Fandom:
Death Note
Title: Keep me together
Author/Artist:
kiriga
Theme(s): #10b - You belongs to no one
Pairing/Characters:
Mello/Matt (Mihael Keehl/Mail Jeevas)
Rating: G
Warnings: Eh…
none, actually.
Disclaimer/claimer: Obha&Obata owns the
series, but the fic is mine. Not the characters, the ficcie.
Summary: You do what you want, and you want to follow
him.
Length: 398 words
Author's Notes: I hope people
understand who the 'you' are. For
those that don't, it's Matt.
Eh, I wrote this in 10-20 minutes, but I rather like it. First Death
Note/Mello/Matt fanfic! Yey But it's short...
You have always followed him, but only out of your own choice. No one can force anything on you, since you're a free spirit, and sometimes you can refuse do to things just to show that. Sure, it makes people angry, but you don't care about that. You do what you want.
And you want to follow him, even though he can be such a bastard to you. You stick to him through everything, because you feel like it. If you wanted to, you could say 'no' and get out, go away to someplace else where there's no selfish idiot that always demands you to buy him chocolate; where there's no angry blonde yelling at you to shut off the 'fucking game', or else he'd throw it out; where there's no slave driver forcing you to work 24/7, when you'd rather finish off the boss on that level; where there's no warm body to sleep next too, when you force him to go to bed; where there's no one to give you those rare smiles, those that makes you think you'd die without having him near, where there's no one who you can share your heart with. You can get your stuff, shove everything in the car and drive away any minute, if you'd like to. You just feel like staying, you think it's fun to be around him.
You know you might die following him, but you still do it. You don't have anything better to do anyway, and you don't feel like leaving him alone right now. The guy needs you for his big plan, his last plan, and you think it's okay to go with it, even if you die.
But even to death, you're a free soul who does whatever he feels like. You're following him to death because you don't care about life in general.
You don't belong to anyone, that's what you've been telling yourself ever since you met him. You're doing everything for him, but you don't belong to him, you can do just great without him.
You stopped telling yourself that the moment you realized you were going to seriously die for him, because you couldn't make it without him. You had made him your life, and that was wholly through your own choices. You never belonged to anyone, and you never stopped believing that; you belonged to each other.