It's been four years since they left.
I woke up to an empty house. All their promises turned out to be empty. They were all lies.
Monica was right all along. They would abandon me. Shane would leave me. I knew this was coming but I became less sure of it as our relationship progressed. i was nothing special. I was a freak, a nerd and friend with his enemies. Vampires. But I forgot all that he made me believe that he loved me, everything he said was false. He broke my heart.
I don't know why they left , Amelie said they just needed space. Yeah, space from me.
I mourned about it for a month, but then I realised that I cant carry on like this ive got to live my life so I did.
I am now the head scientist of Morganville and Jason Rossers best friend (yes I said Jason). We were both lonely and needed a friend. We didn't go out or anything it was strictly friendship. He's really nice and kind once you get to know him.
My parents died two years, and it was my fault. The only way I could deal with everything, them leaving, the draug, bishop, even Richard dying. Was alcohol, it was my only option, to become an alcoholic. They saw me drunk and we fought, they drove home in anger and had an accident. The last words I said to my parents was
"I hate you, and I wish you die"
I guess the saying "be careful what you wish for" comes true.
I have been in one relationship since, but that ended in him cheating on me. Me and Monica are in very good terms, after Jason she's my other human friend I can never forgive her for what she did to Alyssa and the amount of pain she caused for Shane. Having said that I can never forgive shane for the pain he inflicted on me.
Oliver has gone nicer; he's actually got a heart! He's changed in ways that were never expected- towards me anyway!.
Amelie not so cold towards me, she's like a mom to me now, and Myrnin is still a freak but we're closer than ever he's the only person that truthfully gets me and my love for science.
I've also taken up an old hobby. I used to be an amazing singer and dancer, i had an award for it and everything. Amongst all the chaos I didn't do it. I never told Michael, Eve or even Shane. I wanted something that only I knew and I am better than Michael and I didn't want him to be jealous
I was thinking this while walking to founders square, I was on my way to see Amelie, as I walked into her office I saw three faces that I thought I'd never see again.