticks, this one went directly to the garbage bin of the bathroom of her high-class Shinjuku apartment. She stood up, pulling the underwear and skirt up again, and walked to the sink, washing her hands and then her face.
Fuck Heiwajima Shizuo.
She hoped with all her will that he would drop dead right now. Or that she had never met him.
She hoped that he never existed. That their paths never crossed.
After all, if he didn't exist, all those "positive" pregnancy tests wouldn't exist too.